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In the past ten years, they have not wronged each other?

All the time, Murong Ye feels aggrieved. In the past ten years, she has been chasing him regardless of everything and spending her best youth. However, Su Su has never responded to her and refused to give her any hope. So she strongly does not allow him to refuse, so every time she is very willful kiss him, touch him

But she never knew that Su Su even pretended to have nothing to do with her while enduring the pain. She never knew that her every caprice was accelerating his death. In the past ten years, they have been lying together for many times. She has kissed and comforted his chest, but she never knows that there is no heart in his chest, and she never knows that there have been more than ten operations in that position.

Su Su, the man she chases and loves, never cares about his health. Over the years, in the name of love, what has she done for him besides accelerating his heart failure?

How could he be so cruel to himself?

Didn't he want to live? Why not?

Ten years! How many opportunities does he have to say, but he doesn't say anything.

At the thought of the pain Su Su has suffered in the past ten years, Murong Ye is ashamed.

"Don't cry, Xiao Ye..." Ignoring the pain in his neck, Murong Ye has never been a gentle girl. Now how painful his neck is, it means that his heart is more painful.

He has endured for so many years, doesn't he just don't want to see her sad?

In the end, he made her sad.

"I'm sorry I'm sorry... " Murong Ye sobbed. Pounce on his chest, cry of tear heart crack lung.

Su Su, I'm sorry. She used to hate these three words, but now she doesn't know what else to say except these three words. The weakest and saddest.

"Don't cry, Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye..." Susu gently stroked her hair, quietly comforted her. In fact, he is the one who should say sorry. He was the one who hurt each other.

Gently wipe the eyes on her face, "don't cry, don't let it hurt more, OK?"

"Yes, yes. If it hurts you, maybe you'll remember Murong Ye broke her tears into a smile. Finally stopped the tears. Looking at such Su Su, Murong Ye suddenly asked.

"Su Su, tell me the truth, what do you think now?" About her, about them. Don't go on like this. Let's have a good time.

Su Su A Leng, don't know how to answer Murong leaf.

Murong Ye looked into his eyes, "Su Su, no matter what your answer is, I will not hate you or blame you. If you want to draw a clear line in the future, as long as you say, I will never see you again in my life. Just as we are destined to have no fate. After so many years, I was ready to give up, so let it go. I thought I had enough time and space for you over the years. Now there are no secrets between us. So I'm going to ask you again, Susu, what do you want? What do you want me to do? How can you be better? "

She doesn't want to force Susu to make a decision, but some things can't be confused like this. Like the relationship between them.

She has always been braver than Susu, and she knows what she wants better than him. Today, it's OK to accept or reject, but I don't know.

No matter what the answer is, she will accept it calmly. Su Su has suffered too much for so many years.

For anyone else, I'm afraid I gave up ten years ago, but Su Su insisted on it for ten years, with pain and love at the same time. I know that. That's enough.

Su Su looks at Murong ye in surprise. I can't believe it. Today, Murong ye can even ask this sentence. So, Xiaoye, what do you want? Can his incomplete body give her the happiness she wants?

Look at Su Su's expression. Murong leaf light smile, "you worry about the problem son, I here is not a problem.". Even if you are going to die in the next second, I am willing to be with you in this second. Su Su, have you ever thought that you have been rejecting me for so many years? If one day, you are suddenly gone, what should I do with the hurt in my heart? I will think that you don't love me, and then with this regret, I will be unhappy all my life. Even if I get married in the future and live a simple life with others, my heart is still unhappy. Have you ever thought that I don't know your mind until you die. It's a kind of regret with me. Don't you regret? And now, although your body is an artificial heart, but a good maintenance, may still be able to live like normal people. Eleven years ago, you worried that you would not live long, so you refused me. Now eleven years later, you are still alive. If you were honest with me at that time, we had a good time for ten years. From 11 years ago to now, more than 10 years, my whole youth is chasing you. How many decades can we have? Life in the world, this is only a short period of time for decades, in addition to the time of ignorance, how much time can you really accompany your lover? Even if you really can't live a long life, use the rest of your life to accompany me, in the future, even if you go, I will be happy to live, take the road you have never walked and the scenery you haven't seen all over again. My heart is happy, I know I am loved. Even though the man is not here. But you choose to hide. Do you think that's good for me? Look, have I been happy in the past ten years? Did I have a good time here? did not! If you had told me earlier that you love me, we would have had the best time. Not like now, each other is hurt, each other's sad. Ten years, you have had countless opportunities to confess to me, but you selfishly ignored my ideas and made a choice for me. In the past ten years, I have been unhappy. In the next few decades, do you want me to continue? "Murong ye said it seriously and without reservation.

Su Su only felt that every word of Murong Ye seemed to float in his mind. Ten years ago, he didn't dare promise her. It was because he was really bad at that time. Uncle Su Yu didn't develop an artificial heart. For two years, he was hanging on drugs. Later, he was basically stable, but he still didn't know which day he would die. Xiao Ye's life is so passionate and energetic, how dare he promise her. Not to hang her, but really don't want to hurt her, and really really can't let her go.

Touching Murong Ye's face, Su Su didn't know where to start, or from the new year's Eve that year, "I know I'm selfish. I want to live, even if I just want to see you. Xiaoye, on New Year's Eve, you told me that I was really happy. There's no defense. At that time, my body has been serious, you are so brave to say like me, but I have no way to tell you the same, I also like you. So I ran away selfishly. I have also thought, and you happy together, can live a few years to live a few years. But at that time, uncle Su Yu had no way to save me. I had to rely on drugs to hang my life. If we were together, my heart would be failing faster. I dare not gamble, I want to live, live to see your happiness, live to see you smile, live to see you, even if it's just a look. I'm still young, and there are still many wishes that have not come true. How can I just ignore everything. Later, uncle Su Yu developed an artificial heart, and my condition gradually stabilized. At that time, uncle Su Yu said that as long as I was careful, I would be able to live the same life as normal people. At that time, I wanted to confess to you. I knew you would not give up on me. Even if one day I became a vegetable, you would always be by my side. But I can't bear it, you love freedom so much, every day is full of vitality, if my body is not good, will you still be happy? Moreover, at that time, I found that you seem to like Xuanyuan Mufeng. Your eyes are full of happiness. I thought, maybe your feelings for me will gradually return to calm, and finally fall in love with other men. They can give you complete happiness, so I choose not to say anything. For more than ten years, every time I see you, I am struggling, but, Xiaoye I have to say that I am weaker than you in my feelings. "

It's nothing to admit that he's cowardly. In the past ten years, even if there is a reasonable statement, he's still sorry for Murong Ye.

Murong Ye buries his face in Su Su's hands. No, Susu, it's not that you're weak, it's that I'm too selfish. She just loves him too much, so she won't let go and must get him.

She knew that in her life, she would never leave Susu.

"And now? Now what do you think? If you still don't dare to make a decision, let me do it. This time, you will listen to me! " Murong Ye looks at Su Su, her eyes and expression are as domineering as the queen. She has been waiting for this sentence for ten years. This year, she must say: "ten years ago, you made a decision for me. Today, I will make a decision for you. This time, you can only listen."

Su Su gazes affectionately at Murong ye, who has regained her vitality. He always knows that he can affect Xiao Ye's mood. Although he knows what she wants to say, this time, he doesn't want to refuse. As Xiao Ye said, he has rejected her twice.

Hold Murong Ye's hand tightly, as if to crush her.

But Murong ye did not let go. She's waiting for him to nod, she's waiting for him to answer.

This man, the man she loved with almost all the feelings of her past life, whose every move can affect her mood. Once she also wanted to give up, looking at him from afar all her life. I wish I knew he was happy, but she didn't want to, didn't want to let go.

Why do they torture each other? Why let go? Clearly they love each other. So this time, she never let go.