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in bad mood.

Ying Ruming has been in a bad mood for more than 20 years. There is a Li qingzong in her heart. But Li qingzong never looks at her. Can she be in a good mood?

There is love and hate in my heart.

Over the years, the love has become deeper, and the hatred has deepened with love.

"I'll eat at your house in the evening." Yinglihai said.

"Well." Ying Ru Ming knows Ying Lihai well. It must be something important to have dinner at home.

"See you in the evening." Yinglihai said and hung up.

"Is it yinglihai?" Ying Yi Fei looks at Ying Ru Ming and asks.

"Well." Should be like Ming nodding.

"You're coming to dinner in the evening, aren't you?" Ying Yifei continued to ask.

"Yes. I guess there's something to report to me. " It should be said clearly.

"Oh." Ying Yifei just nodded and didn't say anything.

"Do you sometimes feel particularly unfair? Do you have any hatred? " Ying Ru Ming looks at Ying Yi Fei and asks.

Ying Yifei was asked by Ying Ruming, and she was puzzled: "hmm? What do you mean? I don't understand. I don't think you are very good. You have a good life. Why hate? "

Ying Yifei really doesn't understand the meaning of Ying Ru Ming's question. She looks at Ying Ru Ming in a confused way. "I know that you love yinglihai in your heart. However, yinglihai only has a sister like feeling for you The person he loves in his heart is an ruoqiu, but the one in his heart is Li Chenyu, who has already married Li Chenyu. So Don't you hate it? " It should be explained clearly.

Ying Yifei said with a smile, "Auntie, can I tell the truth?"

"Well, if you tell me the truth, I want to hear the truth." Ying Ruming nods with a smile.

"I don't hate it. I don't hate it at all. Really." Ying Yifei doesn't hate at all.

"Well? Why? You have loved him for so many years As a result, he didn't have you in his heart. Why don't you hate him? " Ying Ru Ming looks at Ying Yi Fei with some doubts.

"Why hate? Emotion is uncontrolled, isn't it? He doesn't love me, and he's not wrong. Why should I hate him He also has a choice of whom to love, so it's none of his business. " Should a princess want to open. "You are right, but If an ruoqiu has a man who loves, why can't he not love an ruoqiu and love you? " Ying Ruming thinks this is the most hateful thing: "an ruoqiu is a man who has a husband. Why does he still love an ruoqiu? You love him,

why can't he love you? "

"But is love what you want? Is emotion something you can control if you want to control it? Emotion is that you want to say that you can love who you love, and you can not love who you don't love? " Ying Yi Fei looks at Ying Ru Ming and asks.

"Well Yes Should be like Ming sometimes hate, hate Li qingzong also hate themselves.

She hated Li qingzong, why she couldn't love herself.

Chen qinyi, who he loves, is dead and no longer in the world. Why can't he love himself.

Sometimes, she also hates herself. Why must she love Li qingzong? There are so many good men in the world that she doesn't love. Why should he love Li qingzong.

Therefore, she hated, hated herself and Li qingzong.

Yingru Ming's health is not good.

A person for years in the heart have hate, can the body be good?

Bad health is normal, isn't it?

"You think so." Ying Ru Ming looks at Ying Yifei with a bitter smile. "Ha ha Otherwise, what should we do? I don't want to drive. What can I do? " An ruoqiu looked at Ying Ruming with a bitter smile and asked: "Auntie, sometimes, you have to be more open-minded. Some things really need to be put down, especially emotional things. You really have to learn to put them down. Your body has always been bad. We all love you. You have hatred in your heart. Therefore, it is normal for you to have bad health. If you put down these hatred Your health will certainly get better and better every day. "

"Put it down? It's not easy to talk about it? " Ying Ruming sighed: "how to put it down?"

"Alas..." Ying Ruming sighed heavily: "I want to put it down, but I can't put it down. I really can't put it down."

"It can only be done slowly." Ying Yifei comforted Ying Ru Ming and said, "this kind of thing can only come slowly."

"Alas..." Ying Ruming seems to have no intention of putting it down: "I can't put it down for so many years Can I really put it down next? "

"Aunt..." Should a imperial concubine heartache called a Ying Ru Ming.

"Alas..." Ying Ruming sighed again: "I have loved him in my whole life. I..."

Yingru Ming said with a choking voice.

Ying Yifei knew that it was very hard for Yingru mingai, especially hard.

Yingyifei also knows yinglihai doesn't love herself, but the woman yinglihai loves doesn't love him, doesn't she?Maybe this is emotion.

The thing of affection is to want to be able to open up, can not think how?

You have to be open-minded.

Over the years, Ying Yifei can also see Yingru Ming's pain and feel trapped by her feelings. Therefore, she told herself that although the people close to her do not love themselves, they should not tie themselves like Ying Ruming, and let her suffer so much, which is not worth it.

Love sometimes to let go, or in the heart of silent love is good.

As for Li Fei, as long as she can occasionally see yinglihai, she can care about yinglihai. Yinglihai also regards her as an important person, which is enough.

For Ying Yifei, maybe this is happiness.

At least yinglihai still cares about her and treats her as her sister. Isn't it good?

"Auntie, sometimes, you really have to learn to put down, really have to learn to put down." Ying Yifei continued to persuade Ying Ru Ming.

"How to put it down? For so many years, I have tried to put it down, and there are many times to put it down. However, there is no time that I can put it down, and no time I can put it down." Yingru Ming said, his voice choked.

"Well I can't really put it down. " Should be such as Ming sigh gas, helplessly said.

Emotional things are really helpless. "He has never loved me and never cared about me. If I am not reconciled, I don't understand. Where can I compare with that woman? Why can he love that woman so deeply but never look at me?" When Yingru Ming said this, she was almost gnashing her teeth. She was really unwilling.

However, in love, what can we do if we are not reconciled. In love, you can't do without knowing your life.

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