Is it related to her unexpected departure?

Thinking of the restlessness under the appearance of heaven star, Feng Jingyi suddenly felt that every time he changed his attitude towards her, it seemed that something happened!

There is a reason, there is a result!

Such a sudden and unusual, certainly not overnight!

In such a way, the knot that has never been untied in my mind suddenly becomes not so confused. In the end, Feng Jingyi gave up and went out, climbed to bed, and started to stay at the ceiling.

……

For several days, she was haunted by this kind of unexplained confusion, unable to open and put down, and Feng Jingyi was also suffering. This day, in the office room, she took a pen to paint for a long time, but she still couldn't enter the state. She rubbed the paper off, and she laid another one again. When she came back to her senses, she saw all kinds of lines on the huge paper, except for the messy dots.

Looking up to the sky, she couldn't help but howl out, "Hoo ~"

it's so annoying!

Aunt Feng ER came in with fruit coffee and saw this scene. On one side of the computer screen, there was a landscape screen protector shaking. Apparently, no one had moved it for a long time. It was a mess around the desk. The paper basket was full of paper balls, and someone's hair was just like a chicken coop. "What's the matter? No inspiration? "

Suddenly, Feng Jingyi stands up and says, "Mom"

what is the problem of her not being inspired? She is not satisfied with her inspiration. In a word, she feels terrible and terrible.

It can be seen at a glance that her condition is very wrong. After all, it's her daughter. Aunt Feng knows that she has something on her mind. However, when the child is old, she doesn't want to say that she doesn't ask many questions:

she has to give up when she should!

There are some things that can't be avoided in the first day of junior high school! You can't stop eating because of choking!

Bring the coffee to her, seal the second aunt's note:

"go out for a walk if you are bored! Just holding it can't solve any problems... "

Just picked up the coffee cup, a meal, Feng Jingyi quickly raised her eyes: "Mom? You don't restrict me from going out? "

What's the situation?

How can my mother say "change, change"?

Really?

Staring straight at her mother, Feng Jingyi began to think that she was a little magical. Recently, she was really afraid of this kind of "change when you say it", which made people too surprised!

"No need to shut it down?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? Didn't you scare me out of the door? Can I really let you rest at home for a lifetime? Then you have to rest and get sick, too? "

In fact, when she went to the party with her old friends that day, she began to walk away. She vaguely felt that her daughter's year was obviously different. In addition, her friend inadvertently said that a friend's child didn't worry about playing games at home. As a result, she was worried about suicide just like she was depressed and was young. She was afraid to circle her In the end, she was self defeating at home, and after she came back, although she had a lot of things on her mind, nothing special happened. Feng ER's aunt decided to let it go, and finally, enclosure protection was not a way, and she could not protect her for life.

Although selfishness will hurt her daughter more and want to protect her more, she will have to go for a longer way in the future!

Holding Feng Jingyi's hand, Feng ER's aunt sighed: "Xiaojing, you are also an adult. You young people have your own life and their own business. Mom is now behind. Mom has nothing to ask for and believes in you. However, no matter what happens, you should take good care of yourself. The door at home is always open for you. When something happens, you should take good care of yourself Don't worry about it, or the words from childhood, Dad, mom and Fengjia will always be your last support, and will not change at any time, or because of anyone or anything! "

I still remember the most impressive time that my mother said this sentence, because she and Ding Ruoxue had a fierce conflict in childhood, leaning on her mother's shoulder, and Feng Jingyi covered the moisture of her eyes:

"Mom, I know! Don't worry, I'll be fine. I'll never do anything to make you and dad sad or lose my face! "

Absolutely not!

But this time, it's not only about Huo Qingyang, but also some things that she can't understand. After all, it's not a simple matter to involve the law. An accident may bring him a crisis. For the time being, she can't say!

But in Feng's heart, she always has the bottom line!

"Well, good, that's good"

with her promise, the two agreed with each other, and Feng ER's aunt didn't ask more questions. She ate something with her, and the mother and daughter whispered something, both in a good mood.

In the afternoon, they went to have a beauty salon and a walk in the street together.

In the evening, my mother was called away, but Feng Jingyi didn't go home. Instead, she wandered on the road alone and watched the sky drive away the last afterglow of the sunset.The city's night, no matter how cold it is, is still noisy and brilliant. The streets of the city stop and go around without a clue. When Feng Jingyi comes back to her mind, people have already stood at the familiar street entrance. In the night, the huge "Heaven star" brand shines at the bottom of their eyes, and in an instant, it fills the whole field of vision:

still here!

Those stinging words in my mind floated out again. The sharp nails stabbed into the palm of my hand. Feng Jingyi's face changed a few times. She turned around and ran back to the car. When she started the car, her actions stopped when she caught the special purple pupil in the mirror:

unwilling or unwilling!

She has suffered so much that she has come to this day, so she gives up. Isn't all that cold talk and all kinds of cynicism and white eyes wasted on her? If you want to die, you have to be clear!

She rubbed her eyes and thought of the place. She took all the bags on the back seat and found the disposable invisible eyes she had just bought. Then she put them on in the mirror. In an instant, those beautiful purple eyes turned into normal dark brown:

now that he mentioned it, there must be a reason!

Although some of them are not used to it and even start to think it's not as good as purple, Feng Jingyi closes her eyes and gets used to it for a moment, then pushes the door and goes on. She wanders all the way to the gate of heaven star, and after a week ' Crouching on the edge of the flower bed under the street light:

it's still too humiliating!

No face to go!

No face, no skin, no dignity. In fact, it's not good at all!