Chapter 2015

"This is the tea house of the temple. There is nothing but simple food..."

In an instant, it seemed that he had come back to himself. Longyu also stood up and wanted to take over the teapot: "I'll come!"

Bowing his head, he first catches a blue and purple scar looming out of Jin Meizhi's wrist. The remaining light from the corner of his eye hasn't been fully recovered from the familiar face. Shocked again, he has grasped her wrist:

"what's the matter? Are you hurt? "

Next second, Jin Meizhi rubbed back his hand, and went to rub his lower arm behind his ears. He pulled down his sleeve and said, "no!"

At this moment, there's no doubt that there's something different. After a step around, long Yuqun directly pulled her arm. Sure enough, as soon as she rolled the sleeve, she saw that her white arm was full of round spots, deep and shallow, and all kinds of scars, big and small, like scalds. Looking at them, it was a little bumpy. It was a little ugly.

Eyes once again gaped a few points, long Yu looked at her eyes again full of unbelievable: how so many scars on her arm?

Unconsciously, he had filled in all kinds of plays in which she had been abused. It's no exception that Longyu Qun thinks so. It's the scene that he saw in the nightclub that has left the preconceived impression.

At this time, from the bottom of my heart to the outside is thousands of capital "miserable, miserable, miserable"!

But before, he didn't remember that she had so many scars on her arm!

Although the Dragon Gang claims to have come from the edge of a knife and are used to seeing all kinds of human tragedies, the Dragon Yu Qun finally makes a sound with a golden spoon. Even though he has seen all kinds of filth in the society, in fact, the scene of the Oriental City is the most cruel and indescribable that he has ever seen in his life. It's totally different from hearing and seeing.

I thought I was cold-blooded to the extreme, but I didn't know whether it was because of her face or it was too indescribable. It had fermented into his nightmare. I can imagine how terrible the situation was at that time.

So, confused, confused, compassionate, angry and even mixed with indescribable complex emotions, at this moment, it's really a little breathless. In fact, what longyuqun can't accept is that a woman in the middle of things seems to be more calm and calm than him.

In a word, all of them are unadaptable.

Long Yuqun hasn't found his own thoughts and voice yet, and Jin Meizhi has already explained:

"most of them are old wounds, and I burn them myself! I can smoke, but I don't smoke often. I don't have an addiction to smoking. When I can't stand it, I burn some on my arm. I can stand it when I'm burning it. I didn't expect that I left so much behind unconsciously! "

bitterly pulled the lips, and Jin Meizhi's voice was still thin and clear.

"used to be afraid of being seen, afraid of being asked, and at home most of them were covered with concealer. They were specially filming, not rubbing hard, and water was not easy to wash away. Anyway, you know, today is not... "

In a few words, it explains all the doubts in Longyu's heart. There is a trace of bitterness on his face. In fact, what Jin Meizhi said is not all a lie. There were several scars left by cigarette butts on her arm before, but in addition to the slight potholes, the color has faded out of the bird. A lot of what she can see on her arm now is burned before her.

In a vague way, longyuqun seems to have been able to guess what she has experienced, which he never thought of before. Especially at this moment, she talks, dresses, moves and looks like Shen Luo. She smiles as if she doesn't care about anything, as if she is very strong and optimistic, but each look reveals the inferiority from the bottom of her heart, and is tender and pitiful.

There were different scents passing by. Longyu almost fell down on one side of the chair and pursed his lips. He didn't answer.

After pouring tea for the two, Jin Meizhi slowly sits back.

A cup of tea, as if after a century, long Yu Qun said: "why?"

Why do you do that? Why practice yourself?

He didn't understand, but this face, which had occupied most of his life, gave rise to the old feeling that he couldn't give up: it seems that all his weakness and sympathy in this life were given to a woman named Shen Luo.

Since Shen Luo's death, more than eight years ago, there has never been a woman around him who made him stop. Even he felt that his blood was cold, and he would not be affectionate to anyone.

But in the past two years, all of a sudden, everything seems to have changed.

He was inexplicably interested in women. Suddenly, the softness in the bottom of his heart seemed to be called up by others. But at this moment, the real feeling of Longyu balun was more painful - the pain of blocking his heart!

Pulling the corners of his lips, Jin Meizhi holds the teacup and puts it down again: "I thought you would never know that it's a dream, even if it's just a dream, I thought I could do it all my life!"

It has to be said that Jin Meizhi is very provocative, especially for men. Every sentence is full of deep meaning, but nothing is clearly said.

Long Yu Qun is slightly silent, but seems to hear some whimpering sounds. But when he raises his head, Jin Meizhi smiles the same way, bitter smile:

"you must think I'm dirty and cheap. How can I still face people for this reason? For ordinary women, it's time to dig a ground seam if you don't jump off the stairs, right

"I didn't!"

Too eager to deny, it just shows that Longyu balun unconsciously rejects: he doesn't mean that he thinks women must end up in one place, but he really despises them from the bottom of his heart.

Even the original Murong cloud clothes were included. Although he had to admit that he was not a good thing and was greedy for women's beauty, those who wanted to trade their bodies for everything, men and women, were disgusted.

But slowly, he saw the difference of Murong's cloud clothes. She bowed her head under the pressure of life, but she always kept the principle and the bottom line. It was because of this that he changed his outlook on her and even began to look at her with great admiration, which was the biggest difference between the two.

After so long together, Murong Yunchang's life is not generous, but she never asked him what he asked for. Even the high cost of Murong Xi's last hospitalization, he only made a small change, and the previous one has been paid.

In longyuqun's cognition, jinmeizhi's condition is much better than her, so she DEFINITELY shouldn't go to this step.

"I have no face to live in the world, but I can't die! If I die now, I don't know where the root of my life is? I don't know why I'm reduced to this? I don't like it! I don't want to do this either, but I can't help it. If I step in, I won't be able to get out! "