C35 Confused and confused

It was a summer of heatstroke, when I was on my way to work, opening up QQ to see if the girl was online. Unexpectedly, as soon as the little penguin on the QQ stopped beating, I heard a familiar sound of QQ.

Curious, I opened it and looked down. It was the girl.

She asked me, "What are you doing?"

I replied directly that I was on my way to work, and then I asked her, What are you doing now? She said it was nice to be alone in her comfortable bed, fanning the air conditioner.

I asked her, "Now, have you and the demon man made any progress?"

She replied, "He's still buying a house right now, so he hasn't found a building to his satisfaction yet."

That's not what I wanted to know? Actually, I really wanted to see her and this demonic man break up peacefully because of an accident. That way, my heart might feel better. However, she suddenly said this sentence.

I didn't say much, didn't know how to reply, but with a heavy weight in my heart, I slowly put the phone back in my pocket and walked forward listlessly in the harsh sunlight.

There were a lot of cars, and when they roared past me, a cloud of dust covered most of my body.

He heard from this girl that this demonic man was worth over a hundred million. Although there were many beautiful girls that took the initiative to chase after her, after he refused, he 'wishfully' chose this girl that didn't like him.

"If this man is truly worth over a hundred million, then buying a building should be an extremely simple matter. However, why has he not bought it after so many months?" I have my doubts, but I don't know how to dispel them.

I know, in fact, that not everyone can dictate fate, let alone the fate of others.

The world of mortals was thousands of miles away. Perhaps, everyone had their own home to return to.

A few days later, Rui Ling left me a message on the internet saying: She has already broken up with this man, although before this, she often drove around in his car, and he had done a lot of work …

When I heard the news, I thought I should clap and even go straight to the hotel to celebrate, but I didn't know why. I was startled, lost, and didn't know what to do.

I asked him, "Why did you suddenly break up?"

She said that she and the man had quarrelled again, and this time it was even worse than usual, and in desperation she broke up.

I heaved a sigh of relief. Personally, I felt that this was the perfect ending. Thus, with a sense of ease that I had never felt before, I told her that you are only twenty-four years old now, and there are still many opportunities for you to fall in love.

She did not give any response to this. Obviously, she had not gotten out of this haze of emotions for a while.

Actually, there are many times when a person's words can pierce another person's eardrums or leap into the other person's line of sight, but they are unable to pierce the other person's heart. I think that this is the case.

Finally, one day, while she was talking, she sent me a sentence that was unbelievable, but real and heart-wrenching. She said that after he left her, she found that she had fallen in love with him, and that there was a hidden pain that she couldn't leave him.

When I smelled this, I immediately asked her, "Don't you feel disgusted when you see him? Why would such an absurd idea appear in his mind again? "

She said, "Yes, she felt disgusted the moment she saw him, but this sort of disgust had already become a habit. When she couldn't see, she felt that she was not used to it. She also didn't know why people were so despicable."

What kind of logic was this? I still can't figure it out.

She also told me that he might never be able to come back to her, because this time, they really did have a falling out.

When I heard these words, my heart was immediately grabbed by something I didn't understand. I advised her, in fact, you don't need to do this at all. What you should keep, no matter how you chase them away, you can't.

Like last time, she gave a grunt and did not speak.

After that, every time I logged on, I never saw her head light up.

It was as if my heart had entered the morning mist. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find the beautiful scenery.

For a while, I thought she was invisible, but after I sent him one message after another and still didn't get a reply, I realized that she really wasn't online.

I had a lot of premonitions, and these premonitions were like many magic balls that deeply bothered me. Finally, one day, when I opened up her space again, I was astonished to find that he was actually wearing a wedding dress.

I wonder, I don't understand, I'm at a loss...

His entire person sank into an unspeakable despair. In this despair, other than the layers of clouds, I could see nothing else.

She'd have to tell me even if she got married, wouldn't she? Just as I was wondering who the groom who had taken her wedding picture was, I clicked on him and discovered that he was actually ten years older than me. He was also the man I had called the Devil many times.

"How is this possible?"

My heart was suddenly shaken. My mind suddenly became extremely empty. The pain in my heart had long since been numbed, and I was limply lying on the chair. My back was sweating, and my lips were trembling …

I don't understand what this means. Was this the beginning of her happiness, or was this an absurdity within her nightmares?

I went on to open his QQ profile picture and check with him. What's the explanation for this? However, no matter how much of it I sent over, I didn't return a single word of hers.

The next morning, when I opened up QQ to see if she had replied, I realized that she was no longer in my QQ list of friends, that is. Between last night and this morning, she deleted my QQ completely, completely interrupting everything between us.

I didn't give up trying to use the recovery function to recover my friends from the past six months, hoping that I could recover them. However, after recovering my friends, I couldn't find her on the list for a long time.

I remembered an address she vaguely mentioned, which was the place where she worked. Thus, I drove here, facing the scorching sun, and followed the wide road for more than two hours, yet I still couldn't find a single clue about her.

What did I not want to do? I wanted to see her for the last time, and I felt that this last moment was the most beautiful part of the laceration between us.

My shirt was soaked and my legs were weak, but I couldn't see anything in front of me except the traffic and the dust from the speeding cars.

I don't know what role I played here, whether it was the right person or the wrong person. I only saw my originally perplexed heart being temporarily named as the bloodshed that ruthlessly broke down the ruthless affairs of the world …

In my lethargy, I thought, perhaps love itself is an equation. It has its own annotations and its own answers, but it is not the only one. It is pluralistic.

When my phone suddenly rang, I saw that it was actually Liu Yan's phone. After I received the call, I immediately asked him: "Liu Yan, how have you been recently? I've called you many times, and you're always off? "

"Hehe, Lin Fan, in truth, my mood was also especially irritable earlier on, so I didn't want to answer anyone's phone, but it's much better now, I'm in a place where I can attend a technical school. If there's a chance, you can come to my school and look for me to play."

"Alright then. In a while, remember to send me your school address!" I quickly told him.

"Yes, yes." He laughed for a bit, "Oh, right, has that Huang San been finding trouble with you recently?"

"No, I haven't seen him for a long time." I said.

"Un, that's good, it was all thanks to you before, but then, I don't know why things turned out this way. Although I'm in technical school now, I used my spare time to do some temporary work, to carry the plates, etc., trying to repay the money I owed to that hoodlum as soon as possible. Now, I only have twenty thousand left, but it's fine, can you return the money with me? I feel that it's safer with a man by my side."

Hearing this, I hurriedly nodded my head and said, "Alright, that's true. Just give me a call. Right, did you tell me about Rui Ling's marriage?"

"I said it a few days ago, but I didn't go. I was also very busy. I had to continue my studies and also had to work." she said.

"Un, I understand that! If I have the chance, I will definitely play with you! " I said.

"If there's nothing else, I'll hang up first. After I get my cell phone, I'll switch it on frequently. When the time comes, just contact me!"

"Alright!"

After I replied, I heard the cell phone on the phone ring.

That day, just as I was sleeping on my bed, I suddenly heard a cell phone ringing. I hastily went to the bedside to take a look, only to see that it was Liu Yan.

"Hello, Liu Yan. Do you need anything from me at this time?" I yawned at him.

"That's right, Lin Fan is still sleeping?" she said.

"Yeah, what's wrong? Are you up now?" I said.

Hearing this, she laughed and casually said, "I'm also in bed, but I want to return the money to that hoodlum. Would you be willing to go with me?"

"That's fine, of course. We agreed on it before, so of course I'll keep my promise!" After I said that, I suddenly spoke up, "Oh right, Liu Yan, it's only been two months, and you've already earned twenty thousand dollars? This feels a little strange, right? "

"How could I possibly earn twenty thousand gold coins in two months? I only earned seven or eight thousand yuan from working overtime. Later on, I borrowed some money from a friend, so I only want to draw a clear line between me and that hoodlum. In the future, I will live a peaceful life. " After she said this, she continued, "Hai, I finally have to pay the price for my extravagant spending. However, I have learned a lot from this incident. In the future, I will try to learn to save money."

"Mm, alright. Wait a moment, I'll get dressed and get out of bed. I'll call you when I get to the school gate!"

"Okay, thank you!" she said.

The call quickly ended. After I hastily dressed myself, I got into a taxi and headed towards the Heng Yang Polytechnic School that Liu Yan was at. She was waiting at the door. When she saw me, she said to me excitedly, "Lin Fan, it's been a few days since we last met. You have become even more handsome than before."

"Hehe, Liu Yan, it seems that you are better at talking than before, right?" I smiled and said, "Honestly speaking, although your current clothes are a little less enchanting and sexy than before, I feel that you are more enchanting now."

When Liu Yan heard this, she immediately laughed out loud. "Lin Fan, it looks like you're even better at talking than I am …"

"Hu!"

A small carriage suddenly came over from the distance, and suddenly, a gust of dust blew into the car. Liu Yan and I covered our noses and backed off for a bit, when we saw a young driver inside, suddenly hit the car door, stuck his head out and said to us: "Two youngsters, if you don't hit, there won't be many people in the morning. If you do, I'll give you guys a discount!"

After Liu Yan turned her head to look at me, she immediately said to me, "Shall we get on the carriage?"

"Alright!"

After answering her, I stepped forward, opened the door of the car, and sat behind the driver. I had thought that she would sit in the seat in front of the car, but unexpectedly, she actually sat beside me.

Her body still emitted the faint fragrance of a woman. Although her clothes weren't as beautiful as before, she was still attractive enough.

Just then, Liu Yan casually mentioned the exact location, and the car started moving. After passing through various small winding paths, it took a detour around the main street, and finally arrived at Huang Hu's location.

No one knew why, but just when she and I got out of the car and was about to walk towards Huang Hu, she suddenly said to me, "Lin Fan, wait here for a while. I'll come over immediately after I return the money."

I hesitated for a moment, then nodded my head and said to him, "Alright then, but you should also know about Huang Hu. When we get there, don't be too cautious."