Chapter 89

I didn't expect that Yan Xiaobing would suddenly do this. He only said that he had to deal with his own Mu language. Suddenly, he was terrified, his feet were kicking wildly, and he was struggling for his life, and his mouth uttered a vague "Wu" sound.

"Soldier, what are you doing? Don't be rude to miss Mu! "

Yan Xiaobing threw Mu language to the balcony, rushed back to the room, ran to the old lady Yan, shook his hands in a hurry and exclaimed, "mother, what's wrong with your eyes?"

"Soldier, son."

"Mother, I'm here!" Yan Xiaobing grabs his mother's hand in the air.

"My son, my mother is finally waiting for you," said old lady Yan, touching her son's hand until she touched her son's face. "My mother thought I would never see you again in my life."

Then he realized that his mother was blind for crying. Yan Xiaobing knelt down in front of his mother and even slapped himself in the face of his mother and cried: "my son is unfilial. My son is sorry for you."

Feeling that her son was short, she heard the slap in the face. The tearful Mrs. Yan immediately knelt down, touched her son's hand and shook her head: "although my mother has never been to school, the truth of" whether to raise a godfather or not "is clear. After your father died, my mother didn't do her duty to teach you well. Therefore, all the mistakes are the fault of the mother. All the bad consequences should be borne by the mother. Blind eyes are the retribution of the mother. "

"No, mother, it's not your fault. It's none of your business! Since the accident happened to my family, you have repeatedly advised me to put aside the resentment in my heart and persuade me to be kind to others. This retribution should not be on you. It's because I am so obsessed with you that I can't listen to you. I can't put down my resentment and be kind to others. "

Yan Xiaobing suddenly burst into tears, "Niang, I really want to listen to your advice, but every rainy night, as long as I close my eyes, I will dream of yingzi and Xiaobao, and my father, dreaming that they are all in the deep fire. They are struggling in the heat. Every time I wake up, my heart is as painful as being shot through by ten thousand arrows. The pain makes me unable to control myself!"

"Miss mu," he was still kneeling, suddenly turned around, looked at the balcony and cried, "in fact, I didn't mean to pry the manhole cover to harm people, but when it rained, I couldn't control my mind. I would hate the people around me, and I would like to set a fire to burn them all to let them taste the pain of my wife and children. A few years ago, in order to control my own mind, whenever it rained, I would use my own pain to alleviate my hatred for others

"But then he couldn't stop his behavior and began to hurt people," Mrs. Yan broke in with a choking voice. "So whenever it was going to rain, I asked him to go back to his hometown and tie him up with a rope. Every time I look at his head bashing in pain, my heart is like being torn. I wish God would turn his suffering to me, an old lady. But no matter how much I ask God, God doesn't pay attention to me. Then he completely lost his mind, every rainy day as if possessed by a devil to pry out the manhole cover and hurt people. He will be very excited when he hurts others, but then he will be particularly self reproached and will hurt himself with more cruel means. Only in this way can he feel more comfortable. I know all these things, but apart from heartache and persuading him, I really can't bear to expose him. I'm afraid that if the police arrest him, he will have no way to live. I'm just such a relative. In the final analysis, it's my fault that Bingzi will come to this day! "

"Mother! I really don't blame you! Blame me! Blame me Yan Xiaobing cried again and kowtowed to his mother.

"Soldiers!" Old lady Yan hugged her son, and mother and son cried bitterly.

Mu Yu, who was lying on the balcony, was still chattering. After hearing the conversation between their mother and son, he understood Yan Xiaobing's inner struggle and pain, and knew that he would not hurt himself, and his compassion instantly replaced his fear. But for Yan Xiaobing's way of seeing his mother like this, she was very puzzled. However, her mouth was sealed and she could not ask anything. She could only accompany them to tears in silence and wait for them to calm down and understand.

After a long time, the cry in the living room was quieter.

"Niang, I will still be your son in the next life. I promise that I will not make such a mess in my next life, and I will not let you worry about me like this again. I will be filial to you."

"Niang Xiang you, Niang believes you."

"Then I'll let yingzi give you a big fat grandson and let him call you grandma all day long."

"Ah! Good! Good! Great Old lady Yan wiped her tears, and a happy smile appeared on her face.

"Mother! I picked you up just to I want to... " Yan Xiaobing's voice suddenly trembled. He burst into tears and kowtowed. "I'm sorry, my son. I'm sorry, but my son can't rest assured and leave you alone in the world..."

God! What is he going to do?!

The Mu language, which heard the argot, was extremely shocked.

Old lady Yan sighed deeply, but her face was calm. Obviously, she was not surprised by what her son was going to do.

"Soldier, my mother is willing to meet yingzi and Xiaobao with you."

"Mother, I..."

"My mother knows that if there was no mother, you would have gone to see them. In fact, my mother has been looking forward to this day for a long time. Don't say anything. Go and get ready. ""Mother The two of them held their heads and wept again.

Dark know not good Mu language again worried, while desperately shaking his head struggling, but was the mother and son as the air.

"Ma'am, you are sitting here. I'm going to prepare." After a while, Yan Xiaobing wiped away his tears, put his mother on the sofa and turned himself into the room.

Soon, Yan Xiaobing took two duvet beds from his room and put them to his mother's side. Then he ran into the kitchen, took a bucket of gasoline from the cabinet, poured half of it on the sofa and duvet, and the rest rose on himself and his mother.

"No, no, no, no, no..." The smell of gasoline choked the Mu language, but she was worried because her hands and feet were tied and her mouth was sealed.

This way, Yan Xiaobing put the oil can aside, ignoring the silence of slowly approaching. While he was tidying up his mother's collar, he asked softly, "mother, are you afraid?"

Old lady Yan smiles and shakes her head: "I'm going to see Xiaobao soon. My mother is looking forward to it."

"Mom, I'm sorry..."

"Soldier, I don't like to hear you say" I'm sorry. "You've always been my mother's good son. I was and will be. In this life, and in the next. "

"Mother Yan Xiaobing's eyes burst out again.

"Don't grind. Send Miss Mu out quickly. Don't frighten the little girl. Although she had never seen her, she often heard Miss Jiang mention her and knew that she was a good girl with good heart just like Miss Jiang. God bless you, good people will be rewarded, and they will live a safe life. "

After Yan Xiaobing was shut down, Jiang Wenwen could not rest assured of old lady Yan. She tried to take old lady Yan from the countryside to the welfare home in the city and take good care of her. Because he couldn't find his mother to change his mother. Of course, these were all later known by Mu language.

"Good."

Yan Xiaobing turns around and walks to Mu Yu. He bows to her solemnly and says "I'm sorry". Then he cuts the packing rope on her feet with a knife and gently lifts her up.

"No, no, No She shook her head desperately, obeying his steps, and whispered to him to tear the tape for herself.

Yan Xiaobing understood her meaning and said with gratitude: "Miss mu, I know you want to persuade us not to do stupid things, but my mother and I have made up our minds. Please don't persuade us. In our hometown, there is a saying that if a family dies in the same accident, they can be reunited in the underworld. My mother and I both miss yingzi and Xiaobao. If our family can really get together underground, then death is a kind of relief for us and the destination we yearn for most. Miss mu, I'll see you off... "

"It's superstitious! Don't be silly Mu Yu broke the tape and tried to dissuade him.

"Miss mu, thank you for your kindness. But it's over. Even if I don't die, I can't escape..."

"If the hospital detects that you have a history of mental illness, you will not be held legally responsible. I will contact the hospital for treatment at that time. After treatment..."

Yan Xiaobing interrupted her words with a bitter smile: "I have a deep sin. Even if the doctor can cure me, even if I will not harm people in the future, I can't forget the bad things I have done before. I don't want to live in deep guilt and pain all my life. It's too tired to hurt others and harm myself. It's better to die than to die."

"But aunt Yan is innocent! You have no right to end her life Knowing that he is a filial son, Mu Yu attempts to stop his suicide in this respect.

"Miss mu, I'd like to meet yingzi and Xiaobao with Bingzi."

Yan Xiaobing tightly grasped his mother's hand and looked at Mu Yu: "Miss mu, now that I have prized the manhole cover and harmed people, no one can guarantee that the families of the victims will come to my mother for revenge. My mother is an old man with a broken heart. I can't let her suffer any more crimes. I want to protect her. "

"No! I promise not to hurt you and your mother, I promise! I... "

"Miss mu, don't try to persuade us. We've made up our minds. Soldier, take Miss Mu out. "

"Oh, good." Yan Xiaobing turned to Mu Yu and said sincerely, "Miss mu, the reason why I tied you to replace my mother has another purpose: I know that you are a good man and a policeman (he regards people who work in the public security system as policemen). I want you to know about me. In the future, I will take my case to warn and persuade those who have been hurt. I hope they will not Follow my example. "

As he spoke, he forced Mu Yu to the door and bowed again. Then he said, "Miss mu, please apologize to those injured by me. I'm sorry for them. In addition, if the house can be sold after my death, please donate the money to charity. Please tell Wenwen and the neighbors in the community, thank him We have been caring and taking care of them, I failed them. In fact, I don't hate them. I just can't resist my own demons. I can't let go of the fire that killed my family. Miss mu, take care of it. "

"Brother Bing..."

Before Mu Yu's words were said, she was pushed out of the door. When she turned around with a steady step, the door closed with a "bang" sound, and then there was a "click" anti lock sound

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