Chapter 1444： Life is better than death

However, why did she have such an idea? She has not known herself for a long time, and according to common sense, Ningxiangning is much more likely to do so than her...

"Not bad!" Jing Fei explained: "On the execution ground that day, she said to Ting'er, ‘I can guarantee that if Mingyue Jun died today, then even if your favorite brother survives, he will definitely be better off dead!’"

"What?! She actually said that? And did you believe it?" Mingyue Jun was shocked. He didn't expect Gu Liubo to say that, let alone Jing Concubine. "Don't you feel that Liubo is very Is it weird?"

"I don't believe her. But what she said reminded me of Yang'er's eyes looking at you. I still remember that time I met in Meilin. Although he was fierce to you, his eyes were surprisingly gentle when he looked at you. He only appeared when he saw Qing Ruoshui that year." Thinking of the little girl who was hiding in the palace, covered in Tianshui clan exercises, Jing Fei was naturally full of doubts, but then no matter how she asked her, she did not speak, and In order to save Mingyue Jun, she was also badly hurt, and she needed a lot of rest, and it was not easy for her to ask further questions for a while.

"No! No, you are wrong, Madam! I can't be Qing Ruoshui, the person Mu Qiuai loves is by his side, not me." Mingyue Jun hurriedly denied.

"Really? But even at this time Qing Ruoshui, he never looked at her with such deep and gentle eyes. No! I can't take a risk. It was a mistake for not helping him keep Ruoshui last time." Jing Fei recalled. But the scene of New Year is full of grief. "You have never seen the Yanger who lost the clear water in the past. To him, living seems to be the most painful torture in the world. You must not imagine that such a spicy Chaotian pepper is just like that. After eating it, the noodles won't change color..."

"Chaotian pepper! I have always known that Mu Qiu eats hot peppers very well, but he didn't expect that he could even eat Chaotian pepper without changing his face." Mingyue Jun sighed.

"His health is not good. Food that has always been too stimulating cannot be eaten, so his taste has always been light, and he can't eat anything like chili. If the water is gone, he will not be able to eat. Since then, every time he has eaten, he has to add chili to stimulate himself. Thinking of children who could not stand a little bit of spiciness, since then, they are not spicy and unhappy. When drinking medicine, he should frown tightly. He has never wrinkled, and when he encounters a danger that he can easily get rid of, he has to be scarred before he will give up..." As she said, Concubine Jing closed her eyes, seeming to think about something, and seem to be avoiding something?

"Madam..." Mingyue Jun couldn't bear to say something to comfort him, but Jing Fei grabbed both hands.

"Don't leave him! Even if it is for me to rescue you at all costs, please don't leave him!" Jing Fei opened her eyes and begged Mingyue Jun excitedly.

"But...but maybe I will harm him, and I am...maybe an evildoer...Even if we return to Qingxu, your Majesty and the Manchu civil and military officials will not necessarily let me go..." By Jingfei Suddenly, Mingyue Jun felt at a loss.

"No! I will help you, even if I sacrifice everything I have, it doesn’t matter. You can’t let Yang'er go through something like that anymore. I know he can’t stand it anymore. Don’t be afraid. I’ll protect you. I’ll definitely let you. It's safe and sound, okay?"

"Madam..." He stopped talking, Mingyue Jun could only silently bow his head, refusing to say any more.

It was night, Mingyue Jun took out the pack he had packed, and after leaving the letter that Yan Ming decided to leave and did not want to go back to the palace, he touched the fox that was still asleep and was still asleep after drinking the medicine. Gu Liubo finally came outside Jingfei's room. After saluting respectfully, Mingyuejun hurriedly left Yunlai Inn.

Stepping on the moonlight, Mingyue Jun's heart is full of melancholy:

Sorry, Niang Niang, Liubo, please forgive my cowardice. I have no way to face my identity, and I can't stand another scrutiny. I know that when I leave, I have abandoned you. After all, no matter what you did to save me that day, you have sacrificed too much, too much for me...especially Niang Niang, I'm sorry, I can't return to the Third Highness after all. With such a body beside me, I don't have any confidence to face his gaze. Sorry, I want to leave, I must...