Chapter 470 - 451: Finding The Reason-I

It was similar to filling a puzzle when Li Lian thought about filling the blanks they have with the person called Akasaka Haruhi or perhaps Haru. "Are you thinking similar to me that Haruhi was Haru all this time?"

Li Jun Wei gave a faint nod, "No one saw it happen or knew when the exact moment they switched position but we do get to know a little more about Haru from the servant. Both Haru and Haruhi was said to be like reflection without any difference that could make anyone separate who is who."

"Then she must have been treated the same like Haruhi," assumed Li Lian because Haru could be said as the second most important child in the house. Although she was a girl it didn't change how she is the daughter of the first wife. Li Lian would like to draw an assumption that it might not be Haruhi who had killed his parents but Haru while taking his identity. Though everything still remain as her guess.

"The servant said the opposite. Unlike Haruhi, Haru was brought up with a very strict and abusive method. Her mother and father both focuses on Haruhi, disregarding her and often pushes her to be taken care by her aunts; who the servant said to be the most toxic people for Haru. She daylily faces her aunts' 'punishment' that led her to several bruises and wounds," Li Jun Wei explained, his eyes that watched the doc.u.ment was calm as he had faced some of the reports similar to this. 

While others thought child abuse was rare, in fact, it happened almost every where and every time without anyone noticing it that often times it became too normal for a child to receive wounds for their bad actions when in fact they don't deserve the horrible punishment their closest people inflict on them.

Li Lian drew her brows together, "Then were her aunts included on her kill list during that attack?" 

"Not on the same day but allegedly two days after the incident where her partners died did they were found on their car, dead after inhaling carbon dioxide; the police ended the case as suicide," Li Jun Wei said, making his way back to the side of the bed from the desk. "Of course like all other cases Haru used a scapegoat to take up the blame but I thought this was unique as this time she had used suicide to write off her relatives."

Right now everything they have was possible guesses and there was nothing solid to proof that Haruhi they have met was in fact his younger twin sister, Haru. 

"Did you ask if the servant could tell or if there was any differences between Haruhi and Haru?" Li Lian questioned as it was important.

"Nothing. She did say the Haruhi have wounds on his arm but the person who we met the other day before also had the same wound," and hearing about the wound, Li Lian couldn't help but steal a guess at Li Jun Wei's hands without saying a word.

Her mind continue to drift back on her conversation with Elder and Madam Li. If their situation wasn't like how it is now, she would have thanked Li Jun Wei for helping her when she was young years ago, but now reminding him will only hurt and worse, could even kill him. Compared to having her husband suffer from pain, Li Lian thought that keeping this a secret was for the better. 

"Are you thinking about him? The boy?" came Li Jun Wei question as he noticed her gaze that were locked on his arm, "It's a shame I wasn't him. I asked Zhuang Xuan to search about whether I have left the country during the time when I was wounded, he told me he wasn't able to find anything. It's safe to say that the boy you are searching of might be somewhere out there."

Of course, thought Li Lian. Once she knew how dangerous it was for Li Jun Wei to know and trigger his memory of the past, Li Lian had quickly called Zhuang Xuan and warned him not to spill anything about the past. Fortunately she had made the call at the right time before Zhuang Xuan could reveal the truth to Li Jun Wei. She looked at him with a smile, "I don't mind it, I don't think I should find him either. I only hope that he is living a good life. My only regret is that I don't manage to thank him but I thought that it is fine on its own way."

"Hm," Li Jun Wei sang a faint hum while looking at her, his gaze somewhere appear as if it was studying her that caused Li Lian to gulp a little.

"What is it?" Li Lian smiled with a questioning look. If one thing she had to say about her weakness it would be how bad she was at lying but earlier, she thought she did a good job. But she also knew how sharp Li Jun Wei's eyes could be when it comes to reading through her. 

"I was thinking how you seemed to get over the past quite quickly," Li Jun Wei said. If he goes by his feeling, he could see Li Lian was slightly fl.u.s.tered but didn't know that she was hiding a lie. 

"Why do you think so?" Li Lian questioned, her voice getting a little seductive than before which immediately noticed by Li Jun Wei whose lips slowly softened to a smile. "I think it's normal for me to forget him soon, I don't mean I will forget him for saving me but as for love, I didn't think I love him in the past," but she did now and it was because Li Jun Wei appeared again in her life as how he is now. "I remember how Chang Min blamed me for not putting interest in our relationship but he was wrong. I did love him though I'm not sure why even though I felt hurt by his action, I never wallow in heartbreak. Maybe because you were there during my heartbreak?" 

"Maybe I am the medicine you need to heal you that time," Li Jun Wei watched Li Lian's two finger begin to climb from her knees that were pressed on his and crossed over to tap his thigh with faint movements. "What are you doing?" Li Jun Wei questioned with his eyes trailing over her fingers that now spread on his lower waist. 

"Taking my medicine. Come here," Li Lian called hum but instead of leaning forward, Li Jun Wei took her by her bottom and picked her up to straddle over his legs. Their lips pressed on each other, the passion flickered when their eyes would meet during they kissed. 

"Did I taste good?" Lu Jun Wei asked in between the kisses

Li Lian pulled her lips from him where her grin tilted her smile, "You do. In my life I have never eaten such a sweet medicine. But it's still not enough," and her word caused his breathy chuckle to sent shiver on her neck.

"You can have more of me then and I will also have my fill of you," Li Jun Wei wrapped his hands on the back of her head, bringing her head down so he could kiss her lips more. His cold fingers turn warm as he slipped his fingertips under her clothes, "You called me sweet but there are nothing sweeter than you. So sweet that you almost drive me mad."

"I like that," Li Lian circled her hand around his neck, "Burn for me more."