Chapter 425 - 406: Warm Bed-I

The room wasn't cold and the temperature hadn't rise but in a single touch, Li Lian felt the heat starting to spread from her palm to her entire body, just like the way when an ink was dipped to a clear water, turning the rest into pitch black.

Before her hand could get anywhere near his ears, Li Jun Wei took a hold of her hand, this time stopping her again and he pulled her so he could have a better look on her eyes. She was determined, something that was brought joy to him, but currently the state of his mind was no less than a hungry wolf, and Li Lian was akin to a delicious snowy rabbit. She didn't know how when the sound of the door was clicked, all he had in mind was to push her to the bed, but he didn't want to behave like an animal.

"I am very happy right now that I can tell you how fast my heart is beating but not now," he said, pulling her hands to place it on his.

Li Lian gulped down the nervousness, because Li Jun Wei was hesitating the grogginess she felt disappeared in thin air, making her courageous, "Why not now? I am here, and I'm your wife, we don't need to wait for each other. Do you not like it, with me?"

"Nonsense," Li Jun Wei pulled her hands a little closer as if to bring her there but with enough gap so their body don't touch. "I would like it very much with you. In this entire world, no one makes me drives with desire than you. The only person who I will sleep with is you, but not with me in this state. I don't think I can stop myself once I am in it, and I don't want to hurt you." He said with consideration that moved her.

"You won't hurt me," Li Lian assured him, she bent her legs to sit in front of him on the ground, "I know you, even if you are under the medicine's effect you will not hurt me in anyway. And also...I heard from my foster mother who is also my aunt tells me that first time is painful. But I am prepared."

Li Jun Wei shook his head, "It's your first time which why I want it to be better for you," he held her hand down, placing it aside, "I will take the bath and you can wait outside. I'm not confident in what I would do in the future if you are still locked here with me."

Li Lian saw him about to move, standing up as he begin to lift his hand that held hers to release the hold of his fingers. Before their fingers separate and he could leave, Li Lian clenched her hand, tightening their hold. When Li Jun Wei looked down to lock gaze with her, she took the initiative to say, "Do you not want it with me?" a slight taunting tone came on her voice. She stood up and with one light push, Li Lian put her husband to the chair where he had been sitting before.

"Because I want you," leaning forward, Li Lian bring her lips closer to his kissing him passionately, feeling the clenched on their enclasped hands tightened from him. The first few seconds, it was Li Lian who has moved her tongue, sucking his lips seam by seam before moving away, looking at Li Jun Wei's expression that was more ruffled than before.

"Don't complain if I am too rough," Li Jun Wei licked the corner of his lips where Li Lian had sucked on before. 

Li Lian smiled at his words, his breaths on her palm felt hot as if it was coal, making her somewhere felt the room hotter and harder to breath in, "You know I'm strong, if you do anything to hurt me, you know I would retaliate. But I don't which mean I accept you, every part of you."

Li Jun Wei finally let a smile to plaster his lips, a gentle one despite his wild gaze, "I will try to love you gently," and with it he kissed the knuckles on her fingers.

Li Lian felt a hitch when his lips continue to sprinkle kisses on her hands, slowly moving up to her lips. The faucet continue to run water to the bathtub, the glass door casted shadow of Li Lian and Li Jun Wei with the latter pushing her to the wall opposite to them. 

The kiss felt long but pleasant, Li Lian felt his hand continue to run over her fingers, drawing it together as he locked them above her head. A slight hitch happen on her neck when Li Jun Wei's lips nibbled on her lips, deep enough to cause her eyes to close in reaction.

"I will not run away," she whispered with a chuckle, remarking on how impatient he was.

"You won't but I'm not patient, I told you that I can't be sure that I'll be gentle," and again he pulled her for a kiss. When he pulled his lips this time, his kissed trailed down her neck. Li Lian felt tickle from the back of her ears being rubbed. She took a deeper breath when his finger pulled her blouse that was button from the front from up to down. 

He pulled the first few buttons, revealing her undergarments and when he tugged in it lightly, Li Lian felt as if her last defense was taken off. She had been someone who tried to be strong, her emotions, however, and her heart was close to a glass, it was easy to shatter them. People had crushed her expectation toward loves many times, whether it was familial, sibling, or romantic love. But only this person in front her, Li Jun Wei always treated her gently, and it was more than her reason to chose to love him.

Li Lian allowed herself to be weak at this moment, as she knew he'll be there to protect her. 

"I love you," she whispered, suddenly surprising Li Jun Wei, and the words hit clear to his mind that was filled with mostly l.u.s.t and s.e.x.u.a.l tension. 

He looked up at her, and she saw his head below her chin. His smile softened, "And I love you, forever, even after death."

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A/N: Considering whether the to write the entire steamy chapter or not, what do you guys say?