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"I have lived my entire life in betrayal. Father's betrayal, husband's betrayal, sister's betrayal … All of you treat me as your enemy … Yes, I hurt you, but when you hurt me, you care about how I feel. After being betrayed by you all for so long, I'm already numb to it. I'm prepared to be numb to it. "When I came back to my senses, all that I saw was a complete ruin. It was a complete mess and I won't be able to return to the days when I was born …"

"No matter how many years I live in this house or how many years I have spent here, I have never been truly happy. Father has his lover, his home, and she no longer needs me. I just want to find a man to love me …" But I was wrong, I was really wrong! There is no lack of love in the world, but there is a lack of eternal responsibility, love is only a moment of beautiful things, as beautiful as fireworks, but empty... So I was wrong, ridiculously wrong, why should I look for something that doesn't exist … "Why …" Yue Zisi sat on the ground, holding her head. "I looked at the bustling crowd, and one of them, who used to be the one I rely on, also disappeared into the corner that I couldn't see …"

Zhou Lin Yue turned around and left the house, running down the stairs with a thump. He took Yue Zi Si's bag from the servant and poured the bag on the ground.

There was nothing in it except for the receipt for the wallet! The cellphone fell to the ground and its shell fell off. The battery was thrown out and bounced off for a long distance. Suddenly, a thunderclap sounded in the sky and rain began pouring down from the sky.

The rain soon drifted in from outside the house. Under the light of the lamp, it was bright white. Zhou Lin Yue looked out the window and saw that the rain seemed to be washing everything away.

It was the first time in his life that he had deliberately observed her, the first time he had felt shocked. To be more precise, his heart was beating fiercely, and he was deliberately distancing himself from her, from her accusations. He suddenly felt that she was thinking of someone who was about to break out of her cocoon of suffering, as if everything, all the rich happiness and wishes, were being scattered in her eyes.

He suddenly hated himself for having such a heartbroken feeling. There had never been a woman who made him want to give her feelings to her so much. She was an endless treasure trove. Just standing there quietly, she was already dazzling.

Zhou Lin Yue turned his head to look at the pictures on the wall, every one of them was vivid, God gave them the best look, but he didn't give them the courage to stay together. He stood in front of the portrait in fear and trepidation, savoring every detail of their lives together. She was innocent, her smile, his uneasiness, his panic. From the gradual maturity of a girl, she turned her most romantic expectations and expectations into reality. However, after turning into reality, she should have realized the cruelty of reality …

Humans were cruel. When they were killing each other, their skeletons were like mountains and their achievements were like a thousand bones. What they achieved was only a tiny bit of power.

He sat down, paralyzed. He couldn't care less about so many things; his only goal was to keep her. Any way, her leaving, would be his greatest humiliation.

As the rain fell, the entire courtyard was filled with the rustling of the rain. The wind blew the curtains of the house, causing them to fly up continuously, and then the things within the house would be blown away from their original positions.

The servants in the house went to pull up the windows, even the curtains were drawn. The scene outside could not be seen for a moment, only the sound of the rain could be heard.

Yue Zisi looked at the sky filled with rain, and suddenly opened the window. Without thinking, she climbed up the window.

"Madam, what do you want to do next? Go back! The window is in danger. The people on the second floor are shouting …" "Madam, don't …" With someone shouting like that, the ground floor was immediately covered with people, making it impossible for her to go down.

"Get out of the way, all of you …" Piss off, don't disturb me from admiring such a beautiful rain, "Yue Zisi looked down at the noisy crowd and sneered," Are you guys laughing at the loss of my dignity? Is God laughing at me? Mocking me about being a poor bugger, what about you guys... You guys too... I'm not your wife, I'm just a pet your husband brought back. The important thing is, if this house has been abandoned for a week, that's what you're worried about... "Even if I did jump down from here today, what would it mean?"

Her hand was on the windowsill, and the rain quickly soaked her clothes. The rain flowed down her pants and all of it was thrown onto the ground. She wiped the water off her face, unable to tell if it was tears or rain …

Zhou Lin Yue looked at her, full of indignation, "Yue Zi Si, if you have the guts then jump down!"

As the rain fell, it hurt. Zhou Lin Yue looked at her and said, "Jump, if you dare, just jump down!" 0

Yue Zisi sat on the windowsill, supporting herself with her hands on the windowsill. "I was just enjoying the rain tonight. It's so beautiful …"

Zhou Lin Yue looked coldly at the people around him, "You will drive the window crazy tomorrow, and you are not allowed to open it again …"

"I command you, go back immediately!"

Yue Zisi's originally gentle face lost its color due to her extreme grief. Her large eyes were filled with dissatisfaction. She supported herself on the windowsill and looked at the distant night scenery under the rain. She suddenly appeared to be more solemn and elegant than she had ever been before. She just sat there quietly, ignoring Zhou Lin's sarcastic words.

Zhou Lin Yue stared at her pale face and felt a chill that pierced through her bones. Her face was bloodless and her smile was chaotic, indicating her determination. It was as if she was enjoying a comedy without a protagonist.

Her plain clothes were tied to her body by a bow tie, and her hair was also congealed on her face. She looked like a destitute stray cat, which had been pinched by the rain and shrunk into a corner of the room. She was curled up into a ball without a sound, making it hard to tell when she was going to die.

"I'm sure you are. Go back immediately!" Zhou Lin Yue stood at the bottom and said, "Go back to the house …"

Yue Zisi turned her head, and heard that someone was unlocking the door, she hesitated for a moment before pointing into the distance, "Look!"

"What's that …" Yue Zisi's finger pointed towards the void, and her lips curved into a smile. The moment the door was opened, she suddenly jumped, passed through the gaps between two people, and landed on the ground.

"Madam …" The person who rushed in did not grab Yue Zisi, but when Zhou Lin regained his senses and wanted to pick her up, Yue Zisi had already landed beside her. Yue Zisi rolled on the ground for a full circle before stopping, spitting out a mouthful of blood.

"Zi Si …" Zhou Lin Yue was shocked, he could not believe that she could really do such a decisive thing.

"No one else can force me …" Yue Zisi raised her hand and gently slapped his face, "Take care!" She spat out a mouthful of blood and fell into a poisoned coma.

Zhou Lin Yue was shocked. He hugged her tightly, feeling as if the wind by her ears was blowing and the rain was trying to extinguish her life like a weak light. She had always fought against his control. This control showed indifference, and now, he was actually using his own life.