Chapter 11 – Jealousy
“Whew, it’s hot.”
Eri-chan fanned the open breast of her uniform with her hand.
The beads of sweat floating there tells the story of what we had just done.
“Nao-kun, your p***s is really amazing.”
“Ah, but that’s not all, okay? I like you, Nao-kun. I have a strong sexual desire, but I’m not a b***h, okay?”
“Yes, I know. I know that Eri-chan is a kind and nice girl.”
When I said this, Eri-chan fiddled with her bangs as if embarrassed.
“I like hanging out with Nao-kun like this, even if it’s not a special date on a holiday.”
“Me, too. I like it, too.”
“But, you know, I still want a proper date. Is this weekend okay with you?”
“Okay, I’ll clear my schedule.”
“It’s a promise, okay?”
Eri-chan kissed me on the cheek.
A warmth seemed to have spread from there.
I came home from my part time job and was preparing dinner.
“Mama, I’m home~”
“Ah, Eri. Welcome home.”
My daughter came home.
“You know, I promised to go on a date with Nao-kun again this weekend.”
“Ah, is that so? That’s good then.”
“Yes. I want to go on a proper date this time. I won’t hang out much this week and I’ll be home early.”
“Well, it’s because I had s*x at Nao-kun’s house earlier.”
“Ah, I’m sorry, Mama. I was so happy that I just said it.”
“E-Eri… You don’t have to say much about that kind of thing…”
“Yeah, you’re right, sorry.”
Eri laughed, as if embarrassed.
“I’m sweating a bit. Do you mind if I take a shower first?”
“Yeah, go ahead…”
I stared in dismay at my daughter’s back as she walked to the bathroom.
“…She had s*x…with Naoyuki-kun.”
I guess this is a matter of course.
Those two are in a proper relationship.
Although as a parent, I would say that high school students are still children and are too young to have s*x.
But is it really from a parent’s perspective?
Am I not jealous of my daughter?
Because I…can’t do the real thing with Naoyuki-kun.
At best, we can only perform the pseudo-activities.
Like his fingers in my b*****s…
My cheeks and chest get all hot and bothered when I think back to that passionate night.
And then, something seemed to overflow from my precious place.
Maybe I’ll have to take a shower before dinner.
What kind of s*x do they have?
Eri is surely the best in her age group, because she has big b*****s and an amazing style .
Naoyuki-kun must have rubbed and squeezed her b*****s a lot…
“…But if it’s about size, mine is…”
I found myself clutching my b*****s over my clothes.
This is just a lump of fat.
My late husband also said the same thing.
But Naoyuki-kun… He was breathing heavily and sought me out.
As a woman…that made me happy.
I shouldn’t have these feelings… The more I think about it…
I will imagine. And I will fantasize.
I see myself with him, having real s*x with him.
For him, I’d give this disheveled, bloated old lady’s body.
I’ll let him do what he wants.
If he wants a body like this… More than a young girl’s firm body…
If he wants this fleshy body, then…
“…Nnn… Huu~… Nnnn…”
I bit the hem of my skirt and rolled it up.
Like that, I consoled myself.