I'm Murong.

It's a bad guy you hate.

At the beginning, I was carefree, but since I met the man who changed my life, my fate has been destined to change.

I'm the lucky one among many people. I was born in a good family.

My family is rich, and I'm the only daughter in my family.

So since I was a child, I have been spoiled by all people.

I grew up carefree until I was 25 years old. My parents arranged a blind date for me for the first time.

They want me to stay with them all the time, or get married close to them, so that I can walk around easily.

The blind date they found for me was very good, they were well matched, and my family was also well off.

Besides, he is very polite and handsome.

But I don't know how, I just don't like it.

Maybe I saw too many romantic dramas at that time, or I was dissatisfied with the marriage arranged by my parents, which made me feel that I didn't have freedom.

I don't even have a choice.

So, I ran away.

Run away from home.

I don't believe that I can't run into my right man like in the TV series.

Look, I used to be so stupid and simple.

It was on the day when I ran away from home that it suddenly rained heavily.

I ran away in a hurry in the rain and ran around.

I've been well protected since I was a child. I've never been in the rain.

At this moment, an umbrella suddenly appeared on my head.

Just like the idol drama, a beautiful looking man appeared in front of me.

He held an umbrella for me and left all the umbrellas for me to keep out the rain. However, his whole body was exposed to the heavy rain and soaked by it.

That day, I looked at him washed by the heavy rain, the first heart.

Maybe it was a rainy day and the atmosphere was just right, or maybe it was a day when all the pedestrians were in a hurry to take shelter from the rain, only we stayed in the same place, or maybe it was because of his sentence "don't catch a cold, take this umbrella."

I took the umbrella in a hurry: "then what do you do?"

He did not care about a smile: "I am a man, it does not matter."

In the rain that smile, but I see particularly clear, especially warm.

Since then, I've been out of control.

I got closer and closer to him, and finally he confessed to me, and I have been waiting for this opportunity.

We're together.

However, the relationship was opposed by the parents.

They won't even let us get married.

At that time, I was well protected and very willful.

Being dazed by love, I was determined to marry him and even cut off the relationship with my parents.

My parents were still worried about me. Before they left, they shared half of my property.

And I, without hesitation, married him, my husband, Gu Qianqian.

Simple wedding, simple wedding dress, everything is very simple, but I feel very happy.

I invested all my property in him, and he was very promising and successful.

But one day, he suddenly confessed to me that he had an ex girlfriend before me, his first girlfriend.

She was pregnant with his child.

At that moment, the news like a bolt from the blue exploded on my head.

He said he would take care of everything and let me not worry.

That is, from that day on, I became restless, I became insecure, I became worried about gain and loss.

I gave up everything for him.

Family, friends, future, willing to be the woman behind him.

After breaking off the relationship with my parents, I didn't have a family member around me, even the friends I used to contact no longer.

I can't find anyone to talk to.

People, it's always like this.

When there is nothing, I will hold the only rope in front of me.

And Gu Qianqian is the rope.

I know I don't have anything. The only thing I have is him.

I know that many people say that women should not only have a man in their heart, but also have relatives, friends, their own life and independence.

But these, I gave up for him.

So I only have him, and I can't live without him.

I went out of my way to find the woman and I told her to leave.

I said I could give her a lot of money, but she didn't care.

She also vowed to tell me that she stayed here just for Gu Qian's sake, so as to squeeze me out and become his wife after Gu Qian's brilliant prosperity.I'm angry, I'm even angry.

But I left.

I believe in him. I believe he won't abandon me.

Because I paid so much for him, he shouldn't and can't abandon me.

But it was that night that really changed my mind.

In the evening, he was drunk. I took care of him all night. I took care of his vomiting and changed his clothes.

But that night, he was calling her by her own name.

From that time I knew that he didn't like me at all.

I just feel that I am better than that woman, more suitable to be a wife, more suitable for him to have a career.

From that day on, my sense of crisis reached the highest.

I did it.

I killed that woman, but in the face of that little child, I couldn't do anything.

Because at that time, my stomach had already harbored a small life. No matter how vicious I was, I couldn't attack a child.

I took the child away and gave her to a couple who had no children.

They seem to care about this child very much and they are very happy. I'm sure they will treat this child well.

I looked at the child, gently touched the face: "don't blame me, I have to think about the child in my stomach and me. Think I owe you

But the next second, the child's little hand caught my finger.

After that, I began to pretend that I didn't know anything.

I became gentle and virtuous, I became less and less like myself.

And this peaceful life has lasted for more than 20 years.

It's just that I know better than anyone that I haven't been happy at all in the past 20 years.

Not only uncomfortable, but also very depressed.

The appearance of Gu Siying breaks all this.

And saved me from a nightmare.

I finally wait until I understand, until the relief that has oppressed me for more than 20 years.

I began to regret that I didn't listen to my parents and married the man I wanted to marry. It was not right for me to be in charge of the family, or even cut off the relationship with my parents.

It's the stupidest thing I've ever done.

It's the stupidest choice I've ever made.

I spent more than 20 years with someone who didn't love me, and I was finally destroyed by someone who didn't love me.

If I could do it all over again, I would not run away from home on that day.

I will never meet him in that heavy rain.

It's a pity that nothing can be done again

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