I'm Mina.

I once had a very, very good boyfriend who loved me very much.

He gave me everything he could, even what he could not.

We come from remote villages and towns, in order to survive in big cities, we work very hard.

The consumption in big cities is very high, and the fast pace of life is pressing us out of breath.

To save money, we lived in a cold, damp basement.

It's really small there. It's so small that there's no toilet. I have to go to the public toilet outside.

Less than 10 square meters are full of debris, which makes me feel that the air is oppressive.

But even so, he will still change the pattern every day to amuse me and make me a lot of delicious food.

At first, I didn't have much dissatisfaction with this kind of life.

I am only full of blood, thinking that I must earn money, earn a lot of money, and then, move out of here.

I agreed with him to work hard and earn money, just to move out of the basement and live in a spacious and bright house.

But the demands of this society for women are too high.

We didn't have a smooth start in looking for a job. He didn't find a job and temporarily worked as a coolie to make ends meet.

And I was brushed down by one company after another.

There is no decent job.

Until I was ready to give up, I was accepted by a studio.

It was a big surprise for me.

Although the mode of work is not very big, and the salary is not very much, but even so, I am happy to accept.

Because it's too difficult to find a suitable job in such a big city.

I work as an assistant to my boss, earning 3000 yuan a month.

At that time, it was not easy for us to stay and survive in such a big city.

On that day, we bought a roast duck to celebrate.

For us at that time, a very small thing can be happy for a long time, extremely easy to meet.

But I went to work to know that things are not as simple as I thought.

Although I was admitted, but there is a three-month probation.

I have to pass the test before I can stay.

My colleagues in the company don't seem to like me very much. They say the dirt I wear is too cheap.

And I also found that the boss seems to like to move.

He is very close to every woman in the company, which makes me uneasy.

Until the day after work, the boss took me out to buy clothes.

He said that if I dress too rustically, it will affect the cooperation in the negotiation.

On that day, I felt another kind of life and world.

The boss bought me a lot of clothes. The beautiful clothes in those shopping malls under the light are also beautiful clothes that I didn't dare to think about before.

I never thought I would be so beautiful.

I'm not an ugly duckling.

Buying clothes, doing hair, buying bags, it's like I've changed my face.

When I saw the price of clothes and bags, I winced.

A skirt costs three thousand. Isn't that my salary for a month? I quickly asked to return it, "sorry, I don't want this skirt. No, I don't want any other clothes here."

I realized that I couldn't wear the clothes in the window because they were too expensive.

Boss: "don't you like it?"

Me: "I love it, but it's not something I can afford."

The boss took out the card and already bought the order: "it doesn't matter, as long as you like it, what if it's not within the consumption power? Meina, you can't always rely on yourself. This society has always been like this. You have to learn to rely on men. "

"What's more, every woman outside is dressed up bright and beautiful. This is a woman in a big city. Only when she is beautiful can you get more opportunities. Do you understand? "

"And be nice to yourself."

His words gave me a new insight.

It seems that the door of my new world has been opened.

Back home, you seem to be surprised at my change, especially when you see the price of my clothes and bags, you are silent for a long time.

When you ask me where I got the money to buy these, I can only say it's company benefits.

The next day, I went to the company.

My colleagues who used to ignore me suddenly changed.

They all came up to me and talked to me.

"Meina, I can't see it. It's pretty for you to change your face."

"Yes, you have a great figure.""You look good with this haircut."

"it would be better if I put on a makeup or spray some perfume."

"that is, I'll recommend a perfume for you."

……

They are praising me, praising me for being good-looking and close to me.

This makes my vanity get a great satisfaction.

Later, I learned that at that time I was extremely inferior, so I longed for someone to talk to me and be close to me.

The first time I got a month's salary, I spent it all in one day.

I bought a lot of cosmetics, and of course, I bought a more than 1000 perfume.

Even if I didn't have enough money, I listened to my boss and opened a credit card.

After the life, I am more presumptuous.

I used my credit card to buy a famous bag.

As soon as I went to the company, I was surrounded by all the people. When people flattered me with their happy and envious eyes, I admitted that my vanity at that time was about to explode.

This kind of surrounded, envied life is not too good.

And I dare not face you.

When you went back that night, your expression was serious and you seemed to be angry.

You took out a long list of bills and asked me what was going on.

I snatched the bill away in a hurry, and the guilty answer was OK.

"Mina, credit card calls have already come to me. How much do you owe on your credit card? What's more, how much do you spend on these bags and clothes? "

I clung to the bill in my hand: "I'll pay it myself. Don't worry about it."

You sighed, "I hope you haven't forgotten the beginning of our coming here."

You called home and asked for money. You even took out all your savings and paid off my credit card.

From that moment on, I decided not to indulge in such a world.

I cancelled my credit card and decided to start over.

But people, once they live a good life and experience the fun of money, how can they be willing to wake up and face the fact of poverty?

The friendship I managed to build up in the studio was immediately disintegrated.

I seem to have lost everything.

"I can give you the life you want, and I can give you everything you want."

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