Chapter 2383

I'm Ye Lan.

There is a person in my heart, but I never dare to express my mind.

Just as, I know, there is a person in his heart.

We are different, but in a sense, we are surprisingly similar.

Leng Aotian is the head of M country, a man whom all women like but dare not approach.

He was decisive, cold and merciless, and he didn't know how to pity women.

And is such a man, but I love the hopeless.

I'm in trouble and I want to get out of it, but there's nothing I can do.

At that time, I met Gu Manman, who was a newcomer.

At the first sight of her, I knew that I could be saved, and I had the chance to approach the cold and proud sky.

I know it's not good to use others like this. But if we don't, we're all dying here.

So, I took advantage of her.

The plan goes well. Gu Manman is successfully taken away by lengaotian.

And after a while, I was rescued.

I came to lengao Tian's side, he wanted to drive me away, but I fought my life to stay.

I like the cold weather, but I dare not think about him. Because, my body is very dirty.

I used to be in a dirty little room as the number one in the red light district. I'm dirty.

I don't deserve the cold weather.

But I found that Leng Aotian was very different from Gu Manman.

Although I know I don't deserve to be cold and arrogant, I still feel sad and jealous when he is so special to another woman.

So, when I heard that Gu Manman wanted to leave, I helped her leave against the possibility of being killed.

Originally, I thought Gu Manman would die after he left, but I didn't expect that instead of giving up, he sent all the people to look back on him regardless of his own life and death.

And that time, he was chased by a killer.

He defeated dozens of people by himself. In the end, he won, but he was scarred all over.

All the knives on the killers carry poison.

The first time he went to the airport instead of the hospital, he was all bruised.

From that time, I knew that he fell in love with Gu Manman.

The wound didn't get timely treatment. He always said it was ok, but I felt very uneasy.

Later, something happened.

More than 30 years later, Leng Aotian was found to have lung cancer.

The reason for lung cancer is that when he was chased by a killer more than 30 years ago, he was injured and poisoned all over. He didn't go to the hospital to clean the wound at the first time. Lung cancer was caused by wound infection.

When he learned of the result, he immediately asked me to keep it a secret. He was not allowed to tell anyone about it.

"I was infected with lung cancer. Gu man must not know about it."

"Why?"

"I don't want to make her feel guilty. I don't want to make her feel that it's because she ran away. I sent all the people to find her, which led to the killer's pursuit. She got lung cancer after infecting the wound. I don't want to make her feel guilty. In this life, she just needs to live happily, that's enough. "

I smile, heartache smile.

He is about to die, but he is still thinking about Gu Manman.

Later, I had a date with lengaotian.

This is our first date in more than 30 years. I was very nervous, tried on all the clothes in my room, and finally chose a simple skirt.

He said it's beautiful. It's probably the most beautiful love story I've ever heard in my life.

On that day, I was really happy. When I was alone with Leng Aotian, I felt cared by him, which made me feel that more than 30 years of waiting and company were worth it.

He said that I am the one who owes the most in his life.

He hopes that I can find my own happiness and live my own life after his death.

But what he doesn't know is that my greatest happiness is him.

The happiness I want to pursue is him.

That day, lightning, rainstorm, several levels of wind, I hold the cold proud day to sit on the car, in the rain gallop to the hospital.

But the wind is too strong and the rain is too heavy.

The car skidded and hit a tree.

I don't care if I'm hurt. I just want to see him in the back seat.

I was relieved to see that he was OK.

I bet my life, in such bad weather, he was sent to the hospital.

But even so, I still can't change the ending.

There's not much time to be cold and proud.

He said goodbye to all the people, but when he talked to me, he always told me to live my own life after he died, leave him and find a lover who really cares about me.Look, he doesn't trust me at this time.

But I'm going to break my promise.

When everyone was busy for his funeral, I came back home with the excuse of helping him collect his belongings.

I can't attend the funeral.

In my heart, the man who seems to be decisive and indifferent, and doesn't know how to pity women, but all his affection is given to a woman named Gu Manman, and never leaves.

Back home, I seem to see his shadow everywhere.

"Ye Lan, where are my socks?"

"Where do I put my medicine?"

"Where is my blue coat?"

……

Every word he said seemed to tell me that he needed me and he couldn't do without me.

I quietly took out the already prepared sleeping pills: "lengshao, I've come to you."

This is what I prepared a long time ago, because I have made a decision since I knew that his time is running out. I will never live alone.

I can't be a person, I follow him, this with, is a lifetime.

No matter where I go, I will follow him, even in hell.

I changed into a beautiful dress, hugged the doll he gave me and took sleeping pills.

In fact, I understand that those who appear, his shadow, are what I think of.

This is the illusion that I give myself. Use this illusion to tell myself that he needs me.

Coldly proud of the sky, you never know, my deep love for you, even beyond my imagination.

For you, I'm not afraid of loneliness, for you, I'm not even afraid of life and death.

The moment I closed my eyes, I seemed to see, emitting countless white lights, just like the cold and proud sky of the angel in the bright day appeared in front of me.

He slowly extended his hand to me, with endless brilliance, let me feel unusually warm.

He seems to be saying to me: "Ye Lan, I've come to pick you up."

I wet eyes, mouth with a smile, this should be my happiest moment, right?

Without hesitation, I slowly extended my hand forward and put it in his palm.

"Leng Shao, you finally came to pick me up..."

I left with a smile, this is my happiest moment, perhaps, now I can finally tell him that I love him without scruple. For me, it's not death, but happiness

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