Chapter 2825： Finally, I still lost you

Hongdou picked up the jug, poured himself another glass of wine, and smiled: "Since the adults say that life is short, why waste time talking about it. Why not come for a drink."

Jin Lan smiled and poured herself a glass, "For this snow, a toast."

Hongdou looked outside.

The snow is getting bigger and bigger, and it's like catkins.

After drinking a pot of wine, both of them were slightly drunk.

A tinge of red appeared on Hongdou's face: "I planned to drink this pot of wine for three days... Sure enough, I still can't invite people to dinner."

Jin Lan smiled and said, "You feel bad for such a small amount of wine. You come home with me. I invite you to drink for free every day, okay?"

"Although the wine is cheap, I embroider the money one by one."

"Red bean..." Jin Lan held her slightly hot hand, "I don't want to see you working so hard, and still embroidering your eyes in the middle of the night. Come with me, I want to take care of you and be by your side."

"I don't need someone to accompany or take care of me. I can live well alone."

"But, I need you!"

"Master Jin..."

"Hongdou, maybe you don't need me, but I need you and want you to be with me." Jin Lan put down her wine glass and fixed her eyes on her, "Hongdou, the first time you saw you was when you were twelve years old. On his birthday."

Hongdou looked up at him.

"Maybe you don't remember. At that time, your Wei family had not been ransacked. You are still the eldest daughter of the Wei family. I saw you picking flowers and playing with some little girls. At that moment, I remembered you. After returning home, I asked my parents to propose to your family, but at that time, your father refused because of your young age."

Red beans startled.

She never knew that there was such a case back then.

"Your family really came to propose a kiss?"

"Yes. At that time, I thought about waiting for you to get married before you get married. But, before you get married, something went wrong in your family." Jin Lan said softly, "I asked my grandfather and father for help at that time, but the first emperor was determined. My heart wants to deal with you, there is no way. I asked for your news, but there was no news. I thought I lost you until I met you again in the palace. Then your face hurt, I At that time, I vowed that I would never miss you again. In order to heal your face, I searched all over the country and invited Ouyang back. I wanted to take you out of the East Palace. I beg your majesty, my mother. I beg my grandfather to let me marry you. . But... at that time you had offended the first queen and king Lu. The family did not agree. In order to get you, I had to agree to marry the Fang family."

His eyes flushed slightly: "I want to make you happy, I am willing to do everything that makes you happy, but after all, I am not strong enough. Finally, I still lost you."

Hong Dou lowered his eyes, and a tear fell from his cheeks.

"I am not a saint, I will make mistakes, will be weak, and will shrink back. But please believe that my heart for loving you is true and has never changed a bit." Jin Lan stood up, "Maybe, I was wrong from the beginning . I just think about how much I like you and want to get you. But I forgot to ask if you also love me and want to live with me."

He walked to the door, turned his head and smiled: "If you love someone, you must let her live according to her own heart, right?"

Hongdou was silent for a while, and said softly: "Jin Lan, I...not that I don't like you. I just don't want you to be in a dilemma, and I don't want you to become not yourself because of me."