Chapter 859： Never regret

"Sister, everyone has his own life. You can't force it." He whispered.

"I was just thinking, why is my life so bitter." Jin Yao said slowly and softly, "Yesterday was my birthday...maybe it was my last birthday. I thought the emperor could keep it. But he only sat for half an hour before leaving."

Jin Lan didn't know what to say.

The emperor is the emperor, he is the minister, how can he talk freely behind his back.

Tears fell on Jin Yao's cheeks.

She lifted her hand and wiped it off, sobbing low.

Jin Lan frowned and said: "I really regret now that I shouldn't have let you marry into the palace at the beginning. It is to let you live in the house happily for a lifetime. What's wrong with it. Marrying someone is all troubles. ."

"I don't regret marrying Yuan Jing brother." Jin Yao said, "I thought he always had my place in his heart. Who knows... But it turns out that the affection since childhood is all fake."

Jin Lan wanted to say something but stopped.

In fact, the emperor always regarded Jin Yao as his sister, and had no affection for her.

Jin Yao kept wiping her tears: "If he doesn't like me, why did he desperately save me that day? He was injured himself... He also escaped with me behind his back. He married me and refused to let him I am a queen, and I don’t care. But... he never took pleasure in me."

Seeing her crying, Jin Lan was sad, afraid that it would cause her heart disease again, and hurriedly said: "In fact, the emperor doesn't have you in his heart."

"Brother doesn't have to comfort me."

"I'm not comforting you." Jin Lan said, "Does my sister know that the emperor knew your physical condition before marrying you?"

Jin Yao was startled: "Really?"

"How can I hide this kind of thing from the emperor." Jin Lan said, "Given the love between me and the emperor since childhood, I have confessed before you became the princess. But the emperor still let you enter the palace. Princess, does this mean that the emperor does not have you in his heart?"

Jin Yao forgot to cry, and said dazedly: "But... why does he never let me sleep in?"

"I think it's because the emperor is worried that you can't stand it." Jin Lan said.

Even though she is the sister of a prostitute, she still feels a little uncomfortable to talk about such things.

Jin Yao frowned: "I haven't even tried it. How can I know if I can't? I think I can."

"The point is not this issue."

"What is that?" Jin Yao asked, "Brother tell me clearly, otherwise, even if I am dead, I can't look down."

"Just don't say these unlucky words." Jin Lan frowned. "Your body is not good, the royal doctor said, you can't get pregnant, I'm afraid you can't stand it here."

He pointed to the position of his heart and emphasized: "It will be fatal."

"Even if I'm not pregnant, I won't be able to live long!" Jin Yao stood up, "Brother, I really want to have a child of my own. I am a woman. I have come here for the first time in this world, but even children I can’t have it, I’m really not reconciled... Besides... I love Brother Yuan Jing, and I really want to have a child that belongs to me and him."

Jin Lan looked at her back and asked, "Even if you know that giving birth to this child will kill you, you will not regret it?"

Jin Yao suddenly turned around and said, "I never regret it."

Jin Lan sighed.

He knew that his sister was strong-willed and would never give up this idea just because of her own words.

"Although the family supports you, but... this matter is still up to the emperor. No one can do anything if the emperor doesn't give you this child." Jin Lan said helplessly, "I can only say that."