Chapter 787： I really want to have a child of my own

"Where is the empress now?" Jin Lan asked.

"In the piano room, the eldest son is coming with the servant girl." Mother Chang led Jin Lan to the piano room.

Jin Yao was sitting behind the table with a writing brush in her hand. There were paper **** on the table and on the floor.

Jin Lan bent down and picked up a paper ball, unfolded it, and found that it was all messy verses about Xue.

He picked up the paper **** one by one, unfolded them, folded them together, and said softly: "You are not happy in your heart, why bother with these dead objects?"

Jin Yao trembled.

Tears flowed from her beautiful eyes.

She looked up and said, "Brother, you already knew it, didn't you?"

Jin Lan did not speak.

"Since even the emperor knows about it, my brother must have known it a long time ago." Jin Yao looked at him, "Do my father and mother also know about it?"

Jin Lan shook her head: "My mother is not in good health, I did not say."

Jin Yao's face turned pale, she lay on the table, crying silently.

"Sister," Jin Lan squatted next to her, put her hand on her back, and sighed, "I don't tell you, and I don't want you to live in sadness."

"I only have one year. Brother thought I would be happy if I kept it from me?" Jin Yao raised her head, her face full of tears, "Brother, you shouldn't keep it from me. If I had known it, I only had this In a short time, I won't be so muddled!"

Jin Lan said: "You're not doing well now? How can you be called a muddlehead?"

"No, it's not good at all!" Jin Yao cried, a little broken, "Brother, you don't understand anything, you don't understand anything. Do you know how long a year is? Only more than 300 days! That means , I can only see the sun rising and sunset three hundred times, if such a snowy day, I can't even see the sun..."

She burst into tears.

Jin Lan felt even more heartbroken when she saw her sister like this.

He would rather his sister never know anything, and just spend the rest of the time in peace.

But right now, he didn't know what to say besides apologizing.

Jin Yao lay on her brother's shoulder and cried for a long time, until the crying tears dried up, leaving only the tear marks on her cheeks.

She stopped crying, but she was still dumb and dumb.

Jin Lan felt very distressed and said, "Sister, I don't know what to do to make you happy. But Yuyang Yu said that his medical skills can extend your time."

"How long? One year or two years?"

Jin Yao shook his head, was silent for a long time, and said in a low voice, "I am not afraid of death. What I am afraid of is that I did not leave anything behind to let others remember me."

Jin Lan looked at her puzzled.

Jin Yao raised her hand and wiped her tears, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I really want to have a child of my own."

"This can't work!" Jin Lan flatly refused, "You absolutely can't get pregnant and have a baby!"

Jin Yao calmly said: "If I am destined to live only one or two years, then I want to keep a child. I don't want to know what it's like to be a mother in this life."

"This really doesn't work, sister, giving birth will kill you. Yu Yu said that your heart can't bear such a heavy burden." Jin Lan persuaded her heartily.

Jin Yao was very determined and said, "Brother, this is my last wish. I am a woman, and I have a man I like. Isn’t it OK if I want to have a child for the man I like? Even if I die, I will willing."