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If someone told me how dissolute and despicable Wang Xuan was, I might not care at all and might even agree with them. However, the taste of these words coming from Wang Xuan's own mouth was different.

I wanted to persuade her, to refute her, but the words wouldn't come out of my mouth.

"Tell me your story, I want to hear it!"

Wang Xuan looked at me, and I grinned like a fool. Wang Xuan leaned back and let out a long sigh of relief. Suddenly, she also grinned, "In your heart, are you hoping for a touching and helpless sad story, and I, happen to be the main character?"

I didn't say anything. Looking at her, Wang Xuan continued, "Actually, I often have this kind of thought myself, thinking that I was really forced to do this because of helplessness. But that was not the case! I am a vain and lecherous man. I gave up Shay Jean not because I didn't love him, but because he was poor. I came back to him not because I thought he was rich and wanted to be attached to me, but because he could bring me more benefits, through you, of course. Look, this is how I am. I'll do anything I can to make use of everything. Therefore, with this result, you don't have to pity me, nor do you have to feel that I'm worth it! This time, I got what I deserved! "

As Wang Xuan spoke, her brows were no different from her usual arrogant and despotic appearance.

I suddenly felt nostalgic and reluctant.

"Is Xiao Jin Dong a chess piece that you used?" I asked.

Wang Xuan suddenly paused and didn't speak for a long time.

How could he let others treat Xiao Jin Dong as a pawn? If it was really just taking advantage of each other, he would have already dismembered Wang Xuan after Xiao Jin Dong took over Zhenjiang city. As for letting her be smug in front of him for so long, and also following me for so long.

"He's different!" Wang Xuan spoke again.

"Different? What was different? Is it him, or you? " I asked, and Wang Xuan turned her head to look at me, "Song Yi, have you ever experienced that kind of ecstasy, that kind of impulse to give the world to him, when you lose something that's no longer possible to obtain, when you suddenly encounter another day that's the same thing?"

"Are you talking about Xiao Jin Dong?!"

"Yes sir!" Wang Xuan's gaze slowly swept over Xue Jean's face. At this moment, he was not wearing glasses. Her entire person was pale and quiet, without a single trace of arrogantly sharp appearance.

"Do you think Xiao Jin Dong is similar to the former Xue Yu?" I asked again, and Wang Xuan nodded. "I used to look down on Xue Jean's courage and loneliness the most. I thought that was too ridiculous and unrealistic. However, after I experienced the real reality, I realized that the most unrealistic person was me. I would always live in my dreams and think that my dreams were as beautiful as heaven, but in reality, I lived in hell and died in hell without even knowing about it. The first time I saw Xiao Jin Dong, he had just taken over the position of Su Mu Electronic General Manager. You should remember that at that time, Su Mu Electronic had nothing left to lose and everyone knew that this was a trap. If you want to fill in the gap, you have to pay more than just manpower. "

"At that time, I was not a employee of Su Muji Electronics, but a lender that went to Su Mu Electronics to ask for debt. It was Xiao Jindong who reminded me that there was another way for me to go. "I once mistakenly thought that I could go back in the past. Even if I can't find Xue Jean, the heavens gave me a Xiao Jin Dong. It wasn't until you appeared that I understood that this road wasn't mined for me!"

"You like him?" I asked.

Wang Xuan shook her head. "There's no way to determine whether I like that feeling or not. I can only say that I want to take it for myself!"

"Xiao Jin Dong will not compromise to anyone!"

Wang Xuan nodded, "Indeed, he will not compromise to anyone. He is much stronger than I have imagined." He is not Xue Jean, and he cannot be my Xue Jean. I quickly understood this point. I made his sharpest blade and cut a bloody path for him. I advanced side by side with him, bringing you along with me! "

I lowered my head. The apple in my hand was twirled around a few times, but I didn't eat it.

For me?

I smiled wryly, but I couldn't refute him.

"Later on, he had Zhenjiang and you. Later on, he lost everything, including you. I just looked at him like I did, and it made my heart feel like nothing. I know that he will come to me, I know that I know him best in this world, besides you. He told me to take you down another road, flat and without danger. That path has only one word: wait! "

"Wait?" I was stunned.

Wang Xuan nodded. "Yes, wait, wait for him to take back everything that belongs to him, until he steps over the entire city. He doesn't want you to be involved, he said. Everyone in this world is the incarnation of angels and devils, except you. "

"Only I'm not?" I frowned, puzzled.

"Yes, you are the only one," he said. "You are just a devil, and you have never seen an angel. He wanted to create an illusion that would make you grow white wings, too, but he failed. It took five years. That's why he said he didn't want you to get involved with it anymore. He didn't want you to become a devil forever! "

I was so stunned that I had lost all ability to speak.

"That's ridiculous, isn't it?" Wang Xuan couldn't help but giggle. "When I heard those words, I also felt that it was laughable. I even felt that it was more laughable than your current expression."

Wang Xuan stopped laughing and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, "But later on, I realized that there really is a kind of person in this world. He is not the incarnation of an angel or a devil, but a devil, and that person is not you, Song Yi, but Xiao Jin Dong! It's not you he wants to protect, it's himself. "He doesn't want you to see his true inner self. He wishes to give you a view of his back, with a pair of white wings fluttering behind him. An angel's back that is so tranquil that it makes people feel at ease."

"Then why did you choose a different path? Do you hate him?" I interrupted Wang Xuan. Wang Xuan was startled and then looked at me strangely, "Song Yi, in this world, there is no such pure emotion. There is no such pure hatred or love. Perhaps, I am just unwilling! "If you keep waiting, it will be futile. When the day comes, he will be able to calm down everything, and I will be the passerby who will walk on stage with you while holding your skirt."

"Was the murder you caused in the country really an accident?" I thought for a moment and decided to ask.

Wang Xuan raised her eyebrows as she looked at me. She didn't seem to expect me to ask such a question.

"Li Zi Xin is a person that Xiao is satisfied. I remember that I told you before, right?" I frowned. I wasn't sure about that, because there were a lot of things I couldn't seem to remember.

Wang Xuan suddenly became excited and her voice became exceptionally sharp, "Do you think that I would gamble everything I have to prevent Xiao Jin Dong and Huo Shui Xian from getting married? Do you think that I would lose my life?"