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Xiao Jin Dong hugged me and climbed onto the bed. He wanted me, with extreme gentleness and caution, as if I was a porcelain that could shatter at a touch.

After I made love again, I slept extremely peacefully.

This time, I slept for two whole days. When I woke up, I was in my room, holding a book and reading quietly.

When I called to her, she stuck her head out of her book and smiled. "You're awake?"

"En, what about Xiao Jin Dong?" I asked, struggling to sit up, my body so weak I felt dizzy.

"You slept for two days, get up and eat!" Painted cream didn't answer my question. He turned around and went out. After a while, he brought the food in, but there was no soup.

"Where's Xiao Jin Dong?" I stubbornly refused to be perfunctory as she asked again. Dyed food for me, still do not answer me.

In my heart, I slowly understood her avoidance. Actually, Xiao Jin Dong couldn't help but do the same. I sighed as I ate in silence. When I was eating the porridge, I asked, "Why is there no soup today?"

I thought that I still wouldn't answer, but she said, "Because I don't need it anymore!"

I didn't pay much attention to it at first, but it was only after I drank a few mouthfuls that I realized something was wrong, "What do you mean? What do you mean you don't need it anymore? "

"Your body has already been nurtured. No matter how nourishing it is, it is unnecessary. On the contrary, it will damage your stomach if you overdo it. Therefore, I suggest that Mr Xiao stop eating!" The explanation was very clear, but I felt that something was wrong.

I stared at her for a moment, and she looked back at me, unperturbed, not at all uncomfortable. I thought maybe I was thinking too much, so I didn't say anything else. I lowered my head and finished the meal. Only then did my stomach feel better.

"Will Xiao Jin Dong not come for the next few days?" I asked, knowing that Dew Frost wouldn't answer, so I continued, "Since Huo Shui Xian helped Xiao Jin Dong at this time, no matter what the reason is, he can't abandon her. "After all, I'm still the mistress who destroyed someone's marriage."

"You don't need to think too much. Mr Xiao will let you rest and recuperate!" After washing up the dishes, he picked up the book again. He had no intention of leaving.

"Dyed Frost, how many years have you been by Xiao Jin Dong's side? Seven years, or even longer? "

"I don't remember. It's been so long!" Chen Shuang flipped a page and casually replied.

"Yeah, it's been too long. As an outsider, don't you feel tired after seeing me and Xiao Jin Dong tangled for so long? "

"No, it has nothing to do with me!" Dried Frost replied very quickly and casually.

"I remember that time, you were the one who told me to flee. Say, Song Yi, you can leave now. The farther the better." "Why?" I asked again.

This time, the frosted eyes shifted away from the book and looked at me. "What are you trying to say?"

"Actually, you're the same as Gu Qing. You don't like me staying by Xiao Jin Dong's side, do you?" I looked at her, unwilling to let go of even the slightest change in her expression.

"Dai Shuang was silent for a moment before giving me his answer with absolute certainty." "Yes!"

I smiled wryly. I had once tried to like Gu Qing and Dew, liked Zheng Shao Qing and everything they gave me. I tried hard, but I also felt that they would accept me the same way I accepted them. However, between Xiao Jin Dong and me, they would stand beside Xiao Jin Dong without any hesitation.

As for me, I'm still an ominous thing that will only bring harm to Xiao Jin Dong.

"Then help me again!" I opened my mouth with great difficulty and looked at her, waiting for my words to continue.

"I know why you hate me. To be honest, I also hate myself. But I didn't have a choice, you know, I didn't. Xiao Jin Dong wasn't willing to let go, so no one could do anything to him. But now, it was different. Xiao Jin Dong was no longer the same Xiao Jin Dong that no one dared to mess with due to the Xiao family's display of power. His current situation was even worse than the first time he had taken over Su Mu. It is only at this time that I can make my choice, isn't it? "

Dried Frost continued to look at me. Shock flashed through his eyes, as though he didn't believe that I would make such a decision.

"You are willing?" she asked after a while.

I shook my head. "I can't bear to!"

"Then why did you leave? You know, if Xiao Jin Dong risked his life to protect you, Huo Shui Xian will accept it!" Dai Shuang frowned in confusion.

I laughed, "Dyed Frost, who is Xiao Jin Dong? Do you know him on your first day? It's not just me, but also you, Gu Qing, and Zheng Shao Qing. Which one of you would be willing to see him lower his head in front of others and bow his legs before them? Even when Old Man Xiao was here, he had never done this right? "

This time, Dressed in frost did not say anything else. She once again returned her gaze to the book, but for a long time, she did not open another page.

I wasn't in a hurry, so I quietly waited. I knew that the frost would definitely help me, just like how it was the first time I was allowed to leave.

"Where do you want to go?" After a while, I put down my book and calmly said.

I smiled, my eyes filled with light as I said, "I'm not going anywhere, I'm in this city. Xiao Jin Dong has his own path to take, and I have mine too! Song Yi's studio is no longer here, but I'm still here! "

The crease between his eyebrows tightened, "I don't understand what you mean? You want to leave, yet you are unwilling to disappear. You constantly appear in front of Teacher Xiao, yet you are also unwilling to be protected by him. Why? "

"With the cover of the Xiao family, Xiao Jin Dong's life will be very smooth sailing. But why did he give up?"

"Mister Xiao has his own plans!"

"I know, that's why I don't want his plan to be in doubt!" I don't want to be his weakness. I want to be myself, and even if I can't openly stand by his side, I don't want to be the darkness in his shadow, to be criticized, to be mocked, to be grabbed, to be bitten by death, and to not let go! " I grit my teeth in hatred, hating myself, hating those who wouldn't let go of these things.

"If you don't leave, Mr Xiao will still bring you here, right? Then, what's the point in running away? "

"He won't!" I lowered my head and looked at my hands, a little sad. Actually, Gu Qing and the rest understood Xiao Jin Dong very well, because they had been by his side for almost as long as me. But, in terms of controlling his heart, I was more confident. I've been in this circle for a while now. There are some things that don't need you to tell me, someone will help you spread the rumor. When the time comes, I will think of a way to confirm the news of me and Xiao Jin Dong breaking up. In the eyes of outsiders, I am just a canary of Xiao Jin Dong. If I fly, I will fly. But with Xiao Jin Dong's current predicament, wouldn't it make sense for me to fly and climb higher? Xiao Jin and Dong will understand! "

"Mister Xiao hates betrayal the most. Do you know that you are forcing him to do this?!"

"I will not betray you. I will not betray you. I will not betray you unless I am dead. He will understand, he will understand! " I looked at the small diamond ring on my slender finger. It was bought by Xiao Jin Dong. It was originally meant to be my birthday, but now I met with an irreparable situation caused by my animal father. It was tied up and became the helmet of a puppet toy. Now that Xiao Jin Dong is wearing it on my fingertip, it's already decided. What is the only path that I can take?