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Xiao Jin Dong couldn't hear what I said at all. He was like a mad lion, eating me like his prey. I was in excruciating pain and despair. I was pressed down on the cold platform by him like a dead fish, unable to struggle and unable to endure. My last thought was that I wanted to die.

However, I was very clear that Xiao Jin Dong wouldn't let me die. I seemed to gradually understand what kind of existence I was to Xiao Jin Dong.

It wasn't love, as Shen Jianning said, he didn't love me.

Everything he did to me was simply possession, and this possession was perverted and unreasonable.

As for me, I am willing to endure it. Even though I know that drinking poison to quench my thirst is just a road of death, I am still deceiving myself. It is laughable and lamentable.

In the end, I lost consciousness. I didn't know whether or not Xiao Jin Dong had drunk up the medicinal porridge.

The moment I woke up, I was actually worried about him. I grinned, and the cut at the corner of my mouth gave me a jolt of pain, and I moaned softly.

"You're awake!" My whole body felt like it was being crushed by a wheel, making me unable to stand in pain. I struggled to stand back as my eyes looked around in fear. I saw a figure in front of the window that was letting in the moonlight.

I hated him to the extreme, but I couldn't say those heartless words. To Xiao Jin Dong, I had always been soft-hearted. This had almost become my disease, and there was nothing I could do about it.

"It's good that you're awake!" Xiao Jin Dong said, his voice hoarse with helplessness. He turned, and I held on to myself, struggling to turn on the light, but he stopped me.

"Don't turn on the light, don't let me see you now! I'm afraid that I will do something even more crazy. Song Yi, I told you, don't force me.

I smiled wryly, tears streaming down my face. I could not refute that, my hands gripping the quilt tightly.

"Why aren't you listening!" The door opened and closed, and light poured in through the crack in the door. I saw that Xiao Jin Dong's back was bare, and there were mottled wounds on it, and it flashed past. I couldn't see it clearly, so I thought it was just an illusion.

Even more so, he couldn't bear to laugh at himself.

I should have slapped him hard, then run naked out the door. I should be standing on the road outside the villa, waiting for someone to give me ten dollars for my seductive body, and I would take that ten dollars and go away so no one could find me.

I scolded myself in my heart. I spat at myself, but my body couldn't move at all.

Night, very deep, I do not know what time it is, the night of the day, or the next night, or even longer. My mind was in a mess. There was too much anger in my chest to vent.

Who was the culprit? Shen Jianning? It's Liu Jiang? It was none other than Water Immortal Huo!

I found a reason for Xiao Jin Dong to lie down on the ground. I fell asleep numbly due to the pain all over my body.

He did not know how long he slept, but the next time he woke up, he was awakened by the familiar and disgusting disinfectant smell. I suddenly opened my eyes. The moment I saw Zheng Shaoqing, I thought I was locked up in the hospital again.

"Why are you here?" When I opened my mouth, I could barely make a sound in my throat.

"Since I'm here, it means that you can't die yet!" Zheng Shaoqing glanced at me coldly. The syringe in his hand was filled with liquid. I was shocked to find that my back leg was still naked. There was nowhere for me to run.

"What's that?" I asked. I wasn't willing to accept it, but Zheng Shaoqing wasn't covered in frost. Her fear wasn't strong.

"You have a fever!" Zheng Shaoqing explained and injected the liquid from the syringe into the bottle. Then, she took out the needle and waited for me. I swallowed, and finally chose to stretch out my hand.

If Zheng Shaoqing was here, it meant that I was powerless to resist Xiao Jin Dong's words.

When the sharp needle stabbed into my body, I shrank back. Zheng Shaoqing raised his head and looked at me before asking, "Pain?"

I nodded and shook my head.

Zheng Shaoqing couldn't help but laugh. "You actually know how to feel pain after being made into this?" Song Yi, you will die in bed sooner or later! "

I glared at her, angry at her sarcasm. "I'm not in the mood to quarrel with you after you're done fighting!"

Zheng Shaoqing pouted coldly. "You're not in the mood, but I am. I wonder, our Mister Xiao, how does it look every time you vent your anger here? Why don't you tell me and I'll help you think of a way? "

I looked at her in astonishment, but she laughed. "What? You think I'm nosy? "Then forget it, I just don't want you to die on a bed one day, and when I come over, there's nothing I can do to save you!"

She got up and packed the medicine chest. She sighed, as if she was really worried about me.

"Xiao Jin Dong, he …" I stopped, but the words that were already on the tip of my tongue couldn't be said anymore.

"What?" Zheng Shaoqing turned to look at me.

"Nothing?" I didn't say anything, but there were doubts in my heart. However, Zheng Shaoqing wasn't the type of person who could answer my questions. In my memory, she didn't exist.

"You want to ask me, why is Mr Xiao so, hmm, so strong?" Zheng Shaoqing seemed to be looking for the right words to say, then he raised his eyebrows in dissatisfaction.

I didn't say anything, but she continued, "I've always been curious too, but Mr. Xiao has a high EQ, no, it's more like willpower. "If I can't even get my skin dyed with frost, then I am a surgeon. I really can't do anything about it!"

"Then why did you …" I blurted out anxiously. When I saw the mocking smile in Zheng Shaoqing's eyes, I really wanted to give myself a slap.

"Why did I say I would find a way to help you? What do you think I know? "No, or rather, what is in your mind, and these things, you want confirmation from my mouth?"

I suddenly wondered if all the doctors in this world are psychologists. Otherwise, how could they control their patients' minds so precisely?

I was afraid, not even daring to reveal any emotion.

"I didn't, you can go!" I coldly disguised myself and looked down at the needle on the back of my hand. For some reason, I suddenly thought of Hu Xia's words.

She said, Songyi, why don't you go check out the other hospitals?

"No matter what you're thinking right now, I advise you not to verify it. No matter what the result is, it's not something you can bear!" Zheng Shaoqing suddenly spoke with a warning tone.

I jolted. I thought the other person really knew mind-reading skills and read the thoughts that had just popped into my head. By the time I understood what Zheng Shaoyi meant, she had already opened the door and left. I sat on the bed and stared blankly at the half-opened door. The doubt in my heart gradually hardened.