When he returned to the rented apartment, Hu Xia was already there, eating instant noodles while reading the script in his hand. Seeing me come in, he gestured for me to sit down. Throwing away the fork in his hand, he pointed at the script and asked, "Song Yi, you came at the right time. Hurry up and show me this place. I can't make it up!"

I was feeling a little down, but the script seemed to be unable to bear it any longer. Hu Xia was talking to me while she was eating noodles. She paused and looked at the hand that I suddenly held and asked, "What's wrong? Is this place not smooth? "

"You just said that the male lead has imprisoned the sick female lead in the basement?"

Hu Xia looked at my abruptly changing expression and reached out to pat my shoulder in understanding. "Song Yi, this is only a script. It has nothing to do with you!"

I shook my head and didn't say anything else, but started to read Hu Xia's half-finished book.

Chun Rui's original manuscript only wrote about the secret love affair on campus. The female protagonist's obsession with the male protagonist didn't have a perfect ending. In the later stages of society, the love and killing between each other was only extended by Hu Xia. I didn't pay much attention to it and today, after looking at it, my heart tensed up.

"On what basis?" I frowned, displeased with Hu Xia's decision.

Hu Xia had already finished eating and was tidying up the mess when she heard me say this, "Chun Rui's original intention was to have you and Xiao Jin Dong experience on campus, so when the class starts in the future, I'll use you as the model. Of course, reality and the script are definitely different, exaggeration definitely exists, you don't need to care. I know better than you what kind of gimmick is needed in this society! A house arrest, an abortion, and rebirth as revenge were the most cruel of situations. If in the end you still feel that it's not enough, plus the accident, illness, or separation from life and death that you do not love, it's all fine! "

If Hu Xia had explained it to me seriously, I might have been more conflicted, but her understatement made me realize that this screenplay that was very similar to my experience was actually just a comprehensive cut of the TV series, and had nothing to do with reality.

I took a deep breath and said, "Don't you have to show this book to Xiao Jin Dong?"

Hu Xia shook her head, "He will be in the foreign army. He is only an investor and not a producer. Don't worry about him." What he wants to see is the final viewership, not how we do it. I have discussed it with Fang Mu and Han Bing, and Han Bing has edited so many books before saying that this would be more interesting and more suitable for the audience on the current webcast platform. As for the viewership ratings of the TV series, you still needed to create a hype for it on the internet. Even if Ol 'Four was around, you still wouldn't need to worry about it. Just take a look, how do you think I can clear the parts of the script that are marked red! "

Huxia washed her hands and took them to my side. Her calm attitude made me unable to get angry. But it felt so weird to be discussing something that was almost autobiographical that at the end of the discussion, I couldn't tell if I was designing a script or reorganizing what was already in my head.

At three in the morning, I fell asleep on my bed in a daze. I felt someone moving around and talking to me in a low voice. It was very familiar but not very clear.

I had a long dream, in which I seemed to have really become the main character of Chun Rui and Xiao Jin Dong's depiction of the past. But slowly, all the clear images blurred, even Xiao Jin Dong's face.

The more I tried to see clearly, the more powerless I felt. Finally, I woke up in a fit of exhaustion and sat down next to Hu Xia in the chair, with the unfinished script in my hand and drool dripping from my mouth, completely ignoring my image. I got up and tried to cover her with a blanket, but she woke up with a start. She shuddered and stood up, her arm touching the table. She grimaced in pain.

"Are you all right? If you're tired, go to the guest room and sleep. It's not like there's no place for you! " Seeing that she was in so much pain, I had no choice but to go through the drawers to look for medicinal wine. However, I found a note that Hu Xia had previously given me, with an address written on it, where Hu Xia told me to go personally. It's just that I've kept it in my pavilion for a long time, almost forgetting about it.

"No. 521, Road 521, Fuhai District!" I stared at the familiar address on the wall. My head felt as if it had just awoken and was being hammered down by a heavy hammer.

"Did you find it? It's already purple. It's over. It's going to be ruined!" Hu Xia was still hopping around on the sofa when I suddenly came to my senses. I hurriedly put the note into my pocket, "I'm already looking for it. Wait a little longer!"

The oil was in the box under the bed, and when I pulled it out, my hands were covered with dust. Hu Xia said in disdain, "Song Yi, this is your home after all. Can you not make it look like a rubbish dump?"

In my panic, such a scene suddenly popped up in my mind. I was entertaining Hu Xia at home, which wasn't very spacious. While I was busy preparing food for her, I was ridiculed by her as not being a housewife!

"What are you standing there in a daze for? Wash your hands and help me massage!" Hu Xia poked me. I was stunned for a moment before I asked, "Hu Xia, Number 521, Road 521, Fuhai District. Who exactly is living here?"

Hu Xia's expression suddenly froze. She looked a little flustered as she awkwardly opened the bottle of wine and said, "If you're curious, go take a look for yourself. No matter what I say, you won't believe me!"

I smiled. "That's right!"

Hu Xia paused for a moment as the medicinal wine in her hand slipped and rolled on the floor. In an instant, the entire living room was filled with the strong smell of alcohol.

I hastily washed my hands and helped Hu Xia open the blood clot. Hu Xia seemed to want to say something, but he hesitated. I couldn't help but laugh and say, "Didn't you let me see it?" What? Not now? "

Hu Xia shook his head, "I'm just curious, why did you suddenly come to an understanding after resisting all this while to face the truth!"

"Don't you all want me to wake up? Could it be that you all want me to go over and take a look first? "

Hu Xia looked up at me, her eyes filled with incredulous pain. " Song Yi, when did you become so sarcastic? "Since you feel that what you saw and heard are all fake, then why did you go and see them?"

"Since you guys are preparing already, I won't take a look. Wouldn't that mean that all of your efforts were in vain?" "I sneered, and the wine in my hand evaporated, taking away the heat as well as the temperature of my heart." I'll inform you in advance so that you won't be insufficiently prepared! "

The postcard in Xiao Jin Dong's study, Sister Xuan in Su Mu's electronics, the address that Hu Xia had written on a piece of paper for a long time. It was as if they were guiding me to see something that I could not tell whether it was real or purposely arranged.

Perhaps it was precisely this kind of confusion that caused the fear in my heart that Xiao Jin Dong had another woman hidden in his heart to gradually fade away. It gave birth to the courage to sneer and mock at others, deceiving myself.