Chapter 142

To tell you the truth, if I refuse to step back, Qin Li can come in directly through the door. But after living with him for such a long time, he always respects my decision and choice. Otherwise, he just rushes in when I take a bath, and I can't stop him.

Fortunately, nothing happened. After I put on my clothes, I said, "OK, I said it's OK. You have to make a fuss."

Qin Li turned around and looked at me as I was about to speak. His face suddenly changed. He rushed in front of me and blocked me behind him. Then I heard a loud noise. My eyes were dark again and I completely lost consciousness.

I closed my eyes and felt that my body was very heavy. I couldn't even open my eyelids. I could hear Qin Li's voice, but I couldn't respond to him.

I don't know how long it took. I felt like I was sleeping.

When I found that I could open my eyes, I found myself in a place like paradise.

In the scorching sun, a group of people around a huge bonfire, dancing some unknown dances. The people in the front row are still dressed in strange clothes, and the people behind are very solemn and even respected.

I unconsciously followed the crowd to stand in front of the campfire, listening to the people nearby saying something.

Before long, I saw an old man, holding a swaddle in his hand, coming out of the crowd, standing in front of the campfire, holding the swaddle in his hands high.

The baby in the swaddling clothes seemed to feel something and gave out a loud cry.

I slightly side eye, see a woman, Fu in a man's arms, looking at the child in the silent cry, should be the child's mother.

The old man held up the child, do not know what he read, people have knelt down to kowtow, I did not move, standing in the crowd particularly abrupt.

But I found that even the crying mother knelt down.

Because I didn't kneel down, everyone looked up at me. The anger and questioning in my eyes made me at a loss. But I didn't want to kneel, and I couldn't kneel

The body is particularly rigid, and the mind is blank, but the old man standing in front of me, as if he didn't find me, closed his eyes, holding swaddling clothes, walked step by step onto the campfire platform.

At this time, people did not stare at me any more. They bowed their heads and worshiped me as if they were carrying out some kind of ritual.

The old man opened his eyes and yelled. I think he should have yelled. His face was very excited, but I could only see his mouth open, but I couldn't hear his voice.

Then I saw the old man throw the child into the fire.

I suddenly widened my eyes, trying to stop, trying to save the child, but I can't move

At that moment, I felt as if that weightless falling body was myself, surrounded by hot fire, which burned my skin, my eyes, the fire swallowed me up, I cried desperately, but no one paid attention to it, even no one was concerned, all of them kowtowed.

"No, don't..."

I cried, hoping someone could come and save me from the fire

When I lost my last consciousness in the fire, I heard Qin Li's voice: "romantic Wake up! Romantic... "

I felt that I had caught something in my hand. With the strength of the other party, I sat up and then felt that I fell into a cool embrace.

"Qin Li, Qin li..."

I closed my eyes and hugged him tightly, as if I had caught the only straw in the fire.

"It's OK. I'm here." Qin Li hugged me and soothed me in my ear.

After a long time, I slowly opened my eyes, put my head on his shoulder, held his hand and refused to let go.

"Nightmares? What do you dream of, scared like this? "

Qin Li allowed me to hold him in such an awkward way and spoke in a low voice, with a soothing tone.

I smelled the faint breath on his body, slowly relieved: "I dream that I was thrown into the fire, no one to save me, I cry desperately, cry desperately, but no one cares..."

Tears fell asleep, canthus flow out, that kind of feeling, too painful, until the moment before losing consciousness, the pain is still clear.

How painful would he have been if he had been in his infancy? How desperate should he be?

He just came to this world for the first time, but he was ruthlessly deprived of his life. He has never seen the beauty of this world or appreciated the mountains and rivers of this world, and he will never see it again.

I think again of the group of pictures I saw on the computer before. Every chapter is a dead baby. The death method is equivalent to lingchi. How painful should they be? They also want to see the world. What have they done wrong?

"Well, don't cry. It's all right." Qin Li patted me on the back.

I shook my head: "can you imagine? Such a small and fragile life is gone. How can there be such cruel methods in the world... "Hearing this, Qin Li sighed a little.

"In fact, I didn't have the heart to tell you that most of the pictures you received on your computer were aborted children. A few died of abuse after they were born. "

I suddenly looked up at Qin Li: "how do you know?"

Qin Li looked into my eyes. He couldn't bear it. Seeing that I insisted, he said, "that night, I used your computer to check the pictures. I haven't cleaned up the browsing records. You can have a look for yourself."

I believe Qin Li won't cheat me. I want to see those photos, but I dare not.

Seeing that I didn't move, Qin Li held me to lie down again and put me in his arms. He patted me on the shoulder and whispered: "go to bed. It's late now. I'm here with you all the time."

He saw that I closed my eyes and didn't have the consciousness to sleep. He hummed a little song in a low voice.

I fell asleep in his voice.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already bright outside. Qin Li was still lying beside me with his eyes closed. I didn't know if he was still sleeping.

Glancing at the time, I saw that it was still early. I was just about to go to sleep for a while, but suddenly I heard Qin Li speak softly: "did you see the sacrifice ceremony last night?"

Sacrifice ceremony?

I was stunned for a moment, looking at Qin Li: "what do you mean by the sacrifice ceremony?"

"People find out the most suitable child to sacrifice, and offer it to some local gods in traditional way. In fact, they are spirits. People give it food regularly to prevent it from harming the area where people live."

Qin Li said as he opened his eyes and looked at me.