Chapter 212

Lu Shaofan has not seen the child, even though I know that he loves me and Sihan, but in fact, I am not sure if he will be the same as before if he saw Ankang.

That child is very good-looking, very much like him. I wonder if Lu Shaofan will be soft hearted and change his mind after seeing the child.

If he changes his mind, what should Sihan and I do?

All this in my mind is like a mess, cut constantly, not clear.

I have been back in Miancheng for three days, but Lu Shaofan has not come back.

I'm waiting for him. I think he will be shaken when he sees Ankang, but I can't force him, because that child is his own son, and Sihan is not.

"Mom, will dad come back today?"

At the weekend, it was raining outside. I held sihanwo on the sofa, reading with him.

Suddenly heard Sihan ask Lu Shaofan, my heart suddenly a stiff, but soon my mood returned to calm.

"What's the matter, Sihan? I haven't seen dad for a few days. I miss my dad, haven't you?"

Hearing this, Sihan gently pulled his little mouth and nodded.

"Well, when will dad be back?"

Sihan asked again.

In fact, I don't know when Lu Shaofan will come back. Maybe he won't come back to us again.

It's just that, even if I think so, I can't tell the truth about Sihan.

"It should be back soon. We'll wait for him. Dad must have something to deal with."

Seeing me say that, Sihan was not happy. I could feel his uneasiness. But the child was very easy to coax. Soon after I told him a story, he would forget about his father.

"Mom, I want to sleep."

Sihanwo rubbed his eyes in my arms and immediately I held him and said with a smile, "then you can sleep in my mother's arms."

As soon as I finished thinking, my eyes were closed.

I took the sleeping Sihan to his room, put it on the bed, and then covered him with a quilt.

When I came out of the room, my eyes were red because, as Sihan asked, he missed my father, and I missed my husband very much.

But at this time Lu Shaofan, he is accompanied by another woman's side.

It's raining hard outside, just like my heart.

Suddenly, there was a sound of opening the door in my ear, and I subconsciously looked at the door.

When the door opened, Lu Shaofan stood at the door with his suitcase trailing. He looked at me gently and laughed.

See his moment, my eyes suddenly red up.

I galloped past and fell into his arms.

"I thought You will not come back. "

There was a cry in my voice.

These three days are just too much for me.

I really thought he might not come back.

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead.

"Wei Ran, I miss you very much these days. I am eager to rush back as soon as possible. I also want to think of our Sihan. I know that you were so strong when you left, but you will certainly think wildly when you come back, because waiting is the easiest way to break a person's mood."

Indeed, Lu Shaofan is right.

Waiting, especially waiting for the result, makes my heart suffer.

I raised my eyes and looked at him with red eyes. "Are you willing to leave them?"

I didn't want to ask such a question, because no matter how Lu Shaofan answered, it was not good, but I did, because I was afraid that Lu Shaofan would not want me and Sihan.

Lu Shaofan closed the door behind her hand, then reached out to hold my face and said, "Qi Yuan, they live a good life. My mother gave them the cost of life, food and clothing. Qi Yuan didn't tell Ankang my identity. She was afraid that the child would know that I would go and would suffer."

Lu Shaofan's last words made my heart shake hard.

I looked at Lu Shaofan and saw a trace of bitterness on his face. He also felt it. The child was an illegitimate child, and he was once such an illegitimate child.

"Shaofan, do you know? I thought, if you choose the child in the end, I will promise you! I know you grew up in the name of an illegitimate child, and I know you're upset

Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked at me with deep eyes. I seemed to have seen the pain and pain in his eyes. The existence of well-being can always remind him of his childhood life. How can Lu Shaofan be happy?

Lu Shaofan was silent and did not speak. Suddenly, he lowered his head and fiercely kissed my lips.The rain outside seemed to be getting worse.

Our ears seem to be filled with the sound of heavy rain.

This night, we sentimental, all this, we vent our heart's uneasiness and uneasiness.

I was afraid that he would return to Qiyuan and the child, and he was also afraid that I would leave him with Sihan.

Once upon a time, the stable happiness seemed to have been smashed once again, and the fragments were scratched on our hearts with blood dripping.

He kisses my body, giving me the greatest release and giving me the heaviest sense of security.

In the end, our bodies are sweating and our hearts are suddenly empty again.

Lu Shaofan tightly held me in his arms, his chin on my head, gently rubbed.

"These days, I've been thinking all the time to come back. You and Sihan are all I have, and Ankang is the child..."

Talking about the child, Lu Shaofan's tone subconsciously pauses.

I know, speaking of the child, he must have felt bad.

"I think I'm really sorry for that child, but do you know, Qi Yuan and my mother were different in those years. My mother gave birth to me because she and my father were in love, while Qi Yuan was healthy, but she was determined to do it."

Hearing this, I look subconsciously stunned.

"But, after all, that child is a life."

Smell speech, Lu Shaofan gently "um".

"Yes, after all, it's a life, but what I can't accept is that the child has been diagnosed with various physical signs during pregnancy, and the indicators are not up to the standard. At that time, the doctor had suggested abortion, but Qi Yuan gave birth to the child."

Suddenly hearing this, I remembered what she said when she left when she met Qi Yuan. He said that Ankang still had to go back for injection.

At this time, I heard Lu Shaofan's voice again.

"Wei Ran, Ankang has congenital diabetes."