Chapter 186

Whether it's one year, two years, or a lifetime, Lu Shaofan knows what he wants. What he knows more is that he is making great efforts to develop Lu's family. For nothing else, he just wants to have enough ability to make the people around him live the best life.

I looked up at Lu Shaofan with red eyes.

"You put all the beef in your bowl for me. Can you fill your stomach with just a little noodles?"

Listening to me, Lu Shaofan looked at me funny and said, "can't I eat other things after eating noodles?"

When he asked me this question, I shook my head in a funny way.

It was cool and comfortable at night. It seemed that Lu Shaofan and I stayed out so late for the first time.

Later, this evening became the last time that Lu Shaofan and I walked through such a long night road and talked about the past for such a long time.

Although mother Lu's body has always been in maintenance, but because she spent too much time in her youth and her constitution was very weak, she was born half a year earlier.

In fact, Lu Shaofan and I all know that her mother's body can not support for long, so none of us has said anything more.

Lu Shaofan and I only went home after midnight. On the third day, Lu's mother was admitted to the intensive care unit of the hospital.

However, the results are not good, her stomach cancer cells have spread, and even with more drugs, there is no way to control.

Lu Shaofan and I will not give up any hope, but the fact is that we have known for a long time that mother Lu didn't even insist on what the doctor said for a year.

Later, on the day of mother Lu's departure, she held my hand tightly and whispered, "Wei Ran, I've done a lot of wrong things in my life. I don't say that. You know, my life is very short, but I never regret the past I had with Shaofan's father."

When mother Lu said this, tears began to appear in her eyes.

In my impression, mother Lu has always been a strong and neat woman.

She used to support Lu's world by her own efforts. If it was not for her poor health, she would not have forced Lu Shaofan and I to return home and settle down.

"Mom, it's good for you, isn't it?"

I said with a smile at her.

Seeing what I said, mother Lu closed her eyes with a smile and tears fell.

Suddenly, she clenched my hand and made a few more efforts.

"Wei Ran, can you promise me something? Give Shaofan a chance. A man can't make any mistakes in his life. Sometimes he is intentional, sometimes he is unintentional. You promise that no matter whether Shaofan will make mistakes that you can't forgive in the future, you will give him the last chance to forgive him, OK

All of a sudden, I heard Lu's mother say that, and my eyes were sour.

Looking at her, I bit my lips tightly and nodded gently.

"Well, Ma, I promise you!"

If this is her last wish, I must promise her to let her go at ease.

After receiving my promise, Lu's mother's mouth showed a smile of relief.

She extended her hand to Lu Shaofan, and then Lu Shaofan held her hand tightly in silence.

"Shaofan, my mother knows that my time is coming. My mother suddenly feels regretful. There are some choices for some things. Maybe it's really Ma's fault, but But whenever I see that kid... "

In the middle of Lu's words, she turned her head and looked at me. I think she said Sihan.

But in the end, Lu's mother didn't go on talking.

"Shaofan, have a good life with Weiran. Just now, Weiran also promised her mother. No matter whether you are intentional or unintentional, if you make a mistake, Weiran will give you a chance. But you should remember that mom doesn't do this to give you a chance to relax. She is just afraid that you will be separated from Wei Ran by accident."

At that time, I didn't know why mother Lu wanted me to promise her such a thing when she was leaving, but I didn't want any problems in my marriage with Lu Shaofan, so I promised mother Lu that this was what I wanted.

In fact, I can feel that Lu Shaofan has always insisted on going to the company on time, but his heart is very uncomfortable.

One night in the middle of the night, I suddenly woke up and found that Lu Shaofan was not in the room. I was worried and walked out of the bedroom.

Later, I saw him standing in front of the balcony window smoking cigarettes, and the ground has already left a cigarette end.

I went over and turned on the dark light in the living room. Lu Shaofan turned to look at me, and then he put out the cigarette end.

"How did you wake up?"

Hearing this, I walked over with a smile, and then took the initiative to hold him.

My head was buried tightly in Lu Shaofan's arms. Then I asked softly, "what about you? When did you get up and throw cigarette butts all over the place? "Hearing this, Lu Shaofan looked embarrassed. Then he pretended to smile and said, "I'm worried about my work recently, so I have some insomnia."

Hearing this, I couldn't help looking up at him and shaking his head slightly.

"Shaofan, we are husband and wife. In fact, no matter what you have in mind, you can tell me. You say it is for the sake of work. In fact, I know that you always feel depressed and uneasy because of the death of mother, don't you?"

Hearing what I said, Lu Shaofan had no choice but to hook his lips.

"I can't hide anything from you."

He sighed, and his face became more and more gloomy.

"Wei Ran, I was an illegitimate child in other people's mouth since I was young. In my life, my mother has been accompanying me and urging me. Even she once made my life very gloomy. However, she is my closest relative in the world. No matter what she has done, her purpose is to me. She gives her all her love, all her care and even her excessive care It's all for me, but now I've lost her early. Think again, I'm really an orphan without father and mother. "

I listen to Lu Shaofan said these words, my heart suddenly filled with a sad, yes, I love him.

In fact, I have a deep understanding of what he said, because I have experienced such pain.

"Shaofan, we are both orphans. We will strive to live longer. We must not let Sihan become an orphan early, OK?"

Sometimes, I inadvertently a word, may be a language into silence, and sometimes, we agreed on the matter, may also in the future days, their own regret.

I hold Lu Shaofan tightly. At this moment, I just hope he can be happy.