Chapter 255

Feeling my stomach, my mind seemed to follow the three children and gradually went away.

It seemed that I was suddenly out of breath, surrounded by dense and breathless chaos, and I was drowning in it.

Then die, said a voice in my head.

I gradually gave up the struggle.

At that last moment, Ling Mo fan's voice and smile suddenly appeared in front of him.

I know I can't give up again.

I sat up from the bathtub and gasped.

I fell asleep just now, and I choked when I slipped down.

The water in it is cold. I may have been sleeping for a long time.

The door of the bathroom was knocked, and I looked at the vague figure standing outside.

"How much longer do you want to wash it?" Ling Mofan may have been waiting for a while, so he came to urge me twice.

"Right away."

From the bathtub out, I picked up the towel draped in the body, the temperature of the whole body instantly disappeared, cold I only shiver.

Ling Mofan opened the door from the outside. I didn't lock the door when I came in just now.

Although I was still wearing a bath towel, I still felt very embarrassed and sat back with the bath towel on my whole body.

Ling Mo fan walked steadily and came here to explore the water temperature in the bathtub.

"Cold bath in winter, I just know you have this habit."

He rolled his sleeves a little and put his hands in the bath.

I knew what he was going to do and wanted to get away, but the little bathtub couldn't hold me.

Ling Mo fan took me out of the bathtub, the water still wet half of his body.

"Don't hold it. You put me down."

Just draped in the body wet towel dada cover in the body, the whole body curve all exposed in Ling Mo fan's eyes.

"Don't move." Ling Mo fan's voice is close to a low roar.

He put me on the floor and covered me with a bath towel.

Want to help me clean the water stains on my body, then see my reflexive contraction, Ling Mo fan's hand is stiff in the air.

Finally he put the towel in my hand.

"Get dressed quickly and come out. Don't catch a cold." No longer looking at me, Ling Mo fan turned and went out.

My heart began to hurt. I saw the injury in his eyes very clearly just now.

Ling Mofan is right about everything, but I hurt him again and again.

He probably wondered why it was so good.

It's just that I don't want to say it, and he doesn't want to force me to say it.

Lying in bed at night, Ling Mo fan didn't hold me as he used to.

I was at his side with my back to him, and they didn't say a word.

I felt so guilty for him that I didn't dare to touch him, and he didn't dare to touch me because of my resistance.

I was very sleepy during the day before tomorrow, but my brain began to be active at night.

I think most about children.

Over and over again is that sentence: I can't have a baby.

I'm still in the car and haven't taken any of those pills.

Every time the medicine came to my mouth, I began to hesitate again.

I want to work hard for Ling Mo fan, but if it's useless, it's a waste of time.

I don't want Ling Mo fan to waste time on me. He has a chance, and I, I don't have one.

Two men with different thoughts spent the night lying on the same bed.

Ling Mofan went out early in the morning without saying a word.

Today, I took a special leave and didn't go to work.

I took the money my father gave me and pieced together hundreds of thousands to pay the down payment of a house.

A not too big three rooms and one living room can be moved in a few months after the decoration is completed.

It's small, but it's enough for me to live with my mother.

I decided this matter on my own. I didn't discuss it with anyone. Even my mother didn't know.

She didn't know about it until I told her to move out.

My mother didn't ask anything. At most, she was shocked for a while and then said "OK".

But I confessed to her.

"Mom, I went to the hospital a few days ago. The doctor said I might never be pregnant again."

Try to put this sentence very plain, but the tears that have fallen down when I just opened my mouth prove the turbulence in my heart at this time.

My mother kept silent for a long time, and finally just put my head on her shoulder.

She could more or less see that I had something in mind, but she didn't ask.

"If people are OK, if people are OK..."

She kept repeating these words, and I couldn't cry.

"What about Ling Mo fan? I'm sorry for him."

I asked her, and she thought the same.He shouldn't be delayed, so be cruel.

……

Ling Mofan came back very late today.

I sat upright upstairs and decided not to avoid him like that.

Because I have to talk to him about some decisions in my heart.

After a while, Ling Mofan came in.

With a body of wine, his pace is a little frivolous.

In his heart, he would not drink like this. Even he would control some important meals.

Today, this situation is rare.

He opened his mouth and was still thinking about how to speak out. Ling Mo fan had come to press me under his body.

With a strong breath of wine, I left him after struggling for a while.

Just be crazy on this last day.

He just kisses for a while, and doesn't do the next step. He lies in my ear and gasps.

I greedily sniffed the smell of his body, and when I opened my eyes again, the color inside had become decidedly.

"Ling Mo fan." I called him.

There was no response, but I knew he heard it, so I said the next words to myself.

"Let's divorce."

Lying on the body of a tall body fierce stiff, I feel he even stopped breathing.

It's the second time. It's the second time I've divorced Ling Mo fanti.

In other words, I have hurt Ling Mo fan twice.

"Say it again."

His voice trembled.

Even though I was very upset, I repeated, "let's divorce."

Ling Mofan got up from me. The curve of drooping corners of his mouth makes people see that he is very angry now.

After getting out of bed, he went to the French window of the room and turned his back to me. His body, which had always stood upright, seemed a little weak at this time.

"Reason."

"No reason."

I knelt down on the bed and looked away.

What's the reason? Do I have to tell him that I have lost my fertility?

I can't say that, let alone tell him.

I have to say that Ling Mo fan is even less likely to let me go. All I want is not to let him waste time on me.

"Are you angry with me?" He turned slightly, his face half lit.

"Think about it." I got out of bed and opened the door to get out.

Hand was pulled from behind, then in Ling Mo fan a force, the body was pulled into his arms.

I kicked the door, and my heart trembled with a bang.

"Ye Jinyun, am I too obedient to you? Do I have to say something serious?" Ling Mo fan put me between him and the wall, eyes sharp, but always still maintain the last trace of tenderness.

Even now, he doesn't want to scare me.

"That's it. I have nothing to say."

I dropped my eyes, two lines of tears fell silent.

I don't want to cry, so it will appear that I don't want to give up, but this eye is not fighting.

Ling Mo fan wiped the tears from my face with his finger pulp, and his voice was soft. "Now I'm forcing you, forcing you, ordering you. What's the matter, say it."

"Let me go. I'll go to sleep today."

I went to push him, his whole hand was relieved, and it was easy for me to push him away.

"Well, let you go." Ling Mo fan bowed his head, his eyes looked like a wounded beast.

Without waiting for me to go out, he went out first.

After a while, I heard the sound of his car.

Standing by the window, I watched the light of the car go away.

"Jin Yun." I don't know when my mother stood at the door.

What we did just now was not small. It was easy to attract her.

"Ma." I opened a smile that was uglier than crying, but I couldn't help it. I threw myself on her shoulder and cried wildly.

"Nothing, nothing Don't be sad

……

Ling Mofan didn't come back since he went out last night, until another day passed. I couldn't rest assured and called him.

The phone was working, but no one answered.

He may be so angry that he won't even answer my phone.

At this time, Li Fengxing just called in and I picked it up.

After answering the phone, Li Fengxing said a lot.

"Sister-in-law, where are you? Come and get the boss back quickly. I'm afraid if you don't persuade him to go back again, he will be drunk on the wine table."

After two seconds, I frowned, "what's the matter? Is he drunk again?"

Ling Mo fan came back last night full of wine gas, now how to drink again."It's not just drunk, it's crazy. I, Ji Yan, Lin Haotian couldn't lift him. I was beaten by him just now when I went to lift him. Pity my handsome face... "

"Where are you?"

Ignoring Li Fengxing's narcissistic words, I asked anxiously.

"We are..."

……

I drove all the way to the place that Li Fengxing told me. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Ling Mofan who was drunk on the sofa.

Ling Mofan, Ji Yan, and Lin Haotian, whom I haven't seen for a while, are also here.

"Is he asleep?"

I went over and touched Ling Mo fan's face. It was a little hot.

A burst of heartache in my heart, even if I'm in a bad mood, I can't borrow wine to relieve my worries like now.

"Well, to be exact, I passed out. Just now I was drunk and almost took down the box, so we couldn't help giving it to him."

Li Feng Xing pointed to the back of Ling Mo fan's head and said.

There is a bruise on the corner of his mouth. I'm afraid it's not easy for him to start.

I touched the back of Ling Mo fan's brain, and it was already a big bag. These people are really good brothers who love and kill each other.

"It's Lin Haotian, not me, sister-in-law. If you want to blame him, I'm injured."

Seeing me looking at them with a strange look, Li Fengxing thought I was angry, so he quickly got rid of the relationship.

"I'm not blaming you. Thank you. Take care of him for me." I explained with a smile.