Chapter 151

Ji Xiaoxi propped his chin and proposed to come.

"There should be no chance." I blurted out.

"Why? How come there's no chance? " Around is Ji Xiaoxi heart again big, also heard the implication in my words.

"No, I mean I don't think I have a chance recently. I'm still in the hospital." I hit ha ha, put oneself exposed the words of the stuffing round in the past.

"Sister Jinyun, what's the matter with you? You're a little strange today. " Ji Xiaoxi came up to my face and observed it carefully.

I pushed her away with a smile, "what can I do, I'm not always like this?"

"But you make me feel like I'm leaving today." Ji Xiaoxi put her face together again, trying to find something different from usual on my face.

"Yes? You're wrong. I may have just given birth to a baby. I'm a little weak. " I touched my face and lowered my head.

Is it so obvious? Even Ji Xiaoxi has found out. Fortunately, Ling Mo fan is not here. Otherwise, he will find out with his observation. It seems that I have to be more natural when Ling Mofan comes back.

"Is it?" Ji Xiaoxi wrinkled her carefully described eyebrows. She is really more delicate than before. It seems that loving someone can really change people's life.

"Jinyun elder sister, or I'd better find a doctor to show you. I'm not very proficient in this aspect, or I can help you to have a look."

I was warmed by her words, "no, I'm just a little tired. Just have a rest."

"Sister Jinyun, are you tired? Then I won't quarrel with you here. Sister Jinyun, you should have a good rest. " Ji Xiaoxi is better than anyone today. As soon as he heard me say this, he stood up and said.

"All right, you can do it."

I did not refuse, let her go, let me alone or quiet.

After Ji Xiaoxi left, the ward was quiet again.

The weather outside the window is a little gray, the autumn wind blowing in is cold and dry.

How long have I been with Ling Mofan? It seems that I have forgotten it for a long time. But when I think about it, I feel that it is very short. As expected, when I am with people I like, even the time is very short.

I didn't expect that after so many experiences with him, two people still can't get together. I think it's a bit ridiculous.

Leaning on the head of the bed, what comes to mind is always the little things that have been with Ling Mo fan in recent years.

In fact, I don't have to go, do I? I can be selfish. Unfortunately, there are too many obstacles between Ling Mo fan and me. I'm afraid of them.

Sometimes it's like this. When the road comes to the foot, my heart shrinks.

But I know, I can't go back.

……

Ling Mofan came back after a few hours.

In fact, I can walk away within a few hours, but I'm so greedy that I always want to see him for the last time, so I procrastinate for several days.

When he came back, he hid his emotions very well, even his always cold tone was very gentle.

But the more common, the more abnormal, he and Ling ChenYun's meeting is doomed to be not calm.

I probably know that Ling Qingshan is involved in this matter. He can't do anything with Ling Chenyun.

In my heart, I blame Ling Qingshan for not understanding our feelings. But from his point of view, I don't know why. He is also a father. Even though Ling Chenyun has no blood relationship with him, he has some feelings for a person who has lived with him for so many years.

Maybe in his opinion, Ling and I are still young, and we can have children again, so he chose Ling Chenyun.

"All afternoon in a daze?" Ling Mo fan saw my eyes a little dull, thought I was in a daze again.

"No, I had a rest." I rubbed my eyes. It's really astringent.

Ling Mofan came to me and sat down.

"Tired?"

He asked me, but he put his head on my shoulder first.

Ling Mofan hasn't had a good rest these days. He only squints when I'm asleep, but as long as I have a slight movement, he will wake up, so he hasn't had a complete sleep.

"I'm not tired. I'm tired of lying in bed all day."

I felt the position of my chest. The thing beating inside was very tired.

Ling Mo fan lay on my shoulder and didn't see my action, otherwise I wouldn't do it. He would be worried if he saw it.

His arm on my stomach, has been a natural action, which I developed during pregnancy.

See already completely flat abdomen, the heart seems to be pulled.

It reminds me all the time that the people in it are gone.

It seems that I feel the change in my body. At the moment when my heart suddenly twitches, Ling Mofan suddenly raises his head.

I acted as if nothing had happened and didn't ask him about Ling Chenyun. Now I just want to have a good look at him."I still can't make a deal with my dad."

I didn't ask him, but he was frank first, like a child who made a mistake, I felt a little heartache for the guilt in his eyes.

He should never have had that look on his face.

"Well. I see Speaking out, I found my voice unexpectedly calm.

I thought I would be very excited about this.

Ling Mo fan stared at me for a while, his eyes seemed to pierce me.

Just when I was about to hide my inner panic, he finally took his eyes away from me.

"I won't let him off so easily."

Ling Mofan thought I was disappointed, so he said so.

I'm afraid of what's coming.

The expression on his face became a little sharp, then he suddenly got up and stood by the window. But I don't want to see him like this.

I looked at his back standing by the window, as if a little thin, a little lonely.

Will Ling Mo fan be like this forever after I leave.

I don't think so. Ling Mo fan is so excellent. He can easily find the woman who can accompany him all his life.

I don't know who can be so lucky. It really makes me jealous.

After getting out of bed, I feel that my body is still a little light, but after a few days of cultivation, the basic activities are OK.

Looking at Ling Mo fan from behind, I can't see his face, only the outline of his cheek.

But just looking at the outline, I am very satisfied.

Because I won't see him soon, it's a luxury for me to look at him like this.

I put my head on his straight back and put it around his waist from behind.

I want to go on like this, and this idea comes out of my mind.

I took them out of my mind mercilessly.

"Ling Mo fan." I call him.

"Well." Ling Mo fan's voice floated from the front. It was so ethereal that I almost thought I would lose him now.

I looked up. Fortunately, it's still there.

The strength on the hand can't help but increase again. Ling Mo fan's hands are covered, which makes me more sure that this is the real person in front of me.

"What if I leave one day." I asked this question which I had hesitated for a long time in my heart.

Ling Mo fan's hands tightened.

"Why do you ask that?" He wants to turn around.

"No, that's it. Let me lean on it." I said a little tired.

More importantly, I didn't dare to look at his face. I was afraid that if I saw it, it would be more difficult for me to leave. "Why don't you answer my question first."

Ling Mofan in front, a long silence, he said: "I will not let you go, you do not want to."

I knew it was the answer, but he couldn't stop me if I really wanted to leave.

"Never ask such questions again." He said overbearing.

"OK, no more questions."

There's no chance to ask.

"I'm a little tired." I said.

Ling Mo fan turned around, "go to sleep, I'll accompany you."

"Can you leave me alone for a while?" I looked up and saw his slightly complicated eyes.

"I can't run." I said with a smile, trying to make the expression on my face more relaxed.

In order to make Ling Mo fan less suspicious, I added: "I just want to be alone." I looked at him. "Is that ok?"

I think he said no, but I think he said yes.

Even I think my psychology is a little strange. Mingming wants to stay with Ling Mofan, but reason tells me again and again, No.

"Well, in half an hour." Ling Mo fan promised me.

Even this kind of thing, he promised me. In normal times, I would not have such an opportunity to drive him out. He wants to accommodate me more.

"Well." I looked down at my toes.

Half an hour is enough.

Ling Mo Fan said, out of the door, gently closed the door, after a few seconds, and turned back, in my forehead fell a kiss.

"You'd better calm down quickly. I'll wait for you, but try to be quick."

I watched his back disappear in the door, then dare to let tears fall.

It turns out that when this moment really comes, the heartache is ten million times as much as before.

He will wait for me, but I'm doomed not to wait for him. I've decided to go.

These days Ling Mo fan has been inseparable, I'm not good to leave, although there are some emotions I don't want to leave.

But this time, I have to go.

After a while, I took a look outside. Ling Mofan was no longer there.I sent a message to Ji Yan and simply cleaned it up.

Take out a red book from your carry on bag.

It's my marriage certificate with Ling Mofan. Open it, it's the photo I took when I married Ling Mofan.

In the photo, I smile a little shy, because I was confused and married Ling Mo fan. The aunt who took the photo forced me to squeeze out this smile.

And Ling Mo fan, is really a serious face, even squeeze out the smile are not, cold face even aunt also dare not remind him.

I can't help but miss our green and astringent appearance before, but at that time, we were more than 20 years old and not so green and astringent.

I smile foolishly, looking at the photo, but my eyes are gradually wet.

Put down the marriage certificate, I took out a piece of paper from my bag, which I had prepared for a long time. My divorce agreement with Ling Mofan, I have been hiding it in the deepest drawer these days, for fear that Ling Mofan would see it, but fortunately, Ling Mofan would not rummage my things, which he has always kept and respected me.