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I'm afraid that Li Tianxia's lies will not be believed as long as it is an individual. However, even if everyone knows that Li Tianxia has to tell lies with his eyes open, Zhao Guohua can't help it?

The two warnings also mean that the confrontation is over. This should be regarded as the first confrontation between Qin Hao and Li Tianxia. The result is naturally self-evident. Qin Hao did not get any benefits in terms of force or words, and was totally defeated.

If Zhao Guohua hadn't saved the field in time, Qin Hao would have suffered more than his immediate loss. No one knows what Li Tianxia thinks, how he will deal with Qin Hao, and how far he will do it.

After settling Qin Hao, who was still in a coma and struggling with the devil, Zhao Guohua went to the old man and said, "why do you do this? Why are you in such a hurry? Can't you wait a second? He's just been in a coma for two years. What's the reason he's in a coma? You don't know? Who did he do this for? It's for this country, it's for you to stand here! What are you doing? "

The old man sat quietly at the stone table, poured himself a cup of tea and sipped it gently: "sooner or later, there will be such a day between them. How much difference is there between them? What's more, the master has been sitting for two years. Qin Hao, as the only disciple of the master, is also a close disciple. You should be very clear about the feelings between them. Because he was in a coma for two years, he didn't catch up with the last journey to send the master. He was already very guilty. Now that he has recovered, he should tell him the news. How long do you think he can hide it? As long as Li Tianxia remains here to guard the tomb for one day, Qin Hao and he will surely meet. Do you want him not to come here to worship the master for a year

"How can I not know what you said? I understand that under the current situation, the whole country is in a difficult situation. Not only our country, but also all mankind are facing a huge crisis of genocide. Under such pressure, you and I need to do it. There are too many things to worry about. In this kind of childish love and personal resentment, you want to cut through the mess quickly. It is understandable that you should take the idea of directly and positively solving the problem on the table instead of laborious mediation. However, you should be clear that Qin Hao has sacrificed enough. You brought him here without saying a word, which attracted Li Tianxia to attack. What is this? "

Zhao Guohua is very dissatisfied with the old man's choice of measures. Even now, he has never questioned the original intention of the old man. What he is really dissatisfied with is that the old man's action is no different from that of Qin Hao. Between Qin Hao and Li Tianxia, the old man again sacrificed Qin Hao and chose another side.

Qin Hao has indeed sacrificed enough. What he does is the most dangerous dirty work that may lose his life at any time. For this reason, he was in a coma for two years, and almost never came back. However, both the aristocratic family and the holy gate, under the balance of both sides, Qin Hao was the one who was abandoned and sacrificed.

Even if he knows clearly that he is in the overall interests, even if he is very clear that the old man is in that position, he has no choice but to do so. However, Zhao Guohua still feels that he can't see clearly. Some things he has done are done. The so-called can't help himself to understand, but it can't be used as a reason and excuse to excuse himself.

The old man did not give a response. He knew in his heart how unsophisticated his actions were, almost all of them ran counter to his original intention. No matter the aristocratic family or the holy gate, they were his enemies and the most wanted to weaken and eliminate in this life. But now, he seems to be their accomplice, lackey, and compromise again and again Give in, step by step.

Qin Hao felt that he was really miserable at the moment. The whole person seemed to be trapped in a quagmire, and his whole body was sticky. However hard he tried, he could hardly get rid of the predicament in front of him. In his ears, there were all kinds of buzzing sounds like countless flies, which made him feel very irritable and uncomfortable, and he almost wanted to go crazy.

He tried to force himself to open his eyes. What Qin Hao saw in his sight was a little fart child wrapped in swaddling clothes. He was very strange and didn't know him at all. It seemed that he had never seen him. But somehow, Qin Hao saw him as if he had seen himself, and saw himself that he did not remember when he was a child!

The new born child is not very old, very small, like a little mouse, fluffy, pink skin, strange is, his eyes are open, and staring at Qin Hao, staring at death, has been staring at all the time, that posture gives people the feeling that it is like having a feud with him, looking at people.

"It's boring to be alive. I'm tired Or, you'd better not live. No father or mother. Who cares about your life and death... "

The baby opened his mouth and his voice sounded in Qin Hao's heart.

Before Qin Hao opens his mouth, the picture suddenly changes. This time, when he was about five or six years old, he saw him, Yunshan, Yunshan's adoptive father, Xiang Wentian's family, and his former companion.

This is himself, when he was in the orphanage. That memory does not exist in his mind. He does not remember it completely. Even now, he feels strange. However, those people seem to have subtitles to introduce them. As long as you look at them, you will find their names and know who they are."I'm so tired, I'm so tired, sister Yunshan is so tired, everyone is so tired Are you tired? "

With this sentence, people evaporate again, and the picture changes again.

I'm on the mountain, I'm dressed in military uniform, I'm a man of high spirit, I'm crazy about killing people, I'm quiet on the mountain, I'm looking for mu Qianxue's self, I'm married and I'm going to destroy my ambition

He has a lot of himself, and his image varies greatly due to different periods. However, no matter what period he is, he only has one sentence and one word in his mouth, which is tired. I'm afraid that's what he means when he is so tired that he wants to die.

Qin Hao knows that these are all himself. They are all his own in different stages of his previous life. Besides, he not only sees himself, but also sees many people, Yunshan, brothers and comrades of zero team, Luo Mi Fei, and many enemies he killed. Even, in a trance, he seems to see a small face that looks like a flower cherished dream, pear blossom with rain, or wearing military uniform The period of time, how to look wrong, almost did not let his memory disorder.

To tell the truth, he also knows that these things are deep memories in his mind. In fact, he can't remember the time when he was in the orphanage. However, it has existed in reality. Qin Hao's memory has such a period, and he can't remember the indelible existence of it.

Then, if we want to calculate, can we say that when he was 15 or 16 years old, he had seen Hua Xi Meng and had contact with him? Or are they really just like two different people?

However, now he is not in the mood to study this, just as people always say that yawning is contagious, sneezing is contagious, positive energy can be transmitted, and so is negative energy.

Tired, tired, nagging for a long time, even if just listen, Qin Hao will also feel tired, after all, these are all his own experience, isn't it?

People are always like this. Happiness and happiness are always short-lived, and the proportion of staying in memory is very small. On the contrary, painful and suffering things can not be forgotten for a long time. Pessimistic things always last for a long time. Qin Hao is also a human being, and he is no exception.

Leaving aside the lost memory of fatherless and motherless living in the orphanage, a half old child was thrown into the mountains to take food from wild animals and tigers. He endured loneliness, hunger and pain, and the admiration for ordinary people's plain and stable life. He watched hatred grow in his heart day by day, and loneliness invaded his whole body day by day It's a long day. I can't say that I'll die on the way one day. I don't even have a funeral attendant. I'm so tired to live like this

If only I could have a rest, if only I didn't have to kill again. If only no one would kill me again, it would be nice to bask in the sun, surf the Internet and play with my wife? How wonderful?

What kind of blood feud, what loneliness, what survival pressure, what ethnic crisis, has a chicken feather relationship with me? No matter, no matter, I don't care

Maybe it was the feeling of Qin Hao's thoughts, or the depression and pain of Qin Hao's expression. For a time, babies, little farts, children, teenagers, youths, and after marriage, Qin Hao in all periods appeared like bamboo shoots after a spring rain. One by one, they climbed out of the ground, grabbed Qin Hao's trouser legs and sat up.

I'm tired Come on, have a rest Have a good rest... "

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