"Guilt, in my eyes, is one of the most useless emotional ways, if guilt is useful, maybe there is no word regret in this world!" Qin Hao said with a sneer, "yes, what you said is that maybe my subconscious still retains the memory of the army and the desire for the highest honor of the soldiers, but my heart is dead. This army is not the army I want to join, this soldier is not the soldier I want to be, this person is not the person I want to protect! Let me continue to work hard, give up the present life, to protect the rights of those scum, scum, to let those animals step on my efforts and life to climb higher, this is absolutely impossible!

Master, have you ever thought that when our brothers are fighting in the front line of the battlefield, abandoning their lives, abandoning their families, and abandoning the future to fight with the enemy, they find that it is not the fierce and fierce enemies who defeat us, but our own people who we always want to protect and defend! Have you ever imagined how desperate we were? We are soldiers. It is our duty to obey orders and defend our country. But we are also human beings. We are all made of flesh and blood. We will die. We will also be cold hearted. We will be disappointed. We also have hatred. "

"I can understand your mood." The old man sighed a long time, and his expression seemed a little tired. "All my military life, I feel that the commander-in-chief of the three armies has unlimited scenery. But you know, this is what I took my life to fight back. Not to mention those comrades who died on the battlefield, take my old Qin family for example. Everyone knows that my old Qin family is very thin. What is the reason of my old Qin family? My father gave birth to eight sisters and brothers, all of them died in battle except me, and only the third brother died at the hands of Japanese pirates, and the rest died in his own hands.

Moreover, when the Japanese invaders came to China, countless Chinese people were taken as puppet troops. Every time a war broke out, they were asked to take the vanguard and let us Chinese fight against the Chinese people. Among them, countless of them died in their own hands. Is that why we should retreat? If we retreat, who will guard the innocent civilians? How can you live such a good life now? How can the people be masters?

I don't deny that you are grieving and suffering because of the death of your comrades in arms, but is it right to impose resentment on those who care and love you? Will your comrades in arms come back from the dead? You hate those scum, borer, even want to revenge, find out the murderer, I have no objection at all, even I agree with you to do, you find one, kill one, find out a pair, kill a pair, no matter how many you kill, as long as the evidence is confirmed, I am still alive, what consequences I bear!

Don't think the world is unfair. The world has never been fair. I only know that if we lag behind, we will be attacked. A hundred years ago, we were backward, so we would be invaded and beaten. So do you. Why do you think those little guys dare to ride on your head? Is it not because you lack the inside information that you have no foundation in China? Although all of your brothers are good at it and have a great influence in Tianhai, they are only limited to Tianhai. The land of China is so vast and vast. If you only rely on your few people to develop, can you surpass others to take root for a century or even a thousand years, is there any reason?

People, no selfish. Can you call people? In any case, human beings have their own bad qualities. But you have to understand that there is a thing called principle in front of selfishness. Some people have principles, even if they have selfishness, it is not a problem. However, some people are too selfish and have no principles to limit them, and eventually they will go more and more crooked. To be frank, such people are no longer a minority. You will encounter more people both inside and outside the system. But I just want to ask you, because such a small number of people, do you want to abandon everyone? If we all stopped fighting for such reasons, what do you think the Chinese parliament is like now? Do you think we Chinese people can still stand up? "

Qin Hao is silent. In the face of the old man's question, he doesn't know how to respond for the first time. Some people say that people scare themselves out of fear, and sometimes worry and hatred are all for themselves.

In fact, the old man said that these principles are not difficult to understand, and even many are still reading to study hard and make progress day by day. The children all understand, but why doesn't Qin Hao know? It's not that he doesn't know, but he selectively ignores it. He just because of anger, because of hatred, his brain is not rational enough, his eyes are muddled, and he goes into a dead end. How can he come out? To put it simply, he's getting into a corner.

For example, when he had a political lesson in the army, the instructor asked him a question, what is the revitalization of Dahua and what is for the country and the people.

Qin Hao was speechless. At that time, he was only 15 years old. It was a good hand to ask him to fight with people and kill people. His mind was full of paste when he asked him to answer questions related to his outlook on life and world outlook.

Up to now, he still remembers what the drillmaster said. He said that to do something practical and do a good job to the people, the country and the society is to revitalize and serve the country and the people. For example, doctors save people and treat diseases, such as the police arresting thieves and maintaining social security, and the rich and famous stars do charity and fight for enthusiasm. Although these seem to be the things that should be done, some even make people sneer at them and feel dishonorable and ugly, in fact, are for the country and the people. Because of their existence, the society can operate stably. Think about it, even if the hospital is in the black heart, the doctors are also mixed with dragons and snakes. Many unscrupulous doctors, even if many people look down on serious diseases, but if there are no hospitals and doctors, can the society be stable? Countries and countries, there is a country to have a home, there are people, many people form a small family, countless small families constitute everyone. Just like their soldiers, they defend the people, defend the territory and sovereignty, and go to the battlefield to kill the enemy. This is also for the country and the people. Only if we do our own work well, can the country develop better.It seems that this link is still a great truth, but it is a necessary rule for the operation of the whole society, and it is an indispensable part.

Seeing that Qin Hao didn't answer all the time, his eyes were empty and thinking. He smiled and closed his eyes. He believed that if Qin Hao had a pure heart, he would understand what he meant. After all, some roads need to be taken by himself. Others can guide the direction at most. How to go depends on himself.

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The desolate red sand is not like any part of the earth. A monk in ragged robes and surrounded by the light of Buddha is walking in this place of death. He is no other than the recruit monk who failed to suppress Qin Hao on Gongyuan No.6.

Since the capital left without saying goodbye, no one except Zhao Guohua knew where he was. Unexpectedly, he came to a place where the birds did not lay eggs, and there was no shadow of turtle hair.

The great monk walked and stopped, covered with the golden color Dharma ~ wheel Buddha light in his hand, dribbling around, as if he was looking for the direction. All of a sudden, he stood still, looked up and looked ahead. A dazzling golden light came straight out of his eyes. In an instant, he seemed to see some fantastic picture, and his face was shocked. The whole body of Buddha light was vertical, turned around and wanted to leave.

However, before he left, the surrounding space suddenly suffered a great resistance. It seemed that the time and space had solidified and all his actions had been frozen. A black air appeared not far from his eyes, and in the blink of an eye, a figure was formed. The whole body of the figure was shrouded in black air without any clue. The Buddhist light of raoshi could not shake the black air.

"Zhao Guohua is really brave. He even dares to send people here to investigate. It seems that he is impatient and wants to destroy himself? But you are brave, great monk. Don't you know that this is the place where the monks die The black shadow made Jie Jie's strange smile, and his voice was evil and strange. Just listening to it would make people's scalp numb. The great monk had to use Buddhism to resist, which shocked him.

Just laughter can frighten people's heart and soul. It almost makes the monk feel like the spirit is struggling to leave the body. It can be seen how high the real cultivation of shadow is. The great monk had already realized that there was something wrong with him, and he knew that he might be doomed. In desperation, he threw the golden color Dharma wheel into the air, and then the Buddha's Secret mantra was played out. The Dharma behind him appeared in heaven and earth. A huge golden Buddha suppressed the past to the dark shadow with no heavenly power.

"Ha ha ha What a shameless bald donkey, raising his hand without saying a word and amplifying his moves? Well, since you are determined to die, this seat will help you As soon as the voice fell, the black air surrounding the black shadow suddenly rose, just like a burning black flame, which instantly covered the whole space, and almost all the dark sky was dyed black.

"Broken!"

The next second, a big drink resounded through the sky. The monk's expression was stagnant, his eyes were round and his body was stunned. The Buddha's golden body was shocked in the air and broke in an instant. At the same time, the golden color Dharma wheel trembled violently. With a huge noise, the top Buddhist weapon exploded, split and destroyed!

Poof

The monk spat out several mouthfuls of blood, and the seriously injured body was no longer effective. Without waiting for him to react again, the black shadow came to the big monk in a breath, and a black light flashed through his chest and came out through his body.

The black body of the sword is dazzling in the dark fog that blocks the sky and the sun. It is as black as jade, revealing a trace of evil spirit. At the same time, it also has an ancient and simple feeling of following nature.

"This sword It's It's you... " The monk's face was full of disbelief, and his throat was rattling. Obviously, he seemed to have found something.

With a smile, the shadow held the head of the monk. The Golden Buddha light suddenly burst out on the monk's body surface. In a flash, the shadow inhaled into the black fog.

"You..."

Before the monk could tell the clue, he felt that the vitality of his body was gone in the blink of an eye. He could no longer support his body and closed his eyes reluctantly.

"Beyond my ability!"

The black shadow snorted coldly, turned into a black light and disappeared between heaven and earth. With his departure, the black fog disappeared in a moment. Everything seemed as if nothing had happened before, but there was a dry corpse with a long sword in this desolate place!

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