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When Qin Hao comes down from the rooftop, Yunshan is in the room to get a quilt for Lin Xinyi. He doesn't mean to disturb them. Instead, he knocks on the door of duanmurui and pushes the door in after getting the latter's response.

Now Duanmu Rui has gone to bed. It seems that she has just changed her clothes and is making her hair. She is wearing a lovely pink pajamas. Her two bare feet are exposed to the air. Her ten toes are round and her whole body is thin and long. She moves as if she is greeting Qin Hao.

Normally, Qin Hao would be in a bad mood, but today he is not in a good mood. What's more, he is more sympathetic, loving and pitying for duanmurui, like a brother protecting his sister.

Speaking of it, this is also related to Qin Hao's childhood experience. He was an orphan and had no relatives. His memory of the orphanage had long been gone, and he still can't remember it. In his memory, he followed the old bald donkey in the broken temple on the mountain.

Although he has a group of good brothers who can be trusted by his life, and now he has a lover, he still feels lonely, which is a kind of lack of kinship. When people live in the world, love and kinship are indispensable.

Even if he called Yunshan sister Shan, he was more inclined to treat Yunshan as his own woman. He could also feel that Yunshan's attachment to him and his attention were mixed feelings of love and kinship, not pure kinship.

The feelings between people are subtle and strange, such as long-term love and love at first sight. The two are obviously opposite. From this point, we can see how changeable human emotions are and there is no regular reason to speak of.

Qin Hao is an orphan. He doesn't even have the most basic kinship. It can be said that he has never felt his relatives. In his interpersonal relationship, the column of relatives has always been blank.

In fact, his heart is fragile, he has no sense of security, because he does not have a reasonable emotional basis to protect himself and give him a sense of security. His sense of security is completely based on his own strength.

However, how strong can a strong man be? Can you really be strong all the time? As long as a person has feelings, there will always be a vulnerable time. Just like now, he has no object to tell. He can only hold all negative emotions in his heart and hurt himself again and again.

Therefore, what is vacant is a vacancy. Unless we find something to fill it up, it will always be vacant.

As a matter of fact, Qin Hao didn't think about his parents. He just didn't know what his parents looked like, where he was, and who didn't know. Even though he had a desire for his parents' affection, there was still a layer of estrangement before the desire. He said that hatred was a little too serious, and it was more appropriate to hurt and resist.

After all, Qin Hao had learned not to hate someone easily, because once he got to that point, he would have a deep hatred and never die.

As for brothers and sisters, perhaps in that missing memory, he would yearn for the protection of his brothers and sisters. However, after he had the memory to follow the old bald ass up the mountain to learn art, he basically abused others except being abused by him. In this way, compared with being protected, he actually preferred and hoped to protect others, which was a bit of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

It can be seen from his treatment of the people around him, for example, his protection of Mu's sisters, for example, his protection of song Yao, for example, his protection of huaximeng's mother and daughter, and his protection of Shuya.

He will always look down on the weak side of the woman around him, even if the woman has nothing to do with him, he will want to protect the impulse to help.

It's ridiculous, isn't it? A man with blood on his hands, who is regarded as a butcher, is actually a kind and good man in his heart. He has a warm heart and is very ironic.

Because of this, if he wants a relative to fill the vacancy, Qin Hao hopes that he can protect his younger brother and sister who grew up under his wings. Based on the principle of opposite sex attraction, what he really wants is his sister.

The appearance of duanmurui is just in line with this point. Qin Hao, a pure, tender and tender girl, had a desire to protect from the first sight, and he did.

Later, when Duanmu Rui called his brother, he suddenly felt a sense of surprise. Ah, I have a sister. It's like you picked up a piece of paper and found it was a lottery ticket with tens of millions of awards.

At the beginning, he was worried that this was just a dream. He was worried that it would not be a long-term solution. Since it was a lottery ticket with tens of millions of awards, it would not be found that day.

Later, when he learned that duanmurui's real experience, Qin Hao was angry and happy. Anger is, Duanmu Rui's experience is too poor, let him heartache. Xi is, Duanmu Rui was abandoned by his family, he is the same, they all lack of family ties, just can fill each other, and no one can replace his position.

Otherwise, he is a dry brother. If there is any brother or cousin in the family, he will not be jealous. This is human nature.

However, he has forgotten a point, can men and women really have this kind of brother sister relationship? Qin Hao only knew that he could do it, but he didn't think about murui's position. A stranger became his brother and protected himself from harm from the beginning. It was like seeing an oasis in the desert and lighting a bright fire in the dark life for Duanmu Rui.This kind of feeling is more and more magnified. Duanmu Rui is still a woman all the time. Without the restriction of real blood relationship, her feelings towards Qin Hao are more and more uncontrollable.

However, she is also self abased, she has nothing, although not as introverted and timid as Shuya, but the same in life is a burden, because she has physical defects. Therefore, even if she knew her feelings for Qin Hao, she didn't dare to be really clear about it. She was afraid of being rejected, but at the same time, she felt that she was not worthy of it. She didn't know that Yunshan or song Yao had the same relationship with Qin Hao.

"Brother, is that you?" Just when Qin Hao was a little stunned, Duanmu Rui had already recognized the visitor from the sound of his footsteps, and his face was full of surprise.

"Well, it's me." Seeing Duanmu Rui's smile, Qin Hao suddenly felt very beautiful and cured. The pain and trouble in his heart dissipated a little. He couldn't help but stay for a moment. Then he showed a smile and walked to Duanmu Rui's bed and sat down. He lifted her little feet up on his thigh and let her rest comfortably on the bed: "Xiao Rui, I have a way for your eyes."

Duanmu Rui's smile on his face was stagnant, and his empty and gloomy pupil seemed to have a bright color. His lips trembled slightly. He straightened up. He felt his hands and climbed up to Qin Hao's shoulder. He put his arm around his neck. His face was lifted up and his voice stuttered and trembled: "really, really, is it OK?"

"Of course, would I cheat my favorite sister?" Qin Hao put his hand around duanmurui, gently stroked her back with one hand to show comfort, and the other hand fondled her head.

The same is when the sister as doting, in his opinion, Duanmu Rui is much more pitiful than his sister-in-law Mu Qianjun. Mu Qianjun has at least one elder sister to protect her from the wind and rain. However, duanmurui does not exist. Parents and family members are all there, but there is no such thing as kinship. For family members, duanmurui is not a person at all, it is just a tool, or a tool with congenital damage.

How can they protect a broken tool?

PS: it should be on the third watch tonight, asking for some flowers. Please, mamda..................

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