C91 Forgive me, girl

Please forgive me, girl.

He also knew that some leaders, who had families outside their homes, had even raised multiple lovers and multiple children.

However, Zhao Muchen had never thought of raising a woman outside to bear his son. He had never had such a thought before!

But when he heard that the girl had killed the child, his heart ached! It was very, very painful!

Even though he was worried that the little girl might get pregnant accidentally, when the child really did come, he would be unwilling to part with the child if he had to make a decision to give it up!

That was his flesh and blood, a flesh and blood that he had acquired by accident after growing up!

However, this child had disappeared from this world without him even knowing!

How could he not feel heartache from this!

At the very least, the girl should discuss it with him and let him decide whether to give birth to the child or not.

But she didn't! She had acted on her own and taken their child away!

"Little girl, why didn't you wait for me to come back before making your decision?" He tried his best to hold back his heartache as he spoke, but the tears unconsciously rolled down his face.

"I want to wait — send you a message, you won't, call you, you turn off — where am I supposed to find you?" Gu Yuwei could no longer control it and started crying loudly.

Why did it only appear now! Why had he only told her to wait until now for his decision? Why?

When he heard the little girl's tears, his heart broke! It really broke!

He knew he shouldn't blame her! He had no reason to blame her! A miscarriage was a very painful and sad thing for a girl! The little girl must have been hoping that he would give her a reply, hoping that he would appear by her side and deal with this matter together with him. However, she couldn't wait for his reply. She must be absolutely heartbroken!

This was the moment when the girl was the most hurt and needed comfort the most. How could he blame her? How could he bear to blame her?

"Little girl, I'm sorry, King Zhao made you suffer …" He also cried, "Tell me, where are you?"

"I'm in Training schools —" Gu Yuwei cried for a long time. Hearing King Zhao's words made her heart feel a little better.

Zhao Muchen never thought that she would come to class so quickly! Could his body recover so quickly?

"Little girl, have you recovered?" he asked.

"It's all right," she said flatly, and finally stopped crying.

Perhaps she had cried too much in the past, and she felt that she could now control her emotions more than before.

Where have you been all this time? she wanted to ask. Why didn't you give me a call? However, she suddenly didn't want to ask anymore, so there was no point in asking.

Where and what is he going, is there any need to tell you, little girl?

Zhao Muchen felt that the little girl's emotions were a little off, and his words were a little cold. It seemed that this pain had already left a shadow in her heart.

"Little girl — I'm very busy in the capital this afternoon — come over tonight and I'll tell you the details, okay? Little girl, King Zhao misses you! " Zhao Muchen said in deep emotion.

He really wanted to see the little girl and missed her, but he also wanted to see her current appearance.

It was really too much for her to bear such a big matter by herself!

"No, I can't go. I'm not feeling well" Gu Yuwei bit her lips and said. However, she found it hard to control her tears as they dripped down.

She also wanted to see him! She had been thinking about him every day for so long, waiting for him, waiting for him!

Now that he was back and he wanted to see her, she suddenly felt that she shouldn't go see him anymore! You really can't go anymore?

The fact that he was able to stay away for more than ten days without any news showed that he did not care about her at all. He did not care about her at all!

Then why did she care about him so much? No, she couldn't continue to be like this. She couldn't treat a man that she shouldn't have as her own!

"Girl, I know what's going on with you. I told Little Zhong to go and pick you up, and I just wanted to see you. Look at you, girl. Girl, it's not that this King Zhao misses you, this King Zhao misses you as well. However, the matter regarding King Zhao's family is a matter of the utmost importance. If you knew about this, I believe you would definitely be able to understand it … I'll tell you when you're here, okay? "Don't be willful, little girl —"

He knew that the girl was angry with him.

She had never been angry with him when she was with the little girl. The little girl was not a stingy girl who liked to get angry, but this time, her heart was really hurt too much. He could understand the little girl's feelings.

As Gu Yuwei listened to Zhao Muchen's explanation, his tears once again began to flow.

She just couldn't learn to reject him, couldn't harden her heart against him! Hearing his voice, her heart softened! The line of defense that was originally intended to be erected was instantly disintegrated!

She also believed that the King Zhao had its own difficulties. Otherwise, how could he not turn on the engine for more than ten days and not look at the information?

However, what had caused him to disappear for more than ten days, leaving her behind?

She really wanted to know.

She finally nodded and said, "Hmm —"

Hearing her answer, his heart immediately relaxed a lot: "Little girl, tonight I'll get Little Zhong to pick you up — —"

At night, when Gu Yuwei appeared in front of him, Zhao Muchen was practically stunned: Is this still his girl? Why did she become so emaciated and weak in just ten days?

"Little girl …" He could not help but hold her tightly in his arms!

He could feel it. Her body, which was originally thin, now looked thin and frail in his arms!

"I'm sorry, girl, I've let you suffer —" He kissed her. "Why didn't you wait for me to come back, girl, why didn't you ask me what I was going to do?"

It would have been better if he hadn't said it, but now that he said it, her tears couldn't be suppressed!

She punched him in the chest and said tearfully, "Can I wait for you? You seem to have disappeared from this world! Do you know how much my heart hurts? I don't dare to tell anyone else, I can only bear this pain alone! "

He grabbed her hand, kissed it, and said in pain: "Little girl, did you know, King Zhao likes children. If I knew, I wouldn't have let you beat this child to death! I will tell you, give birth to our child! "

Gu Yuwei looked at him in disbelief! She stared at him blankly, not moving at all. Then, she threw herself into his embrace, and broke into tears …

So the dream she had was real! The King Zhao in her dreams had told her to protect their son well, to protect their son well — — But, she had killed their child with her own hands! She had killed their child with her own hands.

"Ah …" King Zhao... Sorry... Sorry... I dreamt of your words. In my dream, you told me to protect our son well, but before I could wait for your reply, I decided on my own and abandoned our child — — King Zhao.

Gu Yuwei's hands tightly grabbed onto his arm, her nails digging into his flesh!

Her heart ached! If she could just persevere on and wait for King Zhao to return before making her decision, how good would that be! How good it would be to have their children! She believed that if King Zhao wanted this child, she naturally had his arrangements. She believed that the King Zhao would be able to arrange all of this —

But, but — but the child was gone, abandoned by her own hand before he could grow up, she felt like a sinner, a most heartless mother.

Gu Yuwei cried so hard that she almost passed out.

Zhao Muchen carried her and felt that her body was as light as goose feathers, without any weight at all.

Looking at the girl who was on the verge of collapsing, he picked her up and gently placed her on the bed …

"Little girl, I'm sorry, this is all my King Zhao's fault. It's my fault, my bad, my bad, I didn't give you a reply, making you suffer such a great pain all by yourself. But, my King Zhao really had something to do, please forgive me, little girl —"

Zhao Muchen caressed her face in pain, slowly telling her what had happened in the house during the National Day.

Gu Yuwei closed her eyes, unable to stop her tears from flowing down. However, she no longer blamed him. She knew that under the circumstances, he had no other choice.

If one had to blame someone, they could only blame the heavens for making fun of him! To let this child come at such an inopportune time, to let King Zhao's father-in-law leave at such an inopportune time, caused all of this to become an unforgettable pain between them …

Destiny makes a fool out of people, heaven's will cannot be defied! Zhao Muchen sighed in his heart!

Perhaps, he really shouldn't have such extravagant hopes, hoping that he would have another child! The heavens had already given him enough, if he was still not satisfied, then it would truly be a heaven-defying act!

If there was a way, there would be a way. If there was a way, there was no need to force it!

Let it go, let it go.

"Little girl, don't be sad. All of this is life, you can't fight with life. Don't think about this in the future. Take care of your body, do you understand?"

"En — —" Gu Yuwei nodded, holding onto King Zhao, her tears once again fell — —

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After Zhao Muchen returned to his work, he became unusually busy.

Initially, he was in charge of government affairs, the disciplinary system and the Personnel Department, but later he accepted Zi Zongyin's previous responsibilities. He was also in charge of personnel, preparation, supervision, labour, social insurance, statistics, prices, etc.

The bigger the stall, the better for the leader. The bigger the stall, the more authority there was!

Zhao Muchen was not greedy for this power. On the contrary, he wanted to take this opportunity to display his own abilities.

After all, Old Gao was also a practical leader, and he did his work with lightning speed. After Zhao Muchen took over this matter, if he was only following orders and did not make any changes or breakthroughs, then she would not be able to display his leadership skills.

Of course, he didn't want to mess around with changes and breakthroughs.

In his work report this year, the General Secretary also specifically mentioned this word: Do not mess around!

In order to avoid tormenting himself, Zhao Muchen insisted on going to various places to investigate. Only by going down to walk, and catch the air, would he be able to avoid tormenting himself.

If he went down often, Zhao Muchen would have less time in the Jiangyou Group and naturally less times to go there.

It was as if something had been left behind in their hearts after that painful experience.

What exactly was it? Gu Yuwei also couldn't explain it clearly.