C274 Beautiful excuse

Yu Qin continued to violently smoke. She let out a long breath and looked much better as she looked at Zywane. "Do you think I am despicable?"

Zhang Wei shook his head, "Actually, I always thought you were a good person and that you and Zheng General were both good people. But, I don't understand one thing, why are you guys skating, don't you know the dangers of drugs? Not to mention it's just to raise my spirit, it's just a beautiful excuse … "

Yu Qin smiled bitterly: "To put it bluntly, it's for the sake of temporary extreme haste and joy. From my initial curiosity to my later immersion, I'm unable to extricate myself."

Zywane: "Is skating that intoxicating? You know it's harmful, but you still have to take it. How addictive is that!? "

Yu Qin shook her head, looking confused again. She then said nervously, "You don't know what it feels like, but to be honest, the people who go skating are all people who want to do it, no matter if it's men or women … Do you know, after a woman skates, she becomes a man's tool, a free and unrestrained tool, a slave, a willing slave, no shame, no self-esteem, no shyness, only extreme catharsis and obedience, only unresentful flattery and acquiescence … As for men, they had also become gods. They could continue to work continuously for 10 hours … The man went to heaven, and the woman ascended with him. "This is the effect of nerve anesthesia, this is the power of nerve anesthesia, this is the heart demon that was planted …"

Zywane's heart jumped as he stared at Yu Qin.

Yu Qin remained expressionless as she continued to speak, "Slipping into ice, whoever you meet will feel that they are your family and are willing to do anything for him. It feels like you have endless family love and words to say for him for a whole day and night, wishing that you could give your heart away to someone else … Or she would stop suddenly, without a word, and just stare blankly and gloomily without saying a word for more than ten hours... I once slipped up and sat alone in the bathroom for three days and one night. I didn't eat or drink, I wasn't hungry or thirsty, I just sat like this, my head felt like it was flying … "

Zywane was terrified.

"In the end." Yu Qin's voice became very powerless, "Later on, I feel like I live in an illusion and fear, that there's someone chasing after me … She would only visit the company once the drug's potency had subsided. She had wanted to stop it many times, but every time she saw the white powder crystal, he would be unable to refuse and would give up all her oaths … "I'm finished. My brain can't get rid of the thought. Every time I stay away from smoking until this point, I can't help but think about that, my mind is full of thoughts, thoughts of hurrying, thoughts of hallucinations …"

As Yu Qin said that, her expression suddenly became agitated again. After extinguishing the smoke, his body in cotton pajamas twisted non-stop, and her face turned hungry and painful. She hugged Zywane: "Little white face … … Help me. "Save me..."

"Sister Yu, how can I help you? Tell me." Zywane sat there motionlessly.

"You want me? I want you to have me …" Yu Qin's eyes began to blaze: "I really want to at this moment, I especially want to … … It's all in your head, nothing else. "

Yu Qin said, and then reached her hand under Zywane's body again.

Zywane grabbed onto Yu Qin's hand and shook her head, "That's impossible, Sister Yu. I won't do that.

Zywane's voice was firm and his tone was cold.

Zywane's words had a different effect. Yu Qin suddenly became agitated, the fire in her heart was extinguished by a little, and her mind started to calm down. She looked at Zywane in despair: "You are really not willing to do it? You're really not willing to help me? "

Zywane said, "Yes, I definitely won't do it. It's not that I don't want to help you, I will help you, but I won't help you like this."

Yu Qin suddenly untied his cotton pajamas. "Pretty boy, do you like it?"

Yu Qin's chest was somewhat dazzling. Zhang Wei immediately closed her eyes and shifted her gaze, buttoning up Yu Qin's shirt: "Sister Yu, don't be like this. You are making things difficult for me."

Yu Qin looked at Zhang Wei: "I'm asking you, do you like it? "Speak the truth."

"I do."

Yu Qin: "Un, I speak like a man. If you say that you don't like it, I will despise you and not dare to speak the truth … If you like it, why not? I'm willing to give it to you. "

Zywane said, "Even though I like them, I don't want everything I like. Some things I like are things I want and some things I don't want."

Yu Qin: "But, I want you to help me. The inside of my body feels really uncomfortable and my mind is full of fantasies. I can't stand it. Come on, come on. "

"Pah!" Zywane suddenly slapped Yu Qin's face. Although it was not heavy, Yu Qin's left cheek immediately turned red.

"You — —" Yu Qin was stunned. She looked at Zywane, covering her face with her hands: "Bastard, you dare hit me!"

As soon as he finished, "Pa!" Yu Qin's other cheek received another slap.

"Bastard!" Yu Qin became spirited and immediately scolded Zywane in anger.

Zywane looked at Yu Qin coldly: "I will make you despicable, sweep your goods!"

"F * ck, you scolded me!" Yu Qin's anger rose even higher, and he started to tear and beat Zywane up.

Zywane started to keep silent, allowing himself to be tormented.

Yu Qin furiously cursed at Zhang Wei as she continued to beat him up, "You are a demon … You are a demon, you are following me, you want to kill me … "

Other than protecting his face, Zywane let himself go anywhere else.

Suddenly, Yu Qin lowered her head and bit on Zywane's arm through her clothes again, her face filled with tears.

Zywane gritted his teeth and stopped talking.

He suddenly sat up and looked at Zywane, his eyes starting to regain his senses. Suddenly, he sat up again, looking at the torn clothes and collar of Zywane, as well as the place where he had bitten Zywane. He was in a daze, and after a long while said: "I- what did I do?"

Zywane tidied up his tattered woolen sweater and looked at Yu Qin's focused gaze: "Good boy, you finally woke up. You were surrounded by Demons just now, you should wake up now, it's good that you woke up."

Yu Qin nodded her head: "Sorry, just now, the demons had filled my entire brain, I can't do it myself … …"

"I know," said Zywane. "That's why I gave you those slaps."

Yu Qin touched her own cheeks: "I understand your intention now, you want to wake me up!"

Zhang Wei smiled. "Yes, Sister Yu. If I don't beat you up, you will continue to indulge yourself."

Yu Qin let out a long sigh. "I've finally survived another trial."

Zywane looked at Yu Qin with encouraging eyes: "Sister Yu, you will still be able to pass through the gap at the back. Hold on, just walk over there and you'll be fine."

Yu Qin laughed: "Thank you, thank you for helping me. If it was me, I would have gone crazy tonight, maybe I would have gone to a nightclub or a bar to find ice … …"

Zhang Wei helped Yu Qin to adjust the buttons on her cotton pajamas. "The hardest thing for humans to do is to defeat themselves, I believe that you will definitely defeat yourself."

Yu Qin nodded her head: "Let's go to the sofa and take a seat."

Zywane nodded and the two of them sat on the sofa.

Zhang Wei poured a cup of ice water and passed it to Yu Qin: "Lady Boss, clear your mind."

Yu Qin smiled as she received the bottle and took a few sips. Then, she said, "Pretty boy, do you think I was very silver and ugly just now?"

Zywane nodded, "Sister Yu, that was the feeling I had earlier. I felt that you were very silver. If not, why would I call you a whore and a loser? However, that time, only your physical body was the same as before. Spirit is not yours, it's the devil's, so the one I am scolding is not you, but the demon's. Can you understand? "

"Nonsense, of course I understand." Yu Qin nodded: "I know that you're doing this for my own good. I understand this very clearly in my heart.

Zhang Wei waved his hand. "Sister Yu, don't say that. I'm not a good person. Seriously, if I see a woman, I'll feel evil. If I see one, my beautiful body will react and I will take advantage of her as well..."

Yu Qin laughed: "Little white face, I fell asleep last night, did you take advantage of me?"

Zywane nodded in shame, "Yes."

"Huh?" Yu Qin was a little surprised: "I'm praising you for being so honest, but you're being so honest, how did you take advantage of me?"

"I-I put you on the pillow. When I laid you on the ground," Zhang Wei pointed at Yu Qin's pajamas. I didn't mean to. "

Yu Qin nodded: "Sigh …. "At least you're honest. You actually managed to hold back in front of me. You truly have some self-control. I admire you, but you didn't take advantage of me …"

Zhang Wei said, "You and he are like two different people. Just now, you were so hungry that you couldn't wait for me to do that thing with you."

Yu Qin laughed embarrassedly: "Actually, at that time my brain would also know what's going on. But, I understood it in my heart, my brain wouldn't listen to me, sigh —"

Zywane laughed, "Now that you are awake, you don't think so?"

Yu Qin looked at Zywane and smiled, but did not say a word.

Zywane did not say anything either.

After a while, Yu Qin sighed: "Little white face, tell me, will I become a good person again?"

"Yes, of course," Zywane replied. "You are a good person to begin with. It's just that you took a detour and came back on the right path."

"Sigh... "Without those fantasies in my head, I feel so happy that I can finally live a sunny life. When my mind is filled with those thoughts, I feel like a woman who can get along alone, cheap and rotten, and I don't know how many more times I have to go through this." When Yu Qin said this, he had a troubled expression.

"Actually, this is a mental poison that torments people more than a physical one, but as long as you have the willpower, you will definitely be able to walk out and let your vitality be full of green and vitality," Zywane said.

Yu Qin nodded and looked at Zhang Wei: "Little white face, you're very good. You're a man, a real man."

Zhang Wei laughed, "Sister Yu, don't praise me. I will be proud. Maybe I will have bad intentions towards you."

Yu Qin also laughed: "Little white face, I admire you. Even if I were to take off all my clothes and sleep with you, I wouldn't be worried that anything would happen to me."

Zhang Wei quickly waved his hand. "That may not be the case. I'm not Liu Xiwei. I'm also a man, a normal man. Men have to think about those things, but I can bear with it."

Yu Qin started smoking again. "You're not going to tell me you're still a chick, right?"

"If I were to say I'm a virgin, would you believe me?" Zywane asked.

"Who would believe that?" Yu Qin said.

"That's right, of course I'm not a virgin. I used to be a magnificent man, and I used to be hot-blooded, ha-ha …." Zhang Wei chuckled.

Yu Qin also laughed, then suddenly looked at Zywane and said: "Do you know, your previous boss was a trash?"

"Which former boss? "Who is it?" Zhang Wei asked Yu Qin.

Yu Qin giggled and went closer to Zhang Wei: "Gao Qiang."

Zywane pretended to be surprised. "I don't know. How did you know?"