C143 Taint my innocence

A comfort trip? Zhang Wei was startled. Damn it, this Wang Yan is just bullshitting, I have become a comfort?

Zywane: "Stop bullshitting and defile my innocence."

Wang Yan: "Hehe, an innocent body? You and Sister He Ying are innocent? Hehe... "But it doesn't matter, it's normal, don't be embarrassed, men and women all need it, especially you, a little bull, it's normal to have no feelings for this, sex doesn't mean love."

Zywane: "You damn girl, what are you talking about?"

Wang Yan: "Alright, stop pretending to be an innocent man in front of me. He Ying loves you, but you don't love He Ying, so just make her a good friend. However, brother, I think that Sister Chen Yao is very good to you too, see … "

Zywane: "What the hell are you looking at? Little ancestor, whether it's He Ying or Chen Yao, neither of us have any feelings for each other. Neither of us would have any feelings for each other. No, never."

Hearing how determined Zywane was, Wang Yan was a little surprised. "Brother, tell me, is your heart filled with people?"

Zywane: "I can't tell you about my privacy."

Wang Yan: "Hehe, then there is, isn't it, hee hee … … From where? Who is it? Do I know him? "

Zywane said, "It's the air, the air. You don't recognize it."

Wang Yan: "Just trick me then, let's see how long you can fool me then, hmph …"

Zywane had already thought about it, the matter between San Ren and himself was a secret between the two of them, no one could let anyone know, this was definitely a top secret between the two of them. Zywane did not want anyone to share his happiness and joy.

Thinking about He Ying, Zywane felt that she was very pitiful. She felt a faint pain in her heart, a good family, a good life, in the end, made both of them fall. Perhaps, if not for her appearance, she wouldn't be like this today. Thinking about it this way, Zywane felt a bit of guilt in his heart, feeling that it was his appearance that led to He Ying's current state.

Zywane knew that He Ying was very good to him. She was good to him before, but she was still good to him now. He knew that He Ying had fallen deeply in love with him. Zywane understood what it felt like to love someone, to love someone but not be accepted by them, or to not be loved by them. Zywane had never experienced this, because he had never been abandoned by the woman he loved deeply before.

I love you deeply, but you do not love me, but you do not accept me, perhaps it is a deep pain. Zywane said to himself in his heart. Although he couldn't give He Ying love, he had no reason to hurt her. After all, she loved him so much and cared for him so lovingly. Since he couldn't love her, he might as well treat her like a good friend and let her be happy. Let her be happy. Let her be happy.

I'm sorry, He Ying. I already have her in my heart, so I can only apologize to you. Love is selfish and cannot be shared.

From the point of view of a friend, Zywane sent He Ying a text message after dinner: "Good evening, have you eaten yet?"

Greeting and eating is the Chinese idiom for meeting, perhaps because all these years they have been afraid of starvation. Back in Zywane's hometown, in the mid-1990s, it was the nation's most important poverty-stricken county. No matter where or when, the greeting for meeting it was, "Have you eaten?" As for the other party, regardless of whether he ate or not, no matter where he was, he would always answer, "Yes." Then they began to talk business.

He Ying quickly replied: I ate, I just finished eating, what about you?

Zywane: "I just finished eating. What are you doing?"

He Ying: "I'm drinking tea with the high total Manager."

When Zywane heard this, he realized that it was not a good thing to call his husband so courteously.

"Did I send you a message or something to disturb your chat?"

He Ying: "No, I'm discussing about the distribution of the loot with the manager of high total. I'm splitting the loot."

Zywane did not expect the couple to leave so quickly.

"Are you really leaving?" Zywane asked.

He Ying: Yes, the forced one is not sweet, when the time comes, I will break up with him if it's time to do so, the child will be his, the savings will no longer exist, so the same goes for him. I and he will divide up the real estate we bought after our marriage, I don't want to cause so much trouble for this, I just want to get out of this and live my life quietly, I am tired, very tired.

Zywane sensed that He Ying's heart was in pain. She was very desolate, very lonely and very depressed, but she didn't know how to comfort her. She was silent for a while, then said: "Alright, you guys go ahead and talk, I won't disturb you guys anymore."

He Ying: "I'm fine, the high total manager is currently on the phone with my lawyer, he invited me out to drink tea today. I don't want to discuss these matters with him, so I let my lawyer talk to him, this time he is spitting saliva everywhere, impassioned. I don't care, I will let my lawyer do everything, I am currently tasting tea, Tie Guanyin, good tea!" This is the guest invited by the high total Manager. "

Zywane looked at He Ying and called him the high total Manager. He knew that He Ying had already started to treat the strong warriors coldly, but behind the change in title, the distance between their hearts and hearts was getting wider. The warmth of their relationship was disappearing.

Zywane said, "You have to think it through yourself. You are still young, and your life still has a long way to go. Difficulties and hardships are only temporary. Everything will be fine in the past few days."

He Ying: "I have you to remember me, and you to greet me, it's better than anything else. As long as I see your text message, I feel really comforted in my heart. I keep all the text messages you send me, and when I'm free, I often look through them, savor every word you say, and experience every bit of your effort.

"A Wei, I really want to thank you. Every comforting word you give me, is the sunshine shining brightly in my heart, you are the sun in my heart and the direction it should take. Every single time, on a lonely night, when I think about how you are still concerned about me, my heart would often feel a great sense of relief.

Zywane's heart became heavy for a moment. Every word that He Ying said caused him to feel immense pressure. With just A Wei, Zywane understood how important he was in He Ying's heart.

A thought suddenly flashed through Zywane's mind. If not for San Ren, would he have chosen He Ying?

Zywane suddenly felt like a lone boat drifting on a river without a beacon, aimlessly and randomly.

Zywane's heart was being squeezed by two different emotions, the guilt he felt for He Ying and the burden He Ying gave him. These two mountains of emotions were pressing down on Zywane's heart with increasing intensity.

If not for San Ren, would she have chosen He Ying? Zywane kept asking himself in his mind, strolling along the dark mountain road, ignoring the sounds of Mr. Guo calling him to train.

Zywane walked alone on the highway, full of thoughts.

There was not a single passing car nor passersby on the highway. In this close to a sealed space, the shadows of the surrounding tall mountains were pressing down on him. The sky was covered by dense clouds, and there was not even a speck of starlight. In such a huge space, everything was actually quiet, or perhaps it could be said to be silent. Everything seemed to be in a state of stillness.

Zywane thought as he walked along the highway.

Zhang Wei hoped that He Ying would be happy and happy, and have a happy and happy love. He knew that his thoughts were not only for He Ying's sake, but also for himself so that he could rid himself of the guilt and burden.

People are always selfish, no matter the reason, no matter the angle, no matter the material possession, no matter the spiritual occupation.

Zywane did not think that he was noble, but he did not think that he was despicable at all. He did not want to be a despicable person. He had always thought that he was a kind-hearted person, a conscientious person.

Actually, a divorce, to He Ying, should also be a form of release. A marriage built on retaliation, mutual utilization, and material foundation, was itself not strong enough, but weak enough. Such a marriage would only cause both sides to sink deeper and deeper into the quagmire of mutual distrust, until they were unable to extricate themselves in the end.

Divorce should be a relief for both of them.

Would they be happy after their release? Would He Ying be happy? Would they have divorced if they hadn't been there? If not for San Ren, would she have fallen in love with him? A string of questions emerged in Zywane's mind.

The reason why she had always been resisting, rejecting, and ignoring He Ying, was it because she had San Ren now?

If he had never known San Ren before, would he have accepted He Ying's love?

Zywane became agitated and distressed, confused and depressed.

Love and sorrow, to me, are like a strong drink, bitter and unbearable.

When San Ren chatted with him yesterday, she heard that she had to return to the Haizhou first when she was on vacation, so she didn't say anything for a long time.

What would San Ren think of He Ying?

Yes, the company has already moved to Xingzhou, and the majority of the businesses are all in Xingzhou, so it's getting harder and harder to find a reason for me to go to Haizhou. Not only is it hard to find other people, it's also hard to find a reason for myself.

All the friends I made in the south, who else is in Haizhou? He Ying, Gao Qiang, just the two of them, if Gao Qiang could be considered a friend.

The Haizhou should no longer be worried, why was she still insisting on making this trip back to the Haizhou just to comfort He Ying?

Zywane was extremely agitated. He suddenly shouted into the empty night sky, "Ahhh!"

This roar drew echoes from all directions, seeming somewhat terrifying in the boundless darkness.

Zywane was also a bit scared. He remembered that when he passed by this area during the day, there were graves on both sides of the road.

Would a lone soul come out to sing a lament?

A cold wind blew in front of him. Zywane shuddered, turned around, and walked back quickly.

The more he walked, the more he felt that there was a person following behind him, and there was even the soft sound of footsteps.

Zhang Wei felt a bit embarrassed, so he ran back to the company.

Returning to the office, under the bright light, Zywane felt safe and wiped the sweat off his forehead.

In this world, there were no ghosts. It was people who created ghosts for themselves to scare themselves off.

Zywane felt that he was just like that.

The human brain is better not so complicated, do not think about so many problems and things, the simpler the better, the simpler the life will be more happy.

The office was very quiet, and the little kid went to sleep early as usual. Xiao Ming and Old Luo were lying on the bed in the dormitory, talking about the great mountain. Wu Jie and Little Guo might have been dating at the training field, but once Yu Lin and returned to the Haizhou, the office was much quieter.

Reading books is a kind of cultivation, reading books is a kind of habit, reading books is a kind of realm, people who like to read books, their hearts must be filled with reason, their mind must be peaceful, their thoughts must be noble. Zywane looked at Ling Ling's engrossed expression and suddenly felt his heart filled with impatience.