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San Ren, "Sigh — — I said you're a stupid bear, but why aren't you convinced? "Elder sister is an old woman, not a young girl who has just had her first love. She doesn't have the pure, carefree, innocent, and passionate feelings that she has now. Elder sister has experienced a lot, and her emotions aren't as impetuous or passionate as those of the young ladies.

Zhang Wei Ming expressed his thoughts towards San Ren. "I know Sister, Sister, tell me, are we in love right now? Not at the surface level of love, but at the same time, in a relationship that has developed feelings of love?"

San Ren laughed, "Foolish boy, falling in love is falling in love, is there really so much to it? "You just want to say that although you and I are dating online, our feelings have already transcended the web and are close to reality, right?"

Zywane: "That's exactly what I meant. Heh heh..." "You are very accurate in your estimation. I think that virtual love can become a reality, true love can be found on the internet and sincere love can be found on the internet. I hope that the network communication between us is not just a web love, I hope that it can become a real love in reality and can be seen as love."

San Ren let out a long sigh, "Sigh — I still want to say that everything should be left as it is, do not force yourself. I am a man who has had a marriage, I am a man who has had a love experience, I am a man who has had a love frustration, I am afraid of marriage, I have been beaten down by love, I have been fooled by emotion.

"I am a woman, an ordinary little woman, I long for sincere affection, I long for pure love, I want perfect marriage and family, I want to make myself comfortable, free, free, free, free, but the burdensome scars and fragile memories of the past always inadvertently remind me, always strike me in the dead of night, always remind me of the past, the past, the people, the scenes. Memories would always spring up in my mind and haunt me, crowd around me, and crash into me. I tried to fight, to break free, to erase all memories and memories, but.

"How I wish that the past would gradually subside, that it would subside from my heart, that the people of the past would gradually forget, forget from my heart, but … Love, hate, love, hate, I really want to throw them all away without leaving any trace, but... He had once thought that he had seen through the world, seeing through the truths and complexities of the human world.

"Well — so I was in a paradoxical and complicated mood, and the struggle was going on inside me, and I didn't know where I was going, I didn't know where I was going, and of course I was going to try to do it, I was going to try to do it, I was going to try to do it, I was going to try to do it."

Zhang Wei was touched. "Sister, I'm sorry. I didn't know that you had such an emotional and emotional knot in your heart. I'm too selfish. I only know how to think about myself. I understand you."

San Ren: "Thank you, this is the first time I have truly opened up a small window of my heart to you, opening up a small heart, I know, there are some things I will have to tell you sooner or later, the real contradictions in my heart and the crux of the problem, I will slowly talk to you about it later, after all, I am from the past, it is impossible for the wounds in my heart to heal all of a sudden, I need time, once bitten by a snake, I am afraid of dying, understand?"

"I understand. I understand. Sister, I will take good care of you and take care of you. I will not force you to do anything. I believe that what you said is correct."

San Ren: "Hehe, so obedient! Actually, you should understand that since I was able to speak so much with you, I naturally didn't treat you as an outsider.

Zywane said, "Yep, I need to use my brain to understand and my mind to sense more in the future."

San Ren: "I have always believed in you. I have always thought that even though you are sometimes a little cynical, your nature is still very good. You have advanced, you are confident, you are tenacious, you are responsible, these are all things that an outstanding man must have. I have always believed that you will take care of your own matters, everything including your feelings and work."

Big Sister San Ren's words seemed to be hinting at him, Zywane felt guilty, she suddenly thought of He Ying, then thought of Yu Lin.

Zywane said, "Sis, I know. I know how to handle this situation. I will handle this matter well. I promise you that I will not let you down."

San Ren: "Heh heh, you don't need to promise me that, what happens is what you do and not what you say. As I said, I believe you, I won't ask you about specific things, I won't ask you or anyone else about what happens, if you like someone, you have to believe him, respect him, love him, and care for him.

"I know that you will handle it perfectly because you are currently becoming a man. A real man may have some twists and turns in the process of growing up, but if you walk through it, that will be great, and you will truly mature. "Between us, whether we succeed or fail, I believe that it is the will of the heavens that cannot be defied."

Zywane: "You're right, heaven's will, knowing each other is the greatest heaven's will, we have the help of gods. From our play-like acquaintance to today, we have walked together for a long time, getting closer and closer, that is also the will of heaven. "I believe that under the guidance of the will of heaven, we will continue to walk and continue to walk. We will continue to walk closer and closer. We still have a long way to go, we still have a long way to go …"

San Ren said, "Brother, you're writing poetry? I was very touched when I heard it."

Zywane: "Heh heh, sister, life itself is a poem, love is also a poem, and so is we."

San Ren, "Hee hee... "Well said, then who is the author?"

Zywane: "You and I, we are the first authors."

San Ren: "Even if he is ranked first, there should at least be a sequence, right?"

Zywane said, "I'll be in front of you and behind you."

San Ren: "Why? "That's not fair. Ladies take precedence, I'll be in front of you, right behind you."

Zywane: "It's very fair. It's in line with the order since ancient times."

San Ren: "What sort?"

Zywane said, "Let's sing along, husband and wife."

San Ren: "Haha, Scoundrel, you keep making circles for me to get into … …"

Zywane: "Haha..." "If you don't want someone to get in your way, then why don't you do it? There aren't many foolish women these days, and catching one won't be easy."

San Ren sent a confused emoji: "Am I stupid? Stupid bear, I feel like I'm very smart, very smart, very smart, very agile. "

Zywane: "If you don't praise yourself, no one will praise you. I've noticed that you have a very strong sense of self-praise."

San Ren: "Hehe, hurry up and tell me, when have I become an idiot?"

Zywane: "I've always felt that your biggest fool was being kind. Your heart is too kind, in this world, in today's society, the good people are the most stupid, the easiest to be plotted against, the easiest to be attacked by others. The good people are the biggest fools, because they are blinded by kindness and magnanimity, and they can't see the cold, jealous, greedy, and malicious eyes in the darkness eyeing them covetously.

San Ren, "Sigh! Her analysis was quite insightful. When humans were born, they were naturally kind. I was kind, but how could I use poison to attack them? "I have a feeling that there are still many kind-hearted people in this world, and many people who love me. There are still many good people, and there will always be good rewards for those who are kind."

Zywane: "You may say that, but you should feel that there are still so many dark sides to society, as well as so many evils and evil, and so many bad people, many people whose souls and bodies are incomparably dirty, whose brains are filled with money and benefits. Greed and wishful thinking occupy their soul, and are driven by greed and benefits, they will do anything. Isn't Zhang Xiaobo just a living example? "

San Ren was silent for a moment: "Zhang Xiaobo, in fact, I feel that Old Gao and He Ying didn't mean to hurt Zhang Xiaobo when she said that …"

Zywane: "You're right. They didn't mean to hurt her, but what was their motive for doing so? "What's the reason?"

San Ren: "What?"

Zywane: "Greed, selfishness and selfish desire, it was because they saw that Zhang Xiaobo was kind and friendly that they took everything they had without restraint, causing this tragedy to happen. If Zhang Xiaobo had acted so resolutely and decisively like when he divorced Lao Gao, they would not have dared to do such a thing. "In accordance with an old saying, 'A good horse is ridden by someone, and a good person is bullied'."

San Ren: "Actually, I feel that this Zhang Xiaobo isn't that weak. It's just that she doesn't want to show it, it's just that she is too tolerant towards others and always treats them with kindness, which is why he was bullied."

Zhang Wei laughed: "You're right, I feel the same way, this Zhang Xiaobo is usually depressed, but once angered, he will be divorced no matter what, even if he is old and tall, he will obey obediently. This is what the ancient books say: A gentleman does not fight, but wins in battle. Hehe... Unfortunately, her previous performance was too honest and kind, which was why Gao Qiang and He Ying took advantage of her. "

San Ren: "Heh heh, it's a blessing in disguise, don't tell me that you've lost, and that it's a blessing in disguise. Maybe this Zhang Xiaobo, after being enlightened on this matter, will be able to see through the complications of the human world, and then escape from the sea of suffering? Besides, it's also a good thing to recognize Old Gao's true appearance as soon as possible. After all, it's still better than dozens of years ago when people are old before they understand him, right? "

Zywane said, "You're right. Sometimes, it may seem like a bad thing, but it can actually be a good thing. The two aspects of things can be transformed into one another. This is in accordance with the dialectical materialism."

San Ren: "Actually, I feel that Zhang Xiaobo's character is a little similar to mine. Unfortunately, we don't have that kind of beauty, or talent."

Zywane suddenly thought of something: "Sis, tell me, that Zhang Xiaobo was so beautiful back then, how did he fall for Gao Qiang?"

"What do you mean? Are you jealous of Gao Qiang? How regretful that she didn't take a fancy to you back then? "Haha."

"Not at all, I'm just curious as to why such an outstanding girl would fall for a man who's older than him by more than ten years."

"You don't understand. Girls, especially those who have just had their first love, especially those who are pure in youth, are attracted to men who are mature, steady, elegant, and successful in their careers, especially those who have a fatherly love complex."