It is the beginning of youth, the same gorgeous youth.

I don't know how desperate I am when I experience all this.

Rong Ling heard me suddenly say sorry, strange came to me, pulled my clothes, "it doesn't matter, the clothes get wet and change."

"Sister, are you out of clothes, or I'll get your clothes and change them for you!" Rong Ling said she was about to go into the room. I lifted my hand and grabbed her hand, and looked at her dully. "Rong Ling, if you hate a person, what do you want her to do?"

"Ah?" Rong Ling was a little confused about my words, "sister, why should I hate someone? I don't hate anyone, I don't know how. "

She said this and quickly pulled me into the room.

Quickly turned out her clothes, put in front of me, "sister quickly change clothes, or will be ill."

"No, I'll go back to my room first." The more I looked at Rong Ling's mindless appearance, the more scared I felt about myself.

Pushing aside Rong Ling's clothes, I stood up and quickly stepped out of the room to go back to my room.

After entering the room, I closed the door heavily, which made me feel better.

I don't want to think about it. I don't want to think about what I did.

What Xiaoxiao told me and what monkey told me completely became two properties.

I don't know if Xiaoxiao has been hiding something from me

Soon I took out my mobile phone and made a call to Zhou Shen. The other end of the phone was connected. People were still sleeping there. There was a time difference.

"Zhou Shen, how about Xiaoxiao? Have you recovered your consciousness? Can you speak? " I am eager to prove with Xiaoxiao what happened in those years.

Zhou Shen heard my voice, people also wake up, "she is now very shallow consciousness, can only move her eyes. Because it was the head injury, coupled with the serious damage to the body, the brain didn't recover consciousness and couldn't even speak

"Then if Xiaoxiao recovers, you must tell me the first time." Listening to Zhou Shen, Xiaoxiao's recovery period is still very long.

I hung up and sat on the floor.

I only remember that I used to be very bad, especially to treat my mother, and never considerate.

But later, after the mother was hospitalized, she began to want to compensate, but some of the hurt, can you make up for it? Obviously not.

I didn't go out in the room for several days. Uncle Li would send someone to bring me food. I didn't have any appetite.

I had angina from time to time, and I stopped eating and taking drugs.

"Beitong..."

"Smart!"

I don't know when the consciousness fell into the darkness. I just feel the voices of men and women coming from my ears.

Then there was the drip of medical equipment.

I don't want to wake up. I don't feel aggrieved and unwilling. Because I have committed all the things I have suffered now.

Although I don't want to wake up, there are people repeating my name in my ear, and my name is interlaced with each other.

"Lingling..."

"Beitong..."

I don't know why someone called me Lingling. Did you recognize the wrong person again?

I feel the body in the boundless darkness, can not see a trace of light, gradually appeared in front of the light.

Far and near, but I don't want to get close to the past.

"Will you wake up? We're not cured, we're not cured..."

Ear broken continue to transmit that familiar low voice, as if is Rong Chen's voice.

I can't hear a lot of words clearly. I just said that I would not be treated. He just made me wake up.

But what if I make a mistake?

In addition to my own ability to bear, who can undertake for me?

But Rong Chen's voice let me wake up, because there is Xiaoxiao, if I don't wake up, he will really stop Xiaoxiao's treatment there.

Zhou Shen said Xiaoxiao needs a very slow process to recover from treatment.

I moved my eyelids. The light in front of me was dazzling. It made my eyes ache and said, "I wake up Don't let people stop treating Xiaoxiao... "

"Subei children..." Rong Chen's deep hoarse voice resounded in my ear, and I raised my hand. After a long time, I could see clearly in front of me.

Rong Chen's eyes were covered with bloodstains, and his face was full of strong fatigue, and his eyes had obvious joy.

I saw Rong Chen one eye, slightly close Mou, also have no way to think too much.

I'm weak, and I'm always black.

Rong Chen saw me wake up, immediately called the doctor.

My attending doctor is still Zhang Che. Zhang Che gave me a simple examination and said, "wake up and there will be no big problem."

I don't know how long I have been sleeping. Rong Chen is sitting in the ward. I know he is.

I dare not speak, and I don't know what to say.The nurse told me that I was in a coma for nearly half a month, and my heart function suddenly stopped. Rong Chen in this half month where also did not go, sufficient guard me half a month.

Su Nan Yin and Rong Ling also came to see me, but they didn't come back.

Half a month, cardiac arrest several times, the nurse said that my life is very big, I hope I can cherish my life.

I woke up feeling better, and I haven't spoken to anyone for a week since I woke up.

Always staring at the ceiling in a daze

"Miss Su, it's time for an injection." The nurse came into the ward and reminded me.

Soon began to infusion for me, I moved my finger, turned to look at the nurse, "how long do I need to be discharged?"

Seeing that I finally spoke, the nurse was surprised and said quickly, "now that you are in good health, you should protect your heart, take medicine on time and eat on time."

"If you need to be discharged from the hospital, you can be discharged after another two days of observation."

"Thank you." I finished powerless and continued to stare at the ceiling.

I've been thinking a lot these days. I want to go to jail ahead of time.

Rong Chen in I wake up, he was advised by the doctor to go back to rest, every night will come over, although I did not talk to him.

He just sat in the ward and didn't disturb me.

But tonight, I waited for Rong Chen for a long time and didn't see him appear.

I got out of bed to wait outside the door. As soon as I came out, I saw the shadow of Rong Chen. It seemed that I went to the doctor's office.

"Miss Su, can I help you?" When the nurse saw me out and about, she immediately came to ask.

I shook my head. "It's OK. I can do it myself."

Refused the nurse's kindness, I slowly toward that side, now is 11 o'clock in the evening, but also did not see the patient outside.

Before I got close, I heard Lina's voice.

Is Lina here?

"It's not a way to go on like this, Chen, you give up!" There is much helplessness in Linna's voice.

Soon I also heard Zhang Che's voice, "it's all here. Almost all the difficulties have passed by one third. Nana, it's a pity that you give up at this time, Nana! If you don't continue treatment later, you may not be able to recover in the future. "

"So what, is it to drive people crazy?" Lina was a little angry.

And I clearly see Rong Chen to this side, light heard Lin Na and Zhang Che's voice, but did not see Rong Chen.

I came to look for Rong Chen, their words I also did not continue to listen to, slowly moved the body appeared in front of them.

See me appear, Lin Na and Zhang Che are a little surprised, Rong Chen back against the wall, finger tip with cigarette.

A little sideways to see me standing not far away, almost subconsciously put out the fire in the hands, twisted eyebrows and looked at me, "how did you come out?"

"I have something to look for you." I didn't care about Lin Na and Zhang Che's eyes, but eagerly looked at Rong Chen.

Rong Chen look some accident, lift step toward me come over, slender arm encircles my waist limb, hold me directly empty to hold up.

I didn't exclaim. My hands were tied around his neck.

He took me back to the ward and laid me on the bed. "I can tell you what I can do."

"I want to be discharged." I said this, and then said, "I don't want to procrastinate. I'm in good health. You didn't say I would be sentenced. I think I should have been sent to prison earlier."

My words let Rong Chen look Leng Zheng for a while, his eyes look at me, look some unknown, I can't see what he is thinking.

I think very clearly this week, he sent me, I can directly serve the sentence.

"You're not going anywhere!" Rong Chen's voice is low, some quiver, the sight is locked in my body, the big hand holds my shoulder forcefully, let me feel some raw pain.

Seeing my painful frown, he relaxed a little, "Lingling likes your sister. I can put aside the previous things for a while. She has lost her memory now. She can't remember what happened before. The doctor said she was in a good condition and it would not affect her life if it continued

"Now that she has come into contact with you and has generated trust, it will not be good for her to go to prison."

Before I heard the conversation between Linna and Zhang Che, it turned out that they were negotiating for the treatment of rongling.

But Rong Chen says so, the body of Rong Ling is not already good, where need treatment after all? What is the condition of the body that I don't know?

I feel confused, Rong Chen raised his hand and let me sit on the edge of the hospital bed, "this is also your way of atonement. You should not only ensure that you are alive, but also need to ensure that the spirit will not recur."

"So it is..." I nodded slightly, "I will, I will try my best to cooperate with you, to comfort Rong Ling."

"You'd better do what you say rather than nearly die like you did half a month ago." Rong Chen's words almost jumped out of the teeth, "if you die, I will immediately let people stop treating Xiaoxiao. Once her treatment is over, I will let her live and die."Xiaoxiao has no relatives, the only one is me, and my only relative is also her.

If you live and die, you give up treatment and let Xiaoxiao die like that!