Chapter 817

Since I restored the identity of Suluo, I have rarely appeared in H Province. There are not many people who have met me and know that I am Suluo. Even though the Haigang wanted me before, at most some members of the Hai Gang had some impression on my appearance. At present, the bottom of these little bastards, how can you know me.

I was too lazy to pay attention to them, because I didn't care what they thought. I just yelled: "stop!" as they approached the door of the restaurant

Hearing my voice, the Thug's head obviously stopped for a moment. He covered his chest, looked back at me, and nervously said, "what else do you want?"

I pointed to the mess restaurant and said to them in a commanding tone: "hold up the tables and chairs, don't affect other people's business. All broken tableware will be compensated at the original price."

For my orders, the thug head of course has complaints, but my strength is here, even if he does not accept, he dare not fart, immediately, he let people do, after everything is done, he just took the people, gray rolling away.

When they disappeared outside the restaurant, there was a burst of applause. The manager of the lobby came to me personally to express his thanks and said to me that he would not pay for the bill. He also kindly said to me, "you'd better leave as soon as you finish your meal. These people are bullies in this area. I'm afraid they will come to you again!"

I didn't dare to leave after dinner

After that, I took a pair of new chopsticks and started eating again. I looked as if nothing had happened just now. However, my appearance was indifferent and calm, but my heart was filled with a kind of unspeakable annoyance.

I expected the chaos in H Province, but now I feel it personally. I'm not happy, especially when the thug leader says his boss is a member of the war.

Although the war took over the position of the Haibang, the order seems to be more and more chaotic. This is really a kind of sadness, and it is also the last thing I want to see. Because I grew up as a bully, I have experienced humiliation, and I can deeply understand the helpless feeling when being bullied. Therefore, I will react more to such bullying Big.

And Ziyi, she saw my strength with her own eyes, her eyes changed strange, there is worship, but also can not see through the strange feeling, I know, at the moment, she also has a lot of ideas in her heart, her original happy vision was completely broken by this farce, her expression now, also can't restore the kind of joy and excitement before.

For a moment, we were both silent, just quietly eating food.

Ziyi wanted to break the silence and talk to me, but she wanted to stop. When I had finished eating, she said to me, "Arlo, we'd better hurry, and then they'll find it troublesome."

Listen to the words of Ziyi, my hand suddenly stopped, my heart is five flavor miscellaneous Chen..

Slowly, I put down my chopsticks, looked at Ziyi, and said solemnly, "Ziyi, have you ever thought that if I'm not Suluo, I don't have the strength now, what will happen to us today?"

I this inexplicable sentence, asked really abrupt, purple by listening to the moment on the muddle, she lenglengleng looked at me, asked: "what meaning?"

I pursed my mouth and said solemnly again: "I mean, if I don't have this martial arts, will our end be very miserable? You must have been bullied by them, and I must be beaten or killed

Speaking of this, my memory seems to fly to the past. In the past, I suffered too much humiliation and ridicule in the University. Those past were unbearable, but they were my most primitive memories.

Ziyi, she also witnessed my sad experience all the way. When I was the most cowardly and pitiful, she approached me. At that time, I was moved by Ziyi's selflessness, and at the same time, I felt frustrated because I always needed women to protect me.

At that time, how I want to be strong, strong enough not to be protected by women, but to protect women themselves.

Now, I've done it. I won't be bullied any more. But there are tens of thousands of weak people in the world. Are they just bullied?

Purple listen to my words, it seems that there are some touch, her eyes are dim down, but she still don't know what I mean.

With inexplicable heart, she asked me again, "Arlo, what do you want to express?"

Maybe, Ziyi doesn't know what I want to express, but she may feel it. The meaning behind my words is that she is panicked. When she asks about this, her voice is slightly trembling.

I didn't look at Ziyi again, but closed my eyes deeply. Suddenly, there was a darkness in front of me, but my mind was very clear, and the things in my mind flashed one by one.

I think of my father, he will go to heiluocha, Miao Jiang trip, dangerous.

I think of Kiki, her life is only half a year, but what can save her life is in the hands of black Luocha.

I think of Peng Yi. His prediction and his stirring words have gone deep into my heart.

I think of this chaotic underground world. Bullying is common.When these things flashed from my mind, my eyes suddenly opened. Then, I said to Ziyi seriously: "I want to continue to muddle along, I want to completely change the order of the underground world."

At this moment, my soul seems to have been sublimated, and my mind seems to cover the world all of a sudden. My inner decision has never been stronger than before. I formally made it clear to Ziyi that I want to continue on this road, I want to become more powerful, I want to change the order of the dark world.

This idea, like a seed, has been formed in my heart for a long time. From the moment Peng Yi triggered my confidence and told me his prediction, this seed has been quietly planted in my heart.

However, I have been suppressing this idea. I have been thinking about realizing Ziyi's wish. I have been looking for various reasons to persuade myself to retire, so that the seed did not germinate.

Today, the matter of red hair, which was originally a trivial matter, has become a fuse that ignites the blood in my heart and makes the idea sprout in my heart.

Through this matter, I seem to see my heart thoroughly. I have a lofty feeling, an ambition and a firm belief in my heart.

No matter whether Peng Yi's prediction of me is correct or not, I feel that it is necessary for me to try it, because I will never forget the humiliation I suffered. Up to now, it is as clear as yesterday and deeply imprinted in my heart. Such things happen all the time in every corner of China and emerge one after another.

I really don't want the tragedy to continue to cycle. I am the victim of the tragedy. Ziyi is also a person who stands aloof from the world, but she suffers from the unbearable crime of ordinary people.

Maybe, in Ziyi's opinion, if you escape to another place, there will be no dispute. However, there is no real paradise in the world. Bullying men and women is everywhere. Even if you hide in the ends of the world, you will encounter phenomena you don't want to see. Therefore, escape is not the way. If the world doesn't let you be quiet, you will never be able to be quiet.

Peng Yi's words still linger in my ears. He said that I was born for the sake of darkness and was destined to be unable to be quiet.

Indeed, my heart can't really settle down. I won't ignore everything. Seeing what makes me angry, I can't turn a blind eye. Maybe another red hair incident will trigger my desire and make me think about changing the chaotic order.

In addition, I actually can't really put down my father, put down Kiki's life and death, put down the fire of war, put down my brother. How can I really enjoy these things in my heart? When my father and black Luosha fight, life and death is unknown, I can enjoy the world of two with Ziyi.

Maybe, I can forget everything for a short time and enjoy the happiness without worry, but I can't really give up those things, and I can't ignore everything. I always have too much to let go.

I can't deceive myself, and I can't always give Ziyi a false promise. I'll have a showdown with her.

And Ziyi suddenly heard me say this, she was all confused, facial expression was frozen in an instant, how could she think that I changed so fast, just just now, I promised her to leave here as soon as possible and live our clean life.

But in a twinkling of an eye, I suddenly put forward to continue to mix, which let purple in a moment, which reaction came over, she was dull for a long time, then difficult to open his mouth and asked: "you, said is true?"

Ziyi's tone is full of disbelief, she is difficult to accept such a reality, more difficult to adapt to such contrast.

I didn't want to hide her. I just spoke more firmly and said to her again, "well, I want to keep going."

Smell speech, Ziyi's dull eyes, immediately full of disappointment, that is a kind of disappointment from heaven into hell, the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, Ziyi bear this gap, especially large, she suffered a heavy blow is indescribable heavy, at the moment, her body. Completely full of gloomy breath, she seems to have fallen into the darkest abyss.

After a long time of relaxation, Ziyi said to me crazily: "OK, I support you!"

This sentence, Ziyi said very powerless, she does not want to make trouble, can only give me support, but her support is obviously insincere, how can she support me to continue to muddle along.

No matter what reason I have, Ziyi doesn't want me to mix up. What she wants is peace and tranquility. In fact, her requirement is not high. She wants to be with me and live a carefree life.

Such a life, in my life is the most difficult, I also realized that I am not an ordinary man, destined to be unable to give her an ordinary life.

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