Chapter 310

My voice did not let Ziyi have a trace of reaction, she left with hatred, as if she did not hear my voice, she ignored me, went straight ahead, and even did not slow down. Maybe, this thing that I have to do with my life is a joke to her, not even a joke, because she didn't laugh.

Until he completely disappeared in front of my eyes, Ziyi's action did not have a trace of hesitation, not a trace of nostalgia, not to mention any entanglement. I completely understand that Ziyi has completely put down me, the person who appeared in her life, she does not want to take care of me, let me live and die, the emotion between me and her in this moment, can directly say goodbye.

Although I said tough, but with the disappearance of Ziyi moment, my tears rolled down like a flood, I tried so hard to pretend to be strong in front of memories, but after all, I was still nothing in her eyes, I became a sad joke in her heart, an unreasonable bastard. Fu Dong replaced me and became a hero in her heart. This fact is really cruel.

My tears more and more fierce, the anger and resentment in my heart suddenly burst out, I looked up to the sky and cried out loud, the cry resounded in the sky for a long time, all about Ziyi flashed from my mind one by one, and was smashed in an instant. The woman I had been unable to give up really gradually walked out of my body, I pulled Can not stay, is unable to grasp, she, like a meteor in my life, more and more far, until completely disappeared trace.

At this time, the sky actually began to rain, as if the God was sad for me. Even if I said the injustice in my heart, no one would believe it. From the beginning to the end, all I did was for this beloved woman, but she just didn't understand my good intentions. What can I do.

The heavy rain is more and more heavy, the rain has wet my clothes, my eyes are also more and more blurred, the grievances in my heart can not be expressed, the inner pain is more turbulent and violent, my body seems to be unable to bear this pain, as if to be knocked down by the heavy rain, suddenly, the rain like stopped, beating on my body of the rain also disappeared, so that I was on the verge of collapse Got a chance to breathe.

Immediately, I opened my fuzzy eyes, found that a pale little girl is holding an umbrella, quietly standing beside me, for me to block the downpour.

It is such a small umbrella, a sick girl seems to hold up a whole sky for me, her spirit is so resolute, every time in my most desperate moment, she can always appear in time for me to shelter from the wind and rain, give me the courage to face, give me hope.

Looking at this Qiqi who is full of infinite love for me, my broken heart is slowly getting better, not at least no longer so painful. At the moment, Qiqi, like an angel, gives me warmth, gives me light, and even gives me endless strength. In the invisible, she pulls my unstable body and heals my broken broken Heart, let me feel the true feelings of the world again, let me sink into the bottom of the abyss, found a kind of support, I can't help but reach out to hold Qiqi,

perhaps, my heart is too shaken, I want to find a support point to rely on, see Qiqi, I almost nothing to care about, directly rushed to her body, involuntarily hugged her At the moment, I need to rely on too much, otherwise, I may fall when the wind blows, and Qiqi is like a life-saving straw to me, I caught her to let myself not fall.

For my impolite behavior, Qiqi didn't push me away, she just quietly held an umbrella for me, no words, no movement,

I was soaked all over. As soon as I touched Qiqi's body, she let her body tremble. However, Qiqi didn't say a word and let me hold her. She was always very casual to me and would not refuse me or blame me Blame me, in her body, I feel warm love. It's a love that my empty heart needs most.

Feel this invisible love, let my mood more and more ups and downs, let my emotion more and more unscrupulous, as a man, but I take a weak little girl as dependence, even, when I hug Qiqi, I can't help sobbing. In front of her, I showed my most vulnerable side without any scruples. I didn't need to disguise or deliberately be strong. We hugged each other like this. Until the rain stopped, I gradually returned from despair to reality, and my brain gradually recovered.

Qiqi seemed to feel that I was getting better. She patted me on the back and asked me softly in my ear: "how is it? Is it better?"

Qiqi's voice was a little trembling, as if she was held by me like this, very uncomfortable, but she did not say anything, now, she opened her mouth, immediately I felt her discomfort, so, I quickly released her, embarrassed looking at Qiqi, a face apologetic said: "that one, is really sorry, I lost my temper!"

Release her, I found that Qiqi because of me, the body is also wet, but, she seems not to mind my hug, just indifferent to say: "it doesn't matter, you do not forget the girl like this?"It seems that Qiqi is also cold. When she finished her speech, she coughed softly and looked like paper. However, even if she was ill, the person she cared about was still me. Seeing her accompany me like this, I was a little ashamed. Qiqi had done more than everything to me. However, after a period of venting, my state was much better, and my heart had changed So, in the face of Qiqi who always cared for me, I straightened my chest and said to her sonorously: "I didn't forget before, but from now on, I will forget.

My voice represents my determination. For Ziyi's feelings, I can't drag my feet any more. This will only make me sink deeper and deeper. I really want to say goodbye to the past completely. I can't be entangled any more. No matter what Ziyi thinks of me, I have to kill Fudong. Even if the whole world thinks it's a fantasy, I still have to keep this belief, This is the deepest and greatest hatred in my heart. It's something I have to do. Even if I have this life, I will not hesitate.

Qiqi heard my determination, can't help but show a happy smile, as if he just like my confident look, rather than immersed in the past love. Although, this time she did not speak to persuade me, but her smile can always infect me, let me recover lost confidence, restore the usual attitude, calm face to the future life.

Then, I said to Qiqi in a deep voice: "OK, now I'm ok. Let's go down. It's chilly here. Your clothes are wet. Go back and change them quickly. Don't get cold!"

Qiqi gently Er, followed me downstairs, downstairs, I and Qiqi strolled in the campus, ready to send her back to the dormitory, on the way, Qiqi also focused on telling me, said she heard some wind, Fu family is planning to deal with me, let me always be careful.

From what Qiqi and I said, I can tell that she is very concerned about my affairs. Especially after knowing that after last night, she specially sent four experts to secretly protect me. If it was not for Lenghan's task to guard her, she would even send me Lenghan. However, she also said that once I need it, Lenghan can be used for me at any time. Qiqi has done enough for me. I don't know how to repay her. It's too polite to say thank you. She can only sincerely say to her, "well, I know. Don't worry about it."

I didn't tell Qiqi that I vowed to kill Fudong. She has tried her best for my business. I really can't rely on her all the time. Therefore, I don't want to trouble her too much. I will find another way to solve the revenge.

I sent Kiki to the door of her dormitory, and I said goodbye to her. Then I went to my bedroom alone.

At this time, I don't know why my heart felt empty again. When I was with Qiqi, I didn't seem to have any other ideas. But as soon as I left her, I suddenly had such a feeling of loss. This hidden pain can only be filled with her. It is very delicate.

Do you think I like her? Impossible, this idea was directly eliminated by me. I have just left from the shadow of Ziyi. If I say I like Qiqi now, I will say that I am empathetic. Qiqi will also think that I am a flower. If I like it, I will put her in my heart.

So, I buried this faint sense of loss deeply. From this moment on, my goal is hand edge Fudong. In order to achieve this goal, I keep working hard. However, the gap between me and him is not so big, and the resources I can use are too limited. It's really hard to deal with him. I even want to find my father He tried to find a way for me, or, by his hand, helped me solve this problem.

In retrospect, my father hasn't given me any news since he talked to me on the phone last time. Maybe, my father is in trouble in dealing with Buddha. Therefore, he hasn't come forward to help me or try to find a way for me. In this case, I'm sorry to trouble my father any more, but I can only rely on myself My present strength is really difficult to achieve the goal, and I am in a dilemma at the moment.

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