Chapter 301

At last, my energy was exhausted and I was exhausted.

When I was in a coma, I was completely lost. In the scene like a dream but not a dream, I still fought with my brothers in blood. The blood was flowing out from me and my brothers. And I, again and again, hovered on the edge of death. My body feeling was so real, my heart was turbulent, but with deep pain I experienced a lot of scenes like dreams but not dreams. The scenes were in the wireless reincarnation. I was immersed in them for a long time. I couldn't extricate myself. Although it was a nightmare, I couldn't wake up.

Hazy, I suddenly feel that someone is calling me by my side. The sound is too familiar. My heart is touched. I can hear it. It is the call from my favorite woman. It is the woman who makes me feel the love for the first time. Her voice makes my soul slowly return to my body. Gradually, I wake up from the chaos Come on.

After I woke up, I found myself lying in a hospital bed. The room was empty. I couldn't look at the white ceiling. My mind was blank. As if it is like amnesia in general, or is not willing to recall, eyes empty, facial expression.

After a while, a figure walked into the ward. His beautiful and delicate appearance reminded me of the memories I didn't want to recall. The man who came in was my best brother, Shen Muchen.

However, at the moment, Shen Muchen has lost his former demeanor. He has also suffered a lot of injuries, and his body looks very weak. His mood looks very heavy. When he sees me wake up, he doesn't feel excited. He just asks politely, "Arlo, are you awake? How are you feeling? Do you need to call a doctor? "

I shook my head in a daze, indicating that he did not want to, because I felt that the most uncomfortable thing was not my body, but my heart, a kind of unspeakable pain and irreparable injury. From the moment I saw Shen Muchen, I immediately felt like an electric shock. The whole person trembled, and the chaotic brain was connected. In my mind, cruel pictures began to emerge Now outstanding brother's face, the deepest memory is Chen Haoran's resolute face.

At this moment, I have slowly remembered all, remember that bloody night, so many bloody scenes, so many painful voices. If Chen Haoran did not block the fatal knife for me, then the person who died would be me. Every word he said in my arms before he died, I will remember it in my heart. The picture of his death has been fixed in my mind No, it has become my indelible memory.

After a long time of deep pain, I slowly regained my consciousness and asked about Shen Muchen's current situation. Shen Muchen told me everything. It turned out that I had been in a coma for two days. In these two days, the organization had undergone tremendous changes.

It was because of the war that night that we lost a lot. More than 500 people were seriously injured. All of them are still lying in hospital beds for self-cultivation. After the other personnel were scattered, what made me sad was that they all ran away. What kind of brotherhood became a bubble when the danger came. Maybe, I should understand them, after all, human life Only once, no one wants to die. Now I look at it and understand it. I don't blame them at all. In this way, I realize that those people can really stay, and I don't need to be screened by myself. Or, I will be frustrated in the future.

However, since I have looked at it, my numb heart doesn't care. However, the number of people who have died, including Chen Haoran, has killed 17 people, which is a terrible number for us.

In the city's recent years of underworld fighting, the day before yesterday's war is the most sensational, it is the largest in recent years, the number of injured as much as 500, the death toll of 17 people, more than 1500 escaped, since our establishment, no matter how big the crisis, no matter how much damage, at least, no one died, no one has been a deserter But this time, seventeen people died at one time. It was just a devastating blow. The organization of the attack was crumbling and my heart was breaking.

At the same time, the battle also shocked the whole city. It was impossible to suppress it. Fortunately, director Zhuang was a big tree. In my face, he did not arrest our injured brother. He just took notes every day according to the rules. After all, we suffered accidents in our own field. Our behavior is justifiable defense, and the other party is really afraid Terrorists. But because the flower Lord also has the support, therefore, the police also can't move them, simply arrested several people to act like, immediately, immediately released the kind.

In the end, we lost the battle. If Xie Yu didn't come to support us in time, we would have been wiped out. Now, although the organization has not been destroyed, it has become a real name, and it has become completely infamous. It has been rumored that we are vulnerable, and we can't refute their rumors, because we are really fragile Weak, really vulnerable existence.Even Chen Haoran, the leader of the hall, was easily killed in the battle. My eldest brother was lucky enough to recover his life. Who can organize the League to have confidence? Therefore, after the war, the brothers were inevitably beaten, lost their morale and became disheartened. Many brothers were quietly quitting. Yan Ran, such a large organization became the end of its tether, and the fate of dissolution would happen at any time.

Our group of hot blooded youths are full of longing. Those who throw away their blood want to break into a world, let their own youth regret, let others admire, but who could have thought that the organization of our faith would be so vulnerable, which completely broke the confidence of brothers, thus making the organizational change extremely unstable. On the other hand, it also gave us fatal economic At present, the medical expenses of the brothers are astronomical. In addition to the number of deaths, they should be subsidized 200000 per person according to the rules. That is to say, after the battle, the strength of the organization and the economy are in difficulties.

For this sad reality, Shen Muchen's voice was hoarse. He didn't expect that things would develop to such a serious level. After listening to his words, my heart pain became more and more profound, and my guilty mood rolled up violently. When I stayed in the Bai family, the organization was still developing in an orderly and vigorous manner. But as soon as I came back, I was very happy It brought disaster to the organization. When I think of it, I'm the one to blame for everything. If it wasn't for me, Haoran would not have died and the organization would not have been destroyed. My sin is really too great.

With extremely hoarse voice, I entrusted Shen Muchen to replace me to appease the dead and injured brothers and ask him to apologize to each of them on my behalf. However, Shen Muchen didn't think it was my fault for my self blame. He said that if a gang wants to develop, it will face countless crises. Without life and death experience, we can't be strong. Shen Muchen also said that the root of this failure, at the same time, is the biggest defect of our organization, that is, the combat effectiveness of its members is too low.

Indeed, as Shen Muchen said, this aspect is indeed our weakness. He once said the key point. The organization is organized by students. It is OK to deal with ordinary gangsters. We can feel that their strength is very strong, just like the last battle against the Xuanwu association or this time's flower Lord. Compared with our combat effectiveness, our combat effectiveness is almost weak. We have come to the conclusion that the organization is a student organization In the main force or students, we usually lack of exercise, and have less experience in life and death war. It is inevitable that we can not fight the warriors who gallop on the battlefield. This is the biggest reason why we are vulnerable.

Don't mention our brothers. Even at the top of the organization, in addition to my own strength, other people, such as crab and Haoran, used to be very good at school, but out of society, it's nothing at all. There are people outside the people, and there are days outside the world. So, even if we are united, even if we are not afraid of death, in the end Still vulnerable. This incident really gave us a bloody lesson, let me deeply understand a truth, want to make the organization really strong, not only need to have loyalty and courage, but also have a strong own strength, want to let brothers not be hurt, we must let the brothers become strong themselves.

However, it seems too late to regret now. Now, the organization is really in a desperate situation. Do we have the capital to continue to struggle?

At this moment, I was confused and confused from the heart. However, more guilt and self blame led to the death of the organization and the sacrifice of my good brother, Chen Haoran. The pain was deeply engraved in my heart, and my heart gradually began to be indifferent and merciless.

Unconsciously, Shen Muchen and I talked for a long time about the defects of the organization and the plan for future development. Then, he left the ward and went to work. Next, another person came in, Xie Yu.

After she came in, she didn't care about my injury at the first time. Instead, she criticized me with dissatisfaction: "sulo, how many times have I told you that you almost lost your life on this road, you know? Now you not only hurt yourself, but also hurt your brothers. By now, you should understand the cruelty of this road. If you wake up, listen to me and get out of here

Although Xie Yu's words came from Xie Yu's mouth, I felt that the people behind the scenes said it to me. Although I knew that she meant well, I didn't appreciate it, or I didn't listen to it at all. Then, I raised my head and resolutely said to her, "I know you are for my good. You saved me. I thank you from the bottom of my heart. But now, you don't need anything After that, don't try to persuade me. Since I have chosen this road, I will keep going. Even if I die, I will not regret it, because I will certainly repay my brother's revenge, and I want those people to pay for it! "

My words, out of the mouth, from the heart, are from the bottom of my heart to say to Xie Yu. I also hope that she can tell the person behind the scenes for me, so that she will not hinder me. Before I fell into a coma, I made up my mind to avenge my brother even if I die. I can't let Chen Haoran die in vain, I can't let them die with their eyes closed, even if it's beyond their ability, even if it's self indulgence I'll do it. I'll take revenge with my best ability.

After listening to me, Xie Yu frowned more tightly and his words became sharper"Sulo, how can your brain be one track minded? Tell me what to take to revenge now? What are you fighting with Hua Ye? Not to mention looking for Buddha. This time I help you because they have attacked my territory. I'm a famous teacher. I don't need to tell you that the person who really wants to deal with you is the Buddha. Because of you, my boss has already offended him. The Buddha has put pressure on us. Let me tell you, even if my boss does it himself, he may not be able to fight him So she can't win even if she helps you. You'd better die! "

I can tell from Xie Yu's words that the boss she said must be the person behind the scenes in the sports car. I also know that they are really helping me now. I just heard Shen Muchen say that during the two days of my coma, Xie Yu also sent a master to take care of me outside the ward, that is, people who are afraid of Buddha will come to the hospital to attack me secretly, in case of any accident. It can be seen that the person behind the scenes really doesn't want me to die!

It's really hard to predict the world. It changes so fast. I clearly remember that when I took this road, it was to protect the people I loved most that I went to deal with Xie Yu. But in a twinkling of an eye, everything changed. Because my favorite person offended a huge thing, Xie Yu, who was my enemy, saved me and protected me in turn.

It's ridiculous to think about it. My life is really full of drama, but it's a tragedy that doesn't let the audience cry. I am the hero in this tragedy. I hurt others, but also hurt myself. I stumble, ups and downs, and I still can't escape the tragic fate.

After a long pause, I slowly opened my mouth to Xie Yu and said, "Xie Yu, I thank you again for saving me and your kindness. But even if I can't measure myself, I will never retreat again. This revenge, I will repay you!"

My obsession is deeply rooted. Even if I really die this time, I can't abandon my big hatred and live a life. I can't do such a thing. I'm such a stubborn person. No one can shake my decision now, even my father can't.

I also understand Xie Yu's advice. When he advised me to leave, he was just worried that I would lose my life. But I think her boss behind the scenes would never want me to be a shrinking villain. I remember Xie Yu said to me before that the people behind the scenes would not show up to see me because of my poor image in her mind. So, if I want to prove myself, I have to face the reality bravely. I really don't Can do a shrinking head tortoise again, I want to through repeated setbacks, more and more brave, even if died, also have no regrets.

But Xie Yu saw that I was so stubborn that she could not persuade me. She didn't say anything more. She just shook her head and said, "in this case, you can do it yourself!"

With that, she turned and left.

Looking at Xie Yu's leaving, my heart was filled with sadness. Although I said it was certain that I would take revenge, I knew in my heart what the gap was between myself and others. Let alone the Buddha. From now on, even the flower Lord has become an existence that I can't hope for. I want to revenge now. I really have no heart.

My organization has basically collapsed. At present, it is impossible for me to deal with Hua Wushang quickly. It seems that I can only ask for reinforcements, but who will help me? Xie Yu's behind the scenes is obviously impossible. Just now Xie Yu's meaning has become very obvious. Even if she has the ability, she can't offend the famous Buddha in three provinces for me If so, she will be too busy to set fire to herself.

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