Chapter 279

When I said this, my voice was already hoarse. If I didn't try to control my emotions, I'm afraid I would cry. I really can't figure out why Ziyi became like this. I always thought that no matter how much mistakes I made, Ziyi would forgive me. She couldn't marry someone else directly without even breaking up with me I'm really sick.

All my pain fell into Ziyi's eyes. She heard my question, and her expression was constantly changing. It could be seen that her heart was not well. After a long time, she said coldly to me: "because you are a liar, I don't want to wait for you any more, and I don't want to hear your explanation. I've already made an oath, and you and I are here. So, you go! "

when she said the last three words, Ziyi said a special resolution, and there was no room for discussion. Although Ziyi didn't hide the relationship between me and her in this public, her reply and her resolution were enough to destroy my indestructible heart, which made me feel worse than death.

I'm not that kind of shameless person, I have dignity, I have the bottom line, especially in the treatment of love, I am extremely sensitive, I can change my character for the so-called love, the feelings between us were once indestructible, but now, the world changes, the feelings between me and Ziyi, go around and go back to the most painful state, Ziyi and It turned into a cold iceberg, refusing me thousands of miles away, but this time, for Ziyi not to continue to deeply misunderstand me, I can put down the dignity of bullshit, put down everything, just to get her forgiveness.

So, even though Ziyi was so indifferent to me, I still licked my face. Under the attention of all the people, I said to her in agony: "Ziyi, I didn't cheat you. You really misunderstood me. You left me without listening to my explanation. Do you still remember that you were willing to wait for me for so long, no matter how big a mistake I made, you will always Forgive me, this time, even if I'm wrong, but I'm also forced, you should listen to my explanation, even if you hate me, blame me, you should also give me a chance to reform, even if you don't give me this opportunity, listen to my explanation next time! But why do you want to be so cruel and marry others directly? We have already agreed that we should stay together for the rest of our lives. Don't you forget? "

my voice was indescribable desolate, as if my heart had been taken away. So painful, I showed all the feelings I buried in my heart, so sincere, but still didn't move Ziyi. She looked at me with despair. After listening to my heartbreaking speech, she finally gave out the saddest voice "As you said, people change, so do I. At the beginning, it is because I forgive again and again, will connive at your mischief, you make mistakes, can not be forgiven, said Frank relative where, Suluo, I really don't know how much you have to hide from me, please don't be too arrogant, don't think everyone can't leave you, I tell you, the earth without you, can still turn, I leave you, too Still can be happy, now, I have found my true love, you are also a character, but if you have some self-knowledge, please leave here quickly, do not disturb my wedding! "

although Ziyi's voice is bitter and astringent, her words are still so unfeeling. Obviously, she has been completely hurt by me and has no intention to forgive me. As soon as her words are finished, a middle-aged woman suddenly stands up from the stage, pointing to me and saying," boy, my nephew's daughter-in-law has nothing to do with you. What do you mean if you are still fighting here Get out of here. Don't be shameless! "

in addition to those old acquaintances, I only knew Ziyi. The woman who had just spoken seemed to be Fu Dong's aunt. I didn't listen to her words at all. Only Ziyi was in my eyes. With the woman's shouting, the audience in the audience started to tease. They also understood that I, the ex boyfriend of the bride, was going to get married Li, but I make ordinary people's wedding still said in the past, now, I'm making the wedding of Buddha's son, which is equivalent to hitting the muzzle of a gun.

What makes me strange is that, as the son of the Buddha, the future helmsman of the Fu family, Fu Dong, the leading actor and bridegroom officer on the scene, has been standing on the stage without saying a word from the beginning to the end. His eyes look very calm and his expression is not startled. He is not very old, but he feels very like a city government, which makes people catch him for a while The more you look at it, the more you feel panic. This kind of person's mind is often the deepest.

I make a big fuss about his wedding. If he hands at me immediately, I still feel normal, but he just stands beside me quietly, which makes me feel very uneasy. There is a smell of conspiracy, and I increasingly feel that this is not simple. Therefore, seeing Ziyi so heartless, my heart is tearing at the same time, but with deep doubts, I suddenly put out my hand, straight Fu Dong asked Ziyi "Ziyi, tell me the truth. Are you forced to marry him? Is he using any means for you, right? Tell me, I can fix it. With me here, you don't have to be afraid! "

when I said this, I was holding the last glimmer of hope. Even if the whole world betrayed me, I didn't care. But Ziyi's abandonment of me was really unacceptable. I can't believe that the pure Ziyi would empathize and fall in love with men other than me, which is absolutely impossible. I know that she must have Ziyi's difficulties.But to my disappointment, I didn't get the answer I wanted. My last hope was completely crushed. Ziyi was so angry because of my words. She waved away my hand directly and yelled at me:

"Suluo, are you sick? Do you really think you are great? Can you be arrogant? You are just a little rascal. This is not a place for you to be wild. I also ask you not to be too self indulgent. I have no feeling for you. The person I love now is Fu Dong. Please stop pestering me, OK? "

for the first time, Xu Nan spoke to me in this tone. She was so fierce and cruel that she even defended Gao Jiawei and belittled me in front of so many people. It was like I pointed to Gao Jiawei, which was an insult to that person. Xu Nan did not allow me to do so and I was not allowed to insult the man she loved. She defended other men just as she did for me.

All of a sudden, I feel like a joke, I just even hope, have a fluke psychology, I also want to save this love, I still don't want to believe, we have experienced countless hardships, the final indestructible love will be so vulnerable. But the fact is so cruel, this moment, purple really become I do not know.

Her change made my heart ache, my nerves numb, and my eyes became empty, as if everything in front of me was nothing. When I was dead, Ziyi's indifferent voice came into my ears:

"Suluo, you'd better wake up and not immerse in the past. People like you who are selfish and regardless of others are not worthy to give me Together, in your eyes, all day long there is hatred, every day you know to fight and kill. For your purpose, you leave me aside and ignore me. I hook three times and four times on my back. I've got a big belly. Do you think it's worth me to wait for you? Look, we had feelings before, I will let Fu Dong not investigate your responsibility, for my happiness, also for your safety, you'd better go! "

before, Ziyi could say that I was completely injured. At this moment, after hearing Ziyi's words, I was completely collapsed, as if I had not survived. Even though I was strong in my heart, I couldn't bear such a blow. Especially, the words came from Ziyi, who was always gentle and gentle, which was more painful than a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

My red eyes, at this moment, finally shed tears of despair, but in a moment, I became like a madman, and suddenly gave out a silly smile, which was sad and terrible. The laughter reverberated throughout the villa. After a moment, I stopped giggling, and then, yelled at Ziyi crazily:

"yes, you are right, I did not before Know what is love, but after so much experience with you, I reflect, I also understand, I just know, what is love. After you broke up with me for the first time, I really thought that your love for me was too fragile, but then your various behaviors made me understand that your love for me is indestructible. You waited for me again and again, believed me, lived for me, and died for me. I felt it all. But because of the deep feeling, I gave you the same love.

I know that I'm not good enough in many places, and I neglect you a lot. But that's because I'm not strong enough. I can't protect you, so I have to let you wait for me in a safe place. But it's not that I don't love you and don't want you, but I don't want to be tied to you because of my business. I'm going to wait for me to step down all the difficulties, and then come back to pick you up You're a big surprise.

You say I'm a jerk, but do you know why I became a jerk? I am all for you, I just want to clear the barriers between us, so I have to embark on this road. I admit that during the time when I was separated from you, I did have something to do with other girls, but I never thought of betraying you. Some things are really beyond my control, but my heart to you has never changed.

For you, I can be reckless, for you, I can give up everything, you say I am selfish, only for their own sake, but you have thought about me, all I do is because of you, for me, as long as I am with you, no matter how much cost, I am satisfied, you know?

I don't know what happened to you in the past three months, but I can tell you clearly that I have never let you down in the past three months. It is because I have been worried about you that I have grown up rapidly just to see you as soon as possible. As soon as I came back, I didn't have a meal. I just wanted to apologize to you. I wanted to explain everything to you. I just wanted to ask you to forgive me. But I got the news of your marriage when I came. The news struck me like a thunderbolt and smashed me to pieces.

Ziyi, you can beat me and scold me, but you can't deny my love for you, because I really love you. However, I have self-knowledge, I know that I can not save you, then I do not need to rely on here, and will not disturb your pursuit of happiness, since this is your choice, I fully respect you, I wish you a happy new marriage! "

at the end of the day, my voice was shaking and my tears were completely uncontrollable. If I didn't say these words, my body would suffocate. But now I say them, my body is much more comfortable. Although my heart has vented and people are also depressed, I also get the understanding.At this moment, the whole hall fell into silence, and the huge manor fell into the open silence again. No one spoke, not even the discussion. The sky seemed to be accompanied by my depressed mood. All of a sudden, it was overcast and it was going to rain. I suddenly realized that my efforts in the past three months were futile, and the things I pursued were in vain Become the most pitiful person in the world.

Even so, I didn't fall down, especially, I couldn't fall down in front of them and asked them to see my jokes. After that, I didn't care about anyone present or Ziyi's suitable mood. I just moved my own steps slowly and slowly down from the stage.

However, just as I was walking out a few steps, suddenly, a soul stirring voice sounded: "when is this a place where you can come and go if you want? “

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