Chapter 164

After the decision, I took Luo Ziyi to have a meal with Shen Muchen and a group of good brothers headed by Chen Haoran. They had a meal and a drink. Then I arranged for them to find the whereabouts of Luo's mother. After that, I said goodbye to them, packed up my bags and set foot on the way home. Liu Qianxue takes care of Luo Ziyi in the school. I have nothing to worry about. Before leaving, I have to tell her to protect Luo Ziyi well and not to let her get hurt. Liu Qianxue reassures me again and again.

Originally, I wanted to take Luo Ziyi back to my hometown, but Luo Ziyi said that she wanted to find a job to train herself, and she could also inquire about her mother's whereabouts. On second thought, she was right, and if she came back with me, it would be quite boring here. So I left by myself,

the next day, at noon, I was a servant all the way All day long, I finally returned to my hometown.

In the past two years, my old house has not changed much, but because of the flowers and plants, and a few caged birds, it seems more lively. I know that my father is still used to living here. For him, such a quiet place is more comfortable than any other place.

However, now that I return to this long lost home, my mood has become very complicated. On the surface, I have fulfilled my original dream, found my lost dignity in school, unified the school and achieved myself. But in fact, I was not as happy as expected. Some unknown things happened suddenly and caught me by surprise.

With a complex heart, I went into the yard, into the house, in the lobby, I did not see my father, but the black and white photos on the wall, but attracted my eyes, the photos, my mother gently smile, beautiful face, no trace of dust. However, the more I look at this photo, the more I feel that she and mother Luo are very similar, just like a person. Involuntarily, my mind floated over the charitable face of mother Luo. Thinking of the days when she was with her, she was so brave to leave Luo Ziyi and left alone.

Thinking of this, my heart can not help but a burst of grief, feeling for a long time, I went back to my room to tidy up, and then looked for my father everywhere, the whole room was searched, also did not see my father, I simply opened the back door, found that my father was lying on the rocking chair in the backyard, leisurely and leisurely, as soon as I came, his idle cloud and wild crane look recovered immediately "Alo, come back!" he said

My father's hair is still gray, but it doesn't look old at all. On the contrary, it gives him endless momentum. Seeing him, I feel more and more incompetent. I walked up to my father, lowered my head and said softly, "Well!"

I feel like I've done something wrong. My father's eyes immediately found my abnormality. He suddenly frowned and stood up suddenly. Then he stretched out his hand, arranged my clothes for me, patted my shoulder, and said very seriously: "Arlo, I remember you said to me when you came back that you would go back home after you raised your eyebrows and exhaled. Is your plan failed What's the accident? Talk to Dad

Listen to my father say so, I suddenly feel a good grievance, perhaps, a person outside again strong, but back home, in the face of their closest relatives, in the face of the great mountain of father, can not help but show their most vulnerable side, I grow up again, in front of my father, I am still a small child.

At this moment, my father stood in front of me, such care for me, care for me, I finally can't bear to pretend to be strong, in a moment, I became a love coquettish child, tears directly from my eyes slide out, I raised my head, tearful looking at my father, tone full of endless sadness, from the heart of his heart called out: "Dad!"

A word, as if to say all the grievances in my heart, voice choking non-stop, all the strong, in this moment disappeared. I let go of my body and mind, into my father's arms, crying like a child, a child not yet swaddling as desolate.

I thought that after so much training, I have improved my strength and changed my body and mind. I have become a real man. I can really stand up to the sky, but I can go around and go back home. Facing my father, I find that I am still that ignorant child, still so fragile. Compared with my father, I am really too small, I will All the pain and heartache in my heart. All poured out, in my father's arms heartily released.

And in the face of my catharsis, my father did not say a word, stood up quietly, gave me a generous embrace, let me heartily rely on, all the grievances and sadness are in this silent.

After a long time, I just cried happily, the collapse mood also gradually eased down, at this time, my father just let me go, and then used his hand to wipe away the tears on my face, and then, with the magnetic father's love, said to me: "come on, what's going on?"

My father's tone is full of self-confidence, as if to him, the big thing is not a thing, this full of confidence, gave me a great sense of security. I know that no matter what I have, he will help me solve it. However, this matter is indeed a very oppressive thing, it is a broken matter in emotion, it is really hard to speak.After hesitating for a long time, I told my dad everything after Xie Yu appeared. When I talked about the person behind the scene, I described her as terrible and terrible. However, my father didn't care at all. For him, he didn't care about that person even if it was God. What he cared about was my feelings.

After listening to my words, he could not help but sit back on that rocking chair. He lit a cigarette and said slowly, "I'm worthy of being my son. Even my emotional frustration is the same as me!"

With that, he gazed at the city of the sky with his deep eyes and fell into meditation. I really didn't think of it. I mainly talked about the people behind the scenes and how she blocked me. But my father's focus was on my feelings. Most importantly, my feelings seemed to arouse his memories. His eyes were full of stories once again.

However, as far as I know, my father should only love my mother, so in his memory now, does my mother's face appear? Is what he thinks is about my mother? In other words, what he just said about his emotional frustration is that he and my mother were the same as me? Thinking of these, I can't help but ask my father what setbacks he suffered in love before. My father was still staring at the sky. After a long time, he began to say, "because your mother and I were like you now, blocked everywhere?"

In the next few days, my dad told me a little bit about him and my mother.

It turned out that my mother was forcibly taken away by her family. Although my father was a cow, he couldn't do it in the face of my mother's family. He could only watch my mother be taken away and leave him. What my father can do is to hope and hope that one day in the future, my mother will come back to look for him. My mother has always been a wound in my father's heart. My father watched my mother be taken away by his parents. The most sad thing is that he didn't even resist, let alone fight for it. Therefore, he heard that I had a tiring experience with him, which triggered his memories for many years. He knew that this kind of love was so painful that he could not help it He had already suffered a pain, and he didn't want me to bear it again. Therefore, for those who obstructed me, my father said that he would help me eradicate it.

It's just that my original intention to go home is not to be a beaten child, and then go home to complain to my father, so that he can teach the person who hit me. I don't want my father to get involved in those troubles. Now life is what he always wants. He just enjoys this peaceful life. I don't want him to fall into disputes again.

I came back to my father just to ask for his advice and advice. My dad is one of those generals who are fighting in the battlefield. If he wants to give me advice, he obviously finds the wrong person. He has no mind to think about it. For him, if he wants to find out the people behind the scenes, he can directly beat the other party and force them out. My father's famous saying is that he can move his hands and try not to use his brain.

My father's character is a kind of strong type. Because I know my father's character, I don't want him to take charge of this matter in person. I'm afraid that he will make things worse and worse. I come home to him, and I don't want to discuss it. I want to tell him that I want to mix up, and then use my own strength to find out the person who makes trouble for me behind the scenes. I want those who play with me and look down on me and look up to me. I think all people who know me know that his son, Su Qiyao, has his own skills and strength.

That's what I want to discuss with my dad when I go home. It's only between my thoughts that I'm not going back or not. My purpose is to listen to my father's opinion. Of course, what I want to hear more is my father's opinion.

When my father was silent, I would like to go to work in the future. Of course, a college degree is my dad's regret for many years.

But now, when he heard this, he was in a dilemma. At the same time, he also understood that my life was doomed to be restless. In other words, as his son of Su Qiyao, I couldn't live a quiet life like a normal person. He also knew that studying hard and graduating smoothly was not suitable for me My father thought about it for a long time, and finally agreed with me.

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