Chapter 131

But in front of this person, is not my friend, but my big enemy, see her this moment, my confused brain suddenly sober up. I can't forget her humiliation to me, their conspiracy to kidnap Luo Ziyi, and Fang Qing's sacrifice. I didn't take the initiative to go to them, because I haven't found a chance. I can't imagine that she dare to appear in front of me now.

I subconsciously swept around and found that little sister did not take any people. So, I stare at her, glared, gritted my teeth and asked, "you dare to appear in front of me, are you afraid of death?"

Look at me like this, little sister is not afraid at all. She poured a glass of wine and then she drank it again. Then, she looked at me indifferently and said, "why should I be afraid? Because I know that you dare not move me."

I hate to be threatened. At this time, I held out my hand and held the bottle tightly. To be honest, I wanted to hold the bottle and give her a good time. But at this time, little sister said, "although I don't go to school, I haven't hidden. If you really want to revenge me, it's easy to find it, but you don't!"

This word, all of a sudden stabbed in my heart, she said right, I did not look for her. It's not because I gave up. Now I have no leisure time to take care of too much, but that doesn't mean that this matter can be written off.

But now the little sister appears in front of me, my heart's anger can't help rising, I continue to stare at her fiercely, indifferently said: "that's because I didn't have time before, now you take the initiative to find the door, do you think I will let you go?"

After listening to my words, the little sister was still not afraid. Instead, she laughed and said, "is it? I don't think you will move me. I already know you now. If you really want to kill me, I would have died last time, but you didn't do it! "

After that, she also looked at me directly. Her eyes made me feel uncomfortable. To tell the truth, I really don't want to provoke little sister again. To kill her, I won't, and there is no need. But I'll make a fool of myself. She belongs to the type of vindictive. As long as she is wronged, she will double to others.

I was not afraid of what she did to me. I was afraid that she would take the people around me again. So, I thought carefully, and finally I loosened the wine bottle. I didn't want to provoke her any more. So I calmed down for a moment and said slowly, "tell me what you want from me!"

Hearing this, little sister did not immediately answer, but continued to drink a glass of wine, and then whispered back: "it's OK, just suddenly saw you, so came over!"

Her manner seems to take a touch of sadness, but I did not pity the heart, I cold stare at her, helpless said: "I am familiar with you?"

Little sister stares at the cup in her hand and says, "maybe you are not familiar with me, but I am familiar with you, especially with love."

This time the little sister, eyes are particularly sincere, no malicious, give me a little confused, in front of this woman or I know the little sister? What I did to her, she hated me so much. How could she not see the slightest hatred from her now? Did she realize it?

When I was puzzled, my little sister talked with me from the bottom of my heart, just like talking to herself. No matter whether I want to hear it or not, she has been talking all the time, telling her past things, saying that she was also a sunny girl. However, since she was taken away by a heartless man in the third year of senior high school, her character has become distorted, especially in the Emotionally, boyfriends are like changing clothes. It wasn't until after she went to college that she was restrained.

For a woman like her, she also hopes to be respected by others and enjoy a superior life. Therefore, she will hook up with Chen Haoran. She only wants to find a support to let others recognize her. What little sister can't tolerate is that others don't give her face. At the beginning, it was because I inadvertently interfered in Fang Qing's affairs, which made her lose face in the eyes of her subordinates, so she would retaliate me crazily.

Of course, what made little sister angry was that I found a beggar to insult her. I cheated her feelings, which made her feel humiliated and reminded her of her feelings of being cheated in high school. She was so angry that she wanted to commit suicide. Finally, she did not commit suicide, because she was not willing to die. She chose to lie on her salary and try to be brave and ready for revenge.

She hated me for being a hypocrite, especially when she knew that I was in love with the school girl. However, when I went to the party alone for Luo Ziyi, and later, when she saw that Luo Ziyi had taken the aphrodisiac, she would rather commit suicide than be humiliated. Only when she found out that there was true love in the world, but she did not meet it.

Therefore, when Chen Haoran had to deal with me regardless of her life and death, although she told her that she knew that I would not move her and that she was safe and sound in the end, the relationship between her and Chen Haoran had been split up and had not been contacted for many days. Maybe it was Fang Qing who was willing to sacrifice for me and influenced her. Now she has changed. She is no longer willing to degenerate and has become a normal person.After listening to her story, I was also a little touched. I really didn't think that my own behavior could save a girl who had fallen down. But after listening to her story, my heart was even more painful. Especially when I heard little sister say that she envied the vigorous love between Fang Qing and me, my heart was like a thousand arrows through my heart. I could not help but think of Fang Qing, who had passed away from the world The bottle began to drink.

When I couldn't breathe, I just let go. Tears came with heartache. I shook my head and said in pain: "what's the use of love? Love is doomed to be unable to be together. Who can understand my pain?"

Speaking of this, my mouth has choked, alcohol paralysis also hit the whole body, I suddenly the world was shaking violently, and little sister seemed to recognize the meaning of my words. She looked at me quickly and asked, "what do you mean, aren't you with Fang Qing?"

When she said this, my heart was more sour, and tears could not stop flowing down. It seemed that at this moment, the little sister was not my enemy, but the only one I could talk to. I took advantage of the drunkenness to spit out my heart: "I always want to be with her in my dreams, never separate, but God just likes to tease me, Fang Qing, she has left, this kind of Yin Who can understand the pain of separation of Yang? "

With that, I took another gulp of wine. In the noisy atmosphere, I continued to shout: "I really don't understand why God has to fight against me. From childhood to adulthood, I want to do myself well. I have never done anything harmful to nature. Even if I did, it was forced to be helpless. Even to you, I wake up at the most critical moment, I didn't let the beggars invade you. I was more merciful to Chen Haoran. I didn't end his life directly, but what I got was Fang Qing's tragic death. Why and why? "

Said, my choking voice has stopped, tears more can not stop, little sister no words, still in inexplicable looking at me, and I continue to say the words in my heart: "I thought, I become stronger, can let people no longer bully me, can find my own things, find the lost love, but my idea is too naive, i Love always appears obstacles, I even a white autumn Yan do not dry, how can I get Luo Ziyi at ease.

I've tried my best. I've tried my best. I've thought about all the ways I should think about. I've done all the things I can do. But I still have no hope of winning tomorrow. At this time, I really have to admit how small I am. Cancan, after tomorrow, I will leave the city completely. I suddenly feel that I am living more and more and worse than before. Last time, I went home voluntarily, but this time, I will be forced. Ha ha

Finish saying, I even like crazy like a laugh, bitter and tears together. This is the emotional expression after venting. I feel that if I don't say it out, I will really suffocate. Really, these days, I have experienced too much, and I am really tired. I think I can try my best to have hope and laugh until the end. At the end, I find that all I have done is in vain.

I put down face, to please others, to accept Luo Ziyi's help, to do something I didn't want to do, but all of these didn't work. In the end, I still didn't go to Bai Qiuyan. He said a word casually, which was more than I tried to call. How could anyone outside know and understand this frustration!

However, speaking it out, I feel relaxed a lot, and my dull head also has a trace of soberness. I know that no matter what tomorrow is like, I will face it alone. Even if I know that there is no hope of winning, I will fight hard, because this is my character of Ye Zixuan, and I will never give up.

Thinking of this, I got up and left without saying goodbye to my little sister, as if there was no such person around me. I left by myself and stood at the door of the bar. The breeze swept my face and let my drunkenness dissipate a lot. My faith in my heart became more and more firm. Just when I wanted to take a taxi back to school, my little sister suddenly chased me out and called out to me:“ Ye Zixuan, I also took part in Fang Qing's affairs. I'm sorry for you, but let me make up for my fault. I can help you! "

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