Chapter 123

I didn't expect that she would come to see me, and inadvertently looked up at Luo Ziyi. At this time, she was safe, and there were some invisible scars on her forehead, which had been repaired. If I didn't look carefully, I couldn't see it at all. Seeing that she was safe and sound, I was relieved.

When I heard her say this, my heart suddenly thumped. In my mind, I suddenly remembered the warm and happy days when we were at luoziyi's house with mother Luo. I remembered what mother Luo and I said when I was leaving. I often went to their house and cooked delicious food for me. I think of myself in order to save Luo Ziyi alone into the tiger's den, I think of Luo Ziyi in order to let me escape, choose to sacrifice themselves.

I know, she knows my identity, but I have to deal with the matter of yuluo Ziyi. I can't escape. So I took the lunch box directly from her hand and said thank you. Then, I opened the incubator and ate it. The taste is still so familiar.

Half of the meal, my heart and sour up, I can not help but think of that period of carefree life, at that time we are so happy, our feelings are so pure, there is no trace of impurities.

But after all, this happiness can't go back. From Fang Qing's death, everything has changed, and everything can't go back to the past. I know that there is a gap between Luo Ziyi and me. In fact, from Fang Qing's departure, I have learned a truth that love does not need to be together, as long as that person's happiness is my greatest comfort.

Eating, my tears can't help but fall down, nose acid, so that the delicious food also changed the taste, eat for a long time, I will these meals with tears to eat together, and until this time, has been quietly watching me finish my meal Luo Ziyi, finally said: "we, can we talk?"

How to come can not hide, anyway, I should also face the reality, so, I am not entangled, said to Luo Ziyi: "go, let's go out for a walk!"

At this time, it was afternoon, the sun was hanging in the sky, shining on the whole land, and I came out for the first time in many days. The sun was particularly dazzling to me. Luo Ziyi and I walked on the path of the campus one after another. Seeing that I kept silent all the time, Luo Ziyi was no longer in the ink, so he directly said to me, "I should call you ye Zixuan now, It's solo

When I heard this, I didn't feel surprised. Luo Ziyi was a smart person. She clearly heard the conversation between me and Fang Qing that night. I also used her as a shield to hurt Fang Qing. But now, I'm down because of Fang Qing's affairs. She doesn't believe it any more. I don't want to hide anything from her. So, I directly and honestly replied, "still Call me ye Zixuan. I'm sorry, Ziyi. I've brought you into trouble. I shouldn't have lied to you! "

Luo Ziyi looked at me and laughed. She was reluctant to smile. Then, she said, "things are over. I don't have anything to do. Besides, everyone can't bear the past. I understand. I just want to know what you're going to do with Fang Qing's matter! "

Luo Ziyi's question really hit the nail on the head. What she cares about is still this. The relationship between me and her is hazy now. Fang Qinggang has just left, and I don't want to discuss this issue. I'm really afraid now. I dare not love. I don't want to hurt anyone else. My heart is really painful. But I still answered with righteous words: "I just want to be quiet now I don't want to think about anything! "

I want to draw a full stop with Luo Ziyi today. I want to end this delicate relationship with Luo Ziyi. However, I still hesitated. I really can't say that sentence. After listening to my words, Luo Ziyi's expression became more rigid. Her beautiful face, with deep sadness, her clear eyes, is somewhat hazy.

After a long pause, she said, "Ye Zixuan, you didn't say it, but I know what you mean. In this case, why did you provoke me at the beginning? Why did you treat me like that to me and my mother?"

Her strong voice has been broken down for a moment. I know that in front of a woman who has a good feeling for me, I firmly tell the story of myself and another woman. It is cruel to her. She is right. Since I can't forget that person in my heart, why should I provoke her? For her, this is also emotional deception.

I admit that at the moment when Fang Qing left me, I can't forget her. However, it's just that I feel guilty for her. It's not much that happened, which also makes me see a lot of things. Now I really like Luo Ziyi, but for her love, I don't expect to get her, just hope she is happy every day.

It's my fault, but I didn't mean to contact her or to be nice to her. Everything was a coincidence. It happened that Fang Qing and I met her when we said goodbye. It happened that her mother looked like my mother. It happened that I lacked maternal love since I was a child. All these things are too coincidental, but I can't use coincidence to perfunctory her, even if I said, she is not the same Will believe that, I hold for a long time, I just hoarse voice response way: "sorry!"

These three words directly made Luo Ziyi's body tremble, but she still stood still. She was really like mother Luo said. Under her seemingly strong appearance, there was a fragile heart. She had no shoulder to rely on. She was wronged and unhappy. She could only carry it alone and bear it silently.She eased for a long time, and then she stabilized her mood and said to me, "Ye Zixuan, you didn't do anything wrong, don't apologize, I think more. I know you are a good person. Thank you for helping me so much. I owe you money, and I will give it back to you. I hope you will come out of the valley in a hurry!"

After that, she also waited for me to open up, hurriedly turned away, but, her back, but so grievance and sadness.

Luo Ziyi walked very quickly, without hesitation, but I can imagine how disappointed and sad she would be when she turned around her strong back. Looking at her stubborn but full of sad back, my eyes, also can not help crying out.

Maybe this is the result I want. I have not only completed the requirements of Bai Qiuyan, but also protected luoziyi on the side. I don't want this woman to stay with me and get hurt again. I can't forget what mom Luo told me. She asked me to take good care of luoziyi and don't let her get hurt.

Luo mother asked me to do it one by one, but I gave her hope, and let her down. I don't know what. Luo Ziyi's feelings to me, without any impurities, are so pure. She has felt my good and never had feelings of her, and slowly began to accept me, and gradually became accustomed to my life around her.

All blame me. Even if I am a human conscience, Fang Qinggang just left, I will be good with other women. After this transmission, I also put on the name of scum. I don't care about these things. What I care about is Luo Ziyi. I don't want to be pure and she will bear the name of swearing. It's my own heart, too.

I can't imagine that mom Luo knows how sad she will be after that. I failed her expectations for me. In her heart, she has completely regarded me as her prospective son-in-law. No matter how I am, she takes care of me. She likes me. But finally, if she knows that I have not been with luoziyi, what will she do.

Thinking of these, I came to worry, tears have been uncontrolled flow out, heart like a knife, until Luo Ziyi completely disappeared in my eyes, I cried out loud, the heart constantly told myself, everything has passed, can not have a little nostalgia, really can not!

Then, I went out to school. I dragged this soul free body wandering on the street. The scenery on the street was beautiful. But I was unable to watch it. My heart was in a mess. Fang Qing left. Luo Ziyi let go. Two important women in my life left me so much. My heart was inevitable.

Returning to the city, not only did I revenge, but also my beloved woman took her life. I don't know what it means to stay in school now, nor have I got the ambition to dominate the school. I am confused about where to change the way I go.

Unconsciously, I unexpectedly came to Shen Muchen's school. I came back so long. I didn't even see him. I lost contact completely after I left before I went abroad. I didn't see him for two years, and I didn't know what Shen Muchen was like now.

I want to go in and find him, but I think about it. I have eliminated this idea. First, I don't say whether our relationship is still the same as that. I am so embarrassed to find him now. It seems that I am quite defeated. Although he won't say anything about me, I don't want to show him the worst side. I was really tired of thinking more, and then I turned and left.

I didn't go back to school, but I found a restaurant to drink alone. Looking at the rich dishes on the table, I had no appetite at all, but drank wine one after another, saying that I borrowed wine to relieve my worries, but for me, I was more melancholy. Maybe my not worry, but guilt! A person, also did not know how much wine, during vomit, after returning to continue to drink, originally the body has not recovered well, coupled with alcohol paralysis, my body gradually lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, I was lying in a strange room. Then I suddenly woke up, and then I shouted a few times in the room. I found that there was no one. I watched and watched for a while. Originally, I was in a hotel. At this time, a paper full of words on the bed attracted my attention.

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