Chapter 78

I have no friends, no one to worry about, except uncle Yang. I have nothing in this city. I have locked myself in a small room all day long. The only activity place is the living room. I completely lost track of the outside world. I forget the time and the way of speaking.

Don't know when, Shen Muchen suddenly gave me a phone call, said he and Crabs came here to see me, let me go out and meet them. So long did not contact with the outside world, I almost forgot my own name, but Shen Muchen's phone call immediately brought me back to reality. No matter how dark the reality is, Shen Muchen is always bright. I agreed to him without hesitation.

Our appointment was at 4:30 p.m. when we didn't have much time, I took action and cleaned myself up for a long time, which made me look like a person.

It's very hot in July, but I still wear a long coat and a cap. Even if I'm out of the Nightmare City, I still dare not face the reality. I don't want to see anyone, and I don't want anyone to see me. I just set out after wrapping myself up.

At the door of the appointed Hotel, I met Shen Muchen and crab. Shen Muchen was still so dazzling, while the crab was still black and full of energy. But I, however, changed. Both of them almost couldn't recognize me. I was so decadent that I completely formed a sharp contrast with them.

At the dinner table, Shen Muchen tried to persuade me, enlighten me, and let me want to be more open. He said that youth is the open point to play. At our age, even if we are not on campus, we can also be as smart as others, or find something to do. Don't let yourself degenerate.

Even the crab with little words advised me that it's not too late for a gentleman to take revenge for ten years. When he has strength, he will be ashamed before he goes back to the snow again. Why must he torture himself!

What they said was very reasonable. I looked at them, squeezed out a smile and said sincerely, "thank you."

Voice, powerless, although I brought it, but the soul still don't know where to drift, I seem to really derail with the reality, in this world, I become listless, decadent to the extreme, even with my best friends Shen Muchen, crab, when they are together, I have no energy.

Shen Muchen looked at me like this. He was always calm and anxious. All kinds of persuasion had been exhausted. He said that he used to regard me as a brother, not because of his father's entrustment, but because he appreciated my enthusiasm. He likes to make friends with such brothers. Now I am so disappointing to him.

Their persuasion was like casting pearls before swine. After talking to me for a long time, I still didn't have much response. Shen Muchen, a righteous man, immediately made up his mind and said that he had to cheer me up and go back to Suluo, who was not afraid of the earth and dare to fight.

After dinner, Shen Muchen and crab forcibly took me to the bar, saying that let me see how many colors there are in life, don't live so gray. Indeed, this is my first time in the bar, the first time to see the light and wine, the first time to see the youth swing in the dance floor, the first time to feel such a strong music.

However, the more wonderful the bar is, the more lonely I will be. I have the body of a young man, but I don't have the urban vitality that young people should have. In any case, I can't get into this glorious world. Even for those beautiful women who are shaking on the dance floor, I don't want to take a look at them. I only care about drinking. Shen Muchen's encouragement is useless to me.

Maybe I haven't had a drink for a long time. I can't stand it after a few drinks. I quickly run to the bathroom and spit up. I wash my face and look in the mirror. I feel disgusted when I look in the mirror. I really don't want to make a fool of myself outside. Even if others don't look at me, I feel that the whole world is laughing at me. This feeling is very depressing and suffocating 。

Just when I was going to say goodbye to Shen Muchen. But when I passed the door of a large private room, suddenly, the door of the compartment opened, accompanied by a voice full of surprise: "solo, how did you come?"

I unconsciously stopped and turned my head to look at the man. For a while, I couldn't think of where I had seen him, but he couldn't bear to think about it. He grabbed my hand directly and pulled me into the box. Then, he called out to the people in the box: "come and come, everyone stop, look, who's coming!"

In an instant, the noisy room was quiet. Countless eyes were directed at me at the same time. I didn't want to be seen by others. I wanted to go home quickly and hide in my own room. But suddenly, with so many people watching me, I suddenly felt uncomfortable and turned to go.

However, I didn't open my feet, suddenly a familiar voice came over again: "Oh, I thought it was who, isn't this solo?"

Seeing that I was going to leave, the speaker stood up and blocked my way. I unconsciously looked up and saw his face, which was so familiar. After a few seconds, I suddenly remembered that this was not my monitor in junior high school, but I forgot the specific name.

And with the call of the monitor, the silent box suddenly burst into a pot, and all kinds of voices rang out: "how could he know we were gathering here? Who informed him? ""I don't know. Didn't you see him during the meal? Who informed him again? "

"It's not that you don't know that he has a very low sense of being in junior high school for three years, and he is always on his own. He doesn't even have friends. Who will inform him?"

The monitor clapped his hands at this time, motioned for everyone to stop, and yelled: "students stop right now, don't say, since it's a classmate party, then Suluo appears here, we welcome him!"

With that, he directly pulled me to the sofa and sat down. At this time, I suddenly realized that this was my junior high school students' party scene. I could not help but sweep the surrounding area and found that there were more than 30 people in this big box. Those faces looked familiar and strange, but I saw the only one in the crowd that impressed me deeply“ Shen Yue

I'm really surprised that Shen Yue will appear in this class reunion. I don't want to face the reality, especially the so-called old classmates. What's more, I don't want to face Shen Yue, who I love and hate. Seeing her, I don't want to stay here for another second, so I choose to escape.

However, at this time, a strange man quickly blocked me in front of me, and he also said to me with a gentleman's greeting. He said: "Hello, I'm song Qingfeng, Yueyue's boyfriend. I'm here today. Welcome to your coming"

the handsome song Qingfeng is really rich and generous, and he pays for such a big party. He is like a mirror He wanted to escape from the place where he wanted to escape.

But this person's second sentence, but let me instantly stunned: "I am next door to the normal university, if I remember correctly, that was picked up as a dog walk Suluo, should be you?"

As soon as he said this, the whole box was boiling. Everyone was looking forward to song Qingfeng. Many people urged song Qingfeng to tell the details quickly. It seems that my embarrassment will become their greatest fun today.

Song Qingfeng, on the other hand, pretended to be a speaker in the public's expectation. I said all my great achievements in school, especially the details of how Chen Haoran and little sister humiliated me. It was just like the live broadcast. All the old students were in high spirits.

I stand in these noisy, listening to the wind and wind, my body is shaking unconsciously, my heart is like a broken balloon, broken in pieces. Why, why does this refined and refined person expose my tragic deeds in front of so many people so cruelly? Why, in the end, is this the person I met for the first time also has to constantly insult Insult me, why?

All of a sudden, my eyes caught a glimpse of the quiet quiet joy sitting in the corner. This girl who once loved to the extreme in my heart, is it her? Did she make her boyfriend prejudice me? Why on earth is all this?

The world is really terrible. Everyone is such a reality. It is a devil who bases his happiness on others' pain. I really shouldn't come out. What's the difference between this and throwing me on the street?

I can't stand it. I can't breathe under the pressure of the surrounding environment. It's suffocating and uncomfortable. I bow my head and bypass song Qingfeng directly to get out of this cage. However, he blocked in front of me and called out to the audience: "Hey, don't go? I haven't finished my words. I heard you are still living in Yang Simiao's house for nothing? You're such a shameless person. I've heard for the first time that a good girl is forced to run away from home by you. You'd better go straight "

" don't say it, I beg you, please don't say it, OK, let me go? " I almost cried and interrupted song Qingfeng.

But he seemed to be unable to see my pain and my collapse. He continued to say with a strong voice: "why don't you let me say it? Do you have a sense of shame? If you have a little sense of shame, you won't be able to occupy the nest of a magpie and force a little girl away, but you can live a life of food and clothing in someone else's house. "

As soon as he finished, others could not help but echo: "yes, I suddenly remember that Yang Simiao used to hate him most, but I don't know why, but after listening to Qingfeng, I finally know that this boy is really overcast."

"If he wants to know what face is, he won't be dragged away by the people as a dog, and he will really disgrace our city!"

"I really don't understand. How can he still live in Yang Simiao's house now? Is he not guilty of Yang Simiao?"

"Oh, didn't Qingfeng just say that he even gave up the garbage University. He won't rely on Yang Simiao's father to support him now? A big man, really not promising, still gnawing at other people's father's home

These noisy voices, like thunder into my ears, blow my fragile heart to pieces. I don't want to, I don't want to leave Miaomiao, why, why no one understands me!

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