Fenfen took care of all the affairs behind the old couple. Now he is the head of the military region. He is more relaxed in time than his brother and sister. In the place of mourning, Fenfen decided to choose the house where the old couple will live in the countryside when they are old. The villagers nearby will come and have a look at the three children of the old Mu family when they are free, Then he pointed to the Fenfen family and said whether it was the eldest son of the old Mu family. He hadn't seen much before. It was said that he was a soldier and the time was not loose.

As a girl, Hua Hua has a more delicate mind. She realizes that every time she hears such words, her brother's body needs to tighten up, and then it takes a long time to completely relax. His wife is also a soldier. The husband and wife have two children. The eldest son is participating in the military exercise and can't come back. The younger son is coming over, just a look of evil spirit on his face, I don't know what to do in the army. Huahua sighed silently and said, "after all these years, they still have a division with their brother."

The yard in the countryside is large. The coffins of the old couple are parked in the yard. In front of them are all kinds of fruit offerings, a long light and a incense burner. There are uninterrupted incense candles inside. Because they can't be extinguished and the incense candles can't be interrupted, people have to be kept outside all the time. Fenfen took the matter regardless of the dissuasion of his wife, children, brothers and sisters.

On late autumn nights, there was always a deep chill. Huahua was awakened by the sound of the wind blowing on the glass in the middle of the night. She wanted to knock on the door and ask her sister-in-law to send a warm dress to her brother. However, the door was locked from the inside. She had no choice but to open her father's wardrobe, take a thicker dress and pour out a cup of hot water.

"Why don't you let your sister-in-law in and let me send a dress to your father?" After Huahua left, Fenfen's wife looked at her son severely and asked.

Maybe it's because of the relationship with the military family. Although both mother and son are sleeping, at this time, they are sitting in bed. They are straight. Even if they can lean on the head of the bed for a while, they don't rely on them.

"Dad has a knot. If he doesn't untie it before his grandparents are buried, I'm afraid he'll have to spend the rest of his life in remorse. There's no one else who can untie his knot except my aunt. Don't you see that even my uncle hasn't gone out?"

When Huahua goes out with mu Zehao's coat, Fenfen is looking at the table. The couple are distracted by a picture.

"Alas!" Huahua just sighed. Fenfen has looked back. Her vigilance after many years of military service can not be underestimated.

"You're not young anymore. Your body can't stand the day and night." Huahua put the cup in her hand into Fenfen's hand, and put the clothes on her hand over him.

Fenfen touched the clothes draped over her shoulders, pulled Huahua, sat next to her and said, "what's the matter? It's common that she didn't sleep for several days when she met a military exercise in the army."

Hua Hua didn't respond for a long time. After a while, she asked, "brother, have you been blaming your father and mother for so many years?"

Fenfen didn't speak, so it's strange. But when he was young, every time he heard his mother complain that he didn't go home all year round, he still had a sense of pleasure in his heart. He kept thinking, "if you didn't insist on sending me out, I must be with you now like my brother and sister, planting something, That's the truth. "

But now, looking at the old face of his father and mother in the photo and the yard where his parents have lived for more than ten years, but he has never been more than ten times, he actually regrets. The tight time of the army is certainly a reason, but there is no intention of him.

"I took an annual leave some time ago and lived here with my parents for some time. My mother always told me that she was sorry for you. If she hadn't been pregnant with a third child and her mood had changed too much, my father wouldn't have sent you to the army because of a small thing. As a result, you were separated from them."

Fenfen smiled helplessly: "mom is also old. She thinks all day. Where is centrifugal? My time in the army is really not loose. Although there is no war now, I have been in the combat army and have to be on standby at any time. I wanted my parents to live with me in the Northwest for a few years, but they just didn't agree."

This is also one of Fenfen's heart knots. He had just fallen into a military region in the northwest. At that time, generals were hanging on his shoulders. All Mu's affairs had been taken care of by the third child at home. He was very determined to take the old couple over. Unfortunately, none of them agreed. That's why he always felt that, Because he has been away from home for a long time, his parents don't love him very much.

Huahua didn't answer him directly, but asked him about other things, "brother, do you remember that you were treated in the United States for some time when you were a child."

Finn nodded, "remember!"

"Do you remember why?" Hua Hua asked.

"Congenital heart disease." Fenfen smiled bitterly. He didn't realize until mu Zehao died that his heart disease was probably inherited from his father.

"Dad is hospitalized because of heart disease. I think you should know, but you don't know that dad is also a congenital heart disease. It's precisely because of this. My mother has been afraid that I have a headache since I was a child, and I'm afraid that I will be found out..."

"... when you called, your father answered the phone. You said you wanted to pick them up to live. He was excited and had a heart attack. He almost didn't survive that time. The third almost flew directly to the northwest to bring you back. He also said that he wanted to see if he was an official, regardless of whether his biological father or his mother stopped him. He said that you were under a lot of pressure now, Don't give you any more pressure... "

"... it's also because that time, the doctor said that Dad's final mood should be less ups and downs. It's best to change his residence and choose a place that can ease his mood. Therefore, they moved here for more than ten years."

"I... Never told me this..." Fenfen murmured, looking at the black-and-white photos of Mu Zehao and Qiao Xiaoxiao in their old age, with an obvious cry.

Huahua reached out and patted his brother on the back and said with a smile: "mom thought it was her fault to send you out, and dad thought he made a hasty decision. They spent the rest of their lives regretting."

Fenfen has covered his head. He is not young. He has a lot of white hair on his head and wrinkles on his face. He looks like mu Zehao in the photo.

At this time, the clothes on his body are mu Zehao's, and the cup in his hand is also mu Zehao's. Huahua seems to flash back to when he lived at home some time ago. His father seems to be like this, wearing a dress and holding a tea cup in his hand, leaning diagonally against the wall, watching her smile and gently saying, "Dad's Huahua has grown up, I have my own husband and my own children. "

But it seemed that he just blinked his eyes. He would gently pat her forehead with a dry skinned hand, smile and say to her, "what does the director of the hospital have to do? If you're tired, go home. Dad has money and dad supports you." My people are gone.

The night in late autumn was a little too cold. Fenfen unscrewed the tea cup and took a sip of hot tea, but he could drink it in one sip. He came back one year for the Chinese New Year and brought the Dahongpao to his father. The people below him knew that he loved to drink tea and gave it to him. When he came back to pay New Year's greetings, he couldn't remember what the old couple liked for a moment and asked his wife to buy a pair of son jade bracelets for his mother, I gave Dad a bag of this red robe. Now it seems that it has been available for so many years. I'm afraid I don't like it either.

The heat in the cup filled Fenfen's eyes. For a moment, tears had fallen and ironed his hand holding the cup.

His hand shook a little, and Hua Hua immediately saw it in his eyes. He reached out and grabbed the teacup from his hand, and gently scolded: "take it easy. This is the tea that Dad values most. He used to joke with me that he would take it out for a drink only during the spring Festival. When he died, he would be buried with him. I stole some for you, and you can drink two, If it's all spilled, be careful dad gets up and accounts with you. "

"... so, is that why?"

"Brother..." Hua Hua sat a little closer to him, reached out and hugged one of his arms, put his head on his shoulder, as if she had returned to the feeling of leaning against her father before.

Fenfen's hand hesitated a little, then covered Huahua's hand, patted gently, with the comfort of her elders, as if it were really her father.

Huahua couldn't help laughing. After the smile, there was only melancholy and hesitation.

"Brother, is it true that both father and mother are gone?"

"... silly girl."

"However, they told me a few days ago that they would go to the South during the new year this year. They said that it was cold in winter here. They were old and couldn't stand it. Why were they gone before winter?" Huahua's tears flowed, but she didn't seem to feel it at all.

Fenfen was also full of bitterness as she said, but as his eldest brother, it should be his responsibility to comfort his brother and sister. Just now he asked his sister to come out and relieve him for a long time. At this time, he should take out his brother's identity and comfort her, but now he just wants to cry with her.

In such a late night, there was no one but the two of them. It seemed that there was no need to the Ninja's own mood. Fenfen simply held Huahua in her arms and the two cried together.

Worried that something might happen to his brother and sister, the old three ran over in the middle of the night and just saw the two people crying with their heads in their arms. He turned his lips, rubbed the goose bumps on his arms, and continued to go back to the house to sleep.

After the funeral of the old man, the three brothers and sisters sealed the whole yard, including every decoration inside. Every time it came to festivals such as the Spring Festival, the Mid Autumn Festival, the mid Yuan Festival and the Qingming Festival, the three brothers and sisters returned to the yard with their families. After all, people live all their lives. All they want is family harmony and happy reunion, Although they didn't enjoy much such happiness before they died, they must be happy to watch their children do so after they die.