Chapter 194

Tang MuQing was stunned to see the operation consent on his hand. After a long time, he clenched his lower lip and slowly released Lu chenfan's hand.

Lu chenfan took back the sight on her face, bit his teeth, signed his name, and threw his pen and paper on the ground, bent over and hugged Tang MuQing.

"Wife, I'm sorry to let you suffer..." Lu chenfan's head was buried tightly in Tang MuQing's neck, saying painfully.

Tang MuQing closed her eyes in despair and couldn't help holding him. She could feel the pain in Lu chenfan's heart at the moment, which was no less than that of anyone...

...

that night, Tang MuQing was pushed into the operating room. In order to let her have a good rest, Li Zeyang chose general anesthesia. When she came out of the operating room, the girl was already pale No blood color.

Outside the window, the night is like ink.

Lu chenfan stood in front of the window, quietly looking at the street view out of the window, once thought, there is nothing in the world that he can not control, but since the small things appeared in her life, everything has become different, there are too many accidents, too many regrets, he can not grasp and grasp.

If he had a choice, would he refuse small things to enter his life?

The answer is No.

If there is no small thing, his life is colorless.

So, although their lives are too much out of control, he is willing to bear, to fight for.

Lu chenfan slowly lying in the hospital bed, like every time in the past, holding her tightly.

"Wife, don't worry. I won't let them soak you in formalin." Lu chenfan gently smile, but there is a smile can not hide the bitterness and pain, for a long time, he bent over her white lips, light kiss, hugging her to sleep.

Baby, I'm sorry, there is no relationship between you and your parents, but dad really loves you and needs you very much. If you can, dad is willing to exchange his life for you...

finally, before closing his eyes, he said in his heart.

...

Tang MuQing had a long dream.

In her dream, she was floating in the boundless sea. The cold sea waves drowned her one after another. She struggled in despair and finally caught a floating board. She poked her head out of the sea and didn't see the world in front of her. With a bang, the floating board in her hand split into pieces in an instant. She sank into the bottom of the sea once again and was powerless However, Lu chenfan didn't come to rescue her...

Ye Zi's voice was heard, and Tang MuQing's consciousness gradually came to his senses.

"Lu Shao, you've been guarding all night. Now it's noon. Please go back and have a rest. With me here, the boss will be fine."

"No

Tang MuQing can feel that Lu chenfan's low voice is very close to her, and she also feels her hand, which he holds tightly in the palm.

"Then I'll go out and buy you something to eat." Ye Zi said in a low voice, and soon came the sound of closing the door.

It took a long time for Tang MuQing to do his psychological construction well. Just before he opened his eyes, there was a rush of footsteps at the door, followed by a burst of fierce dialogue.

"MuQing..." came Lin Xinyou's choking voice, "Lu chenfan, you..."

"go out." Lu chenfan spoke in a cold voice.

"Tell me, how can you let her go?" Lin Xinyou can't stop heartache, "but it's OK, ectopic pregnancy, ha ha, Lu chenfan, even God, are not prepared to give you a chance, did you not find it?"

"Go away!" Lu chenfan low roar, Tang Mu Qing can feel that he is holding her hand in a slight tremble, the palm also gradually become cold.

"Shouldn't it be you? What else do you want to do with her? Lu chenfan, when I beg you, let Mu Qing go. What kind of woman do you want? Why do you have to pester her Lin Xinyou's voice gradually lowered, almost begging him.

"Let her go? Well, you kill me. I'll never let her go until I die. " Lu chenfan said as he raised her hand and put it on his cold cheek.

His action is very light, very soft, as if touching a precious treasure, to treasure how much.

"You don't love her, you're hurting her. Do you think she's happy when she's with you?" Lin Xinyou seems to be afraid of waking her, and her voice is lower.

"I'll make her happy. I'll make her live as carefree as ever." Lu chenfan said softly.

"Carefree? Don't you think that's ridiculous? " Lin Xinyou sneered, "all her worries and worries come from you, don't they?"

"No, never again," Lu chenfan's hand, gently stroked Tang MuQing's forehead and arranged her hair, "wife, you believe me."

"Youyou, you're here," Mrs. Lu's voice said. "Are you here to see the baby?""Grandma." Lin Xinyou said hello.

"Baby hasn't woken up yet. I know she's suffering this time. What's your anger at me? I'll apologize for the Lu family and my grandmother. It's because I didn't take good care of her," Lu said bitterly. "Don't worry about Chen fan. He feels worse than anyone else."

"What are you doing, grandma? Do you think I embarrassed him? Did you know that five years ago... "

" enough! " Lu chenfan low roar, interrupted her words, "you come out with me."

After Chen Fan closed the door, Lu Fan opened the door quietly.

"Baby, it's hard for you," Mrs. Lu took Tang MuQing's hand and said out of her voice, "it doesn't matter if the child is gone. As long as you come back, grandma will be very happy. Grandma doesn't know what happened five years ago. Chen Fan tries her best not to let me know. But Grandma believes that he must have a hard time. She also believes in his love for you, so she wants to give him another one Let's give him a chance, shall we

...

"Lu chenfan, what are you doing? Let go of me Lin Xinyou is dragged all the way to the roof by Lu chenfan, and can't get rid of him with all his strength.

"I warn you, grandma doesn't know what happened five years ago. You can't say a word about it. She's old. If something happens, do you think you can be responsible for it?" Lu chenfan stares at her displeasantly.

"And you know it's going to hurt grandma!" Why did you try your best to break away from him

"I don't need to explain to you. Just remember that I'm the most loving person in the world, and I'll never let her go. Whether you accept it or not, you can't influence this fact. Understand?" Lu chenfan looked at her seriously, "you every time those sarcastic words, hurt not me, but Qing'er, understand?"

Lin Xinyou suddenly widens his eyes and stares at him.

Yes, she hated Lu chenfan very much. Every time she saw him, she would like to devour him alive and into the eighteen layers of hell. Every time, she used to attack him uncontrollably with words. Even before, Tang MuQing came back and mentioned these things in front of her, which hurt her!

"If you want to fight and scold, don't hurt her in front of Qing'er, understand?" Lu chenfan gave her a cold look and turned away from the roof.

...

Tang MuQing fell asleep again. Maybe she knew that even if she opened her eyes, all she could hear was the comfort of old lady Lu and Lu chenfan.

What she needs most is not comfort, but children.

The baby's gone.

This child came faster than she expected. She thought that God had heard her prayer, and even thought that it was the wish she had prayed for in Xishan temple that day?

Ectopic pregnancy!

Is it true that even this child is difficult for her?

What should she do? She doesn't know.

When I woke up again, it was dark outside.

"Wife, are you awake?" Lu Chen's in front of the computer, where does she lie down gently? Why don't you get up and have some soup? Well? "

"What about Yezi?" Tang MuQing looked at him without expression, pale as paper.

"She has gone back. It's too late now. If you want to see her, shall I ask her to come tomorrow?" Lu chenfan touched her little face with heartache.

"Go back, too."

"Wife, you need someone to take care of you. I have to stay. You're good, come on. Let's get up and have some soup..."

"no," Lu chenfan tried to lift her up and was interrupted by her cold voice, "I don't need people to take care of me, let alone you."

"What's wrong with you, wife? I know it's very sad for you to lose your child, but don't do this to... "

" how do you know that the child must be yours? " Tang MuQing once again coldly interrupted him, "I have so many boyfriends, why do you think this child must be yours?"

"Wife, what do you want?" Lu chenfan helplessly looked at her, "do you want to drive me away? You can even say that, huh? Is it my child, I don't know? "

Tang MuQing was cold and did not speak again.

"OK, you don't want to see me. I'll go. When Ye Zi comes, I'll go." Lu chenfan took out his mobile phone and called Ye Zi. After hanging up the phone, he sat down beside the bed again.

Lu chenfan wanted to kiss her and hold her for several times, but she put up with it again and again. She was very distressed when the child was gone. However, he was not the most suitable person to comfort her, and even did not want to see him.

Can think of her resistance is because of love him, Lu chenfan's heart, and a little better.

Lu chenfan is thinking about how to coax her to get up and eat something. There are a few soft knocks on the door, and then he sees Li Zeyang in his casual clothes coming in.