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He insisted on not letting go, and so did she.

In the end, love is a heart-piercing sadness, a long and broken travel through the night.

In the sunlight, he finally began to hate someone, he said, this was something that happened for the rest of my life.

Ji Lee lowered her hand in a daze as her phone unconsciously slid down. She had said some cruel words, but what was his current mood? He said she didn't want to break up, and she seemed to be lost again as to what to do next.

If Yixi persisted, would she soften his heart?

No, she shook her head. Ji Lee, you have to understand, being soft-hearted is just a drug she can consume. Only by giving constantly can it make him happy, but it would also consume his life.

Stubborn, she also had to persevere. It didn't matter if she hated him, she didn't want anyone else, she wanted to be alone. After the ruckus, she wanted freedom and solitude.

The phone on the ground vibrated while ringing her beautiful bell, she crouched down and slowly stood up, it was Ji Yixi's number.

Accept it or not. Accept it. Even if I have to officially face him, I must persevere.

"Hey!"

"Where are you? "I'm at your house right now. You haven't been at home all night, so where did you go? Why are you so anxious to be in his arms? Can't you wait any longer than a minute?" When he thought of this possibility, he lost control of his emotions and blurted out his thoughts in an unstoppable manner.

Ji Lee's heart ached for a moment, and she helplessly said: "I'm by the lake, I'm going back now."

After hanging up, she walked out of the house. Along the way, she kept thinking about how to face him. There was a white car in front of her house. She calmly took a deep breath and opened the door.

Ji Yixi leaned against the wall and stood there painfully, lifting his head to look at her, then laughed suddenly and walked over to hug her. "Sorry, I misunderstood you, my Xiao Li is the most obedient."

I'm so sorry, he made her hate herself so much that she told him so cruelly that she bit her lip and bit through the blood so she could hurt him in a short time.

She pushed him away and said with a cold expression, "Yixi, let's break up. Because I can't love you, so I don't want to continue being wrong …" She lowered her head and looked at her finger, not daring to raise her head to see his expression.

Ji Yixi stared at her in grief and muttered, "Isn't it good to go down the wrong path? You said that you wouldn't leave me, and that you would accompany me until I'm old. You said before, Ji Lee, you can't go back on your word.

"That's right, I'll go back on my word, because I am unable to hand over my heart to you, so this is not fair at all. You are Ji Yixi, and you are so outstanding, you should not hold back and insult me, and then leave in a free and easy manner, don't become like this, okay?" Ji Lee's heart hurt just like his. It was because he was weak, his helplessness made her feel like she was holding a sharp blade and stabbing it into him. Heavens, why could she only do this?

He walked over and held her face with a smile as bright as a child's, yet as pale and transparent as a dying person, "You don't need to give me your heart, I'll give yours. Ji Lee, take back the words to say goodbye, do you want to watch me die?" He lowered his head and kissed her carefully.

Ji Lee could only allow her tears to flow. She didn't want to see him die, she didn't want to see him die. In this world, the person she didn't want to hurt the most was him.

Ji Lee, we have to be together forever. Unless I die, I will never let go of you in this life, you know, unless I die … he firmly said. Forgive my selfishness, I cannot let you fly freely.

"Yixi, can you not act like this? I'm begging you, I'm so tired …" If he could be a bit more carefree, it would be great. Even if he slapped her twice, she wouldn't complain.

"Are you so tired when you're with me? I don't care, you have to take responsibility for me to the end, I will not let go of you, give up, how pitiful Ji Yixi is now, have you seen that? Because of you, how pitiful is he? Love him, slowly love him, and give him a chance, okay? "

Ji Lee closed her eyes, she did not want to see him act so lowly, it was not the same him.

"Ji Yixi!" She roared angrily, and hardened her heart, "I don't love you, not even a little bit. Don't bother me anymore, you're making me really tired, just let me go."

He stayed where he was, and time was still, as if the wind would turn him into sand and blow him toward the horizon.

He laughed out loud in vain: "Ji Lee, you are really cruel, and want me to let you go? Is my love cheap enough to be worth less than the earth? " His face darkened, and a type of hatred rose from within him that seeped into his very bones. He was no longer humble, he was no longer begging, and he had a cold and gloomy aura around him.

She elegantly raised her hand, caressed her face and gently whispered, "Ji Lee, I will hate you. Always, at midnight, you must remember that you have hurt me and every morning, you must remember that once you abandon me, I will spend the rest of my life hating you."

Ji Lee numbly stood there saying "Alright, you hate me, please don't forgive me no matter what" because she would never be able to forgive herself again. Someone who had hurt the person who loved her, someone who had supported her through these difficult years of her life, to give her warmth.

She would never forget the scene of him holding her hand and walking across the campus, as well as the way he blocked her in front of Ji Xue's reproach. He was her guardian god, but today, she had repaid the debt of gratitude by biting onto a poisonous snake that had killed the person who had saved her.

She should have been sent to prison. Yes, she should have died a horrible death.

Ji Yixi lowered his hand and took one last look at her. The corner of his mouth was filled with despair and indifference, and his eyes were empty. He elegantly turned around, and did not meet her again.