The laughable nursery rhyme was like a clown trying to curry favor. However, in her heart, half of it was already dark and the other half was bright and beautiful.

He didn't know when his emotions had started to change, but he could only hide it at the bottom of his heart, because in his heart, he was nothing. His hatred, his loathing came from an unknown source.

Sometimes she felt wronged. What had she done wrong? But now that she had grown up, she could no longer deceive herself. Her uncle's thoughts about her seemed to come from fear, and she was still unable to find an answer, perhaps an answer.

But what should she do? She would be wronged, she would feel sad, she would complain, but she couldn't change her mind. She was really stupid. She knew the result, she knew he wouldn't bring her happiness, but she still couldn't change her mind.

This kind of love, this kind of sadness, this kind of hopelessness, despair in her heart, little by little became cold.

She coldly refused to smile at anyone. Only by arming herself would she be able to give others a chance to harm her. She understood that the only person who could protect her was herself. Only by becoming truly strong and brave from the bottom of her heart could she be able to live freely.

When summer came, she received another postcard, a large field of lavender flowers, purple as far as the eye could see, pure as the washed sky blue, also very pure white.

He turned it over, just like last time, with only a few words. The only difference was that this time, there was a small bundle of lavender on the corner of the card. entomo-

"The lavender in Provence is very fragrant, but unfortunately, Xiao Li can't smell it. Summer has come, and while gaining courage, I must try to become beautiful."

Putting the card to her nose, she took a deep breath and smiled brightly.

"It's really fragrant, thank you." She shouted to the west that this was the only way for her to pay homage to her thoughts. Suddenly, her mood felt like a heavy rain, so humid.

Beautiful. When would she be able to obtain his blessings? Perhaps not a single one of his blessings would come true. It was as if she had suddenly taken a bite of lemon, bitterness mixed with bitterness.

"Ji Li, someone is looking for you."

During class time, a classmate called from outside. Ji Li, who was busy with his homework, put down the book in his hand and walked outside with a puzzled expression. Who would come and find her? She had no friends here.

"Are you Miss Ji Li?" A man who looked like a delivery company was holding a cardboard box in his hand.

"I am." Ji Li nodded.

"Please sign for it." He stuffed the box into Ji Li's pocket and politely handed the pen to the courier. Ji Li then wrote his name on the receipt.

Who would give her something when she walked into the classroom with it? The people at the side also looked around curiously. They placed them on the table and started jeering at the others, asking them to open it and take a look.

She opened the box. Inside was a rag doll with straining eyes and short hair. It was wearing their school uniform and there was a piece of cloth wrapped around it. It said "Hit me."

Ji Li was completely speechless. Hit him? The doll reminded her of Jiang Yayan, who would annoy him in the future.

After giving him a light punch, the cloth doll suddenly made a sound.

"It hurts. "Ji Li is ugly …" The scene was very noisy. Just when he was about to say Ji Li was ugly, someone coughed and changed the topic, "No, it's Ji Li's great beauty. I'm really sorry." I'm a bastard, I'm too bad. I've already been awake for more than four months, and thinking about it, I still have to be modest with you. Forgive me, I'll sing for you, okay?

"Brother, I don't know how to sing."

"Stupid, what can you sing? You can't possibly not know how to sing a song, right?"

"Oh, I understand, Little Swallow. Wear floral clothing. Year after year, spring …"

"Old God."

The laughable music slowly flowed out from the cloth doll's chest. The thick male voice forcefully made the cute children's song sound so incoherent that it was extremely unpleasant to hear.

Ji Li couldn't help but laugh, and so did the people around him.

"Young master Jiang is so funny, he really should be a laughing star, haha …" "What a joke."

The whole class burst into laughter. One of the students inadvertently turned his head and walked to the door of the classroom. The person standing there did not dare to laugh, and casually pulled at the student beside him.

When they turned around, they could only suppress their laughter in their stomachs.

"Hello, young master Jiang."

"Ah, the weather isn't bad today. We should go and take a walk..." It was summer, so going out to barbecue was more like it.

"I have a stomachache and I need to go to the toilet."

"We'll go as well!"

The students found all sorts of excuses and scattered like birds. The cloth doll in Ji Li's hand was made a bit uncomfortable by him.

Jiang Yayan widened his eyes as his face turned red. Killing light waves shot out from his hand and struck onto the faces of every student in the classroom. Those who dared to laugh at him would definitely die.

The atmosphere in the classroom suddenly turned extremely awkward.

"Cough …" He unnaturally used coughing as a cover and walked towards her. "That …" "Why did you open it in front of everyone? You've made me lose face. I don't have the face to see anyone anymore. We're even now, yet you've also humiliated me once."

"So?"

"So, you should forgive me and continue being my girlfriend. Ji Li, I like you. I won't hurt you, believe me. " After months of internal strife, Jiang Yayan was finally unable to deceive himself and found Qi Can to be his advisor.

Ji Li smiled. "I accept your apology." "It's really unpleasant, but I can't be your girlfriend anymore. Thank you for liking me, but I don't like you." In fact, she was no longer angry.

"You're still angry, aren't you, stingy." His heart was in a mess.

"I'm not angry at you, Student Jiang. I don't like you, I've never had one, I just want to study hard now, I'll just accept this kid as an apology, and you don't have to feel guilty anymore."

"I'll make you like me." Jiang Yayan left the classroom with an ugly expression on his face, not allowing her to refuse due to the conceit in his heart.

From then on, Jiang Yafeng began to pursue Ji Li crazily. After the summer passed, he ascended to the middle of the world.