Chapter 236: A Tone of Stress

Chapter 236: A Tone of Stress

And then I was back, sitting in the back of a carriage driving peacefully through the sandy dunes.

The first thing I did was check my XP.

Currently at 1.87k/3.5k, huh? Not bad.

Not bad at all, Index commented, considering you started out at basically 0 XP. At your current Level, trying to get half of your XP requirement in a single day should typically cost you your life. Which it did.

A life well spent, I thought back with a sigh. There was honestly something so freeing about fighting with Time Loop as a foregone conclusion. It reminded me of my old swordfighting days, where Id spar with partners for hours at the training groundsback when the fights werent life-and-death. There was something genuinely fun about fighting that was lost when it got so stressful.

I turned my mind to my Bond with Ainash, sending her a message. Hey, I just came back from Time Loop. I dont have any memories from your perspectives, but I do think itd be good for you two to get some from my own. Do you mind passing them from me to mother?

Okay!

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Erani was discreetly touched by her daughter and instantly felt the transfer occurring. Arlan had apparently gone back with Time Loop and had some valuable memories for her, though she didnt yet know what they were.

She slowly felt her mind being filled with images. It wasnt a single one, but rather a series of short memories only a few seconds long each, and every one was of Arlans perspective watching a certain Spell at work. And that Spell seemed to be Firebolt, upgraded with Meteoric Firebolt. It took a couple seconds for her to remember that this Spell would have been hers, after shed Upgraded it to that option.

It was strange to see a future version of herself, one whod made a decision that the current version of her hadnt made yet. So then, was it a forgone conclusion for her to pick Meteoric Firebolt? She hadnt been thinking shed take that one, honestly.

Or, no, if it was her in the situation depictedIf they were going into a fight knowing that it would be undone, then she would just choose based on how she anticipated the Upgrade to perform in that fight only, which would change everything, of course. And it seemed that, after thinking things over in those circumstances, that version of her had concluded Meteoric to be the best option for that fight.

Now, all that was left of that version of her were these memories.

Erani blinked, forcing her mind back on track. Thinking about theoretical time deaths was a bad habit of hers, one that she stopped as soon as she noticed herself doing it. Right now, shed been given some new and valuable information about Meteorica live demonstration.

In the memories shown to her, Erani saw the Spell doing the work shed heard it could do, but its drawbacks were made very clear, as well. Meteoric Firebolt was somewhat notorious for being an Upgrade with a massive downside that it didnt tell the user about, causing it to be considered a newbie trap Upgradeone that inexperienced or unprepared Classers often took and regretted taking soon after. Looking at the choice currently being offered to her, Erani gazed at the deceptive description.

Meteoric Firebolt

When you cast Firebolt from one hand, you may have a second Firebolt be shot from your other hand as long as each Firebolt is angled to be shot 40 degrees away from each other.

She looked them over. There was lots to consider, for certain. But she kept reading one section over and over. Double Firebolts shot from your other hand.

Erani looked down at her single hand. Would Double Firebolt even function with her current body? She hadnt ever read anything about that.

She knew that the obviously correct decision would be to simply ask Arlan to talk to his Index thing about it, but she couldnt bring herself to do so. She wanted to verbally acknowledge her predicament as little as possible, if she was honest with herself. Besides, she really didnt like that Index Talent and what it said sometimes, so deliberately going to it for advice wasless than ideal.

She also knew that it would probably have been a good idea for her to have taken Double rather than Meteoric in the previous timeline, that way she would know for sure if it would work. Why hadnt she? Well, this current version of her had no idea. Perhaps it was embarrassment at the thought of the Spell not working. Perhaps she had decided that the Upgrade was simply not worth taking even if it did work, and figuring out Meteorics exact timing was better. Perhaps she just didnt want to explain to Arlan why shed taken an Upgrade to find the answer to a question that was easily answerable by Index. Perhaps she had already asked Index about it in the previous timeline, and Arlan just hadnt given her that memory because he figured shed just ask again.

In a normal situation, the decision between Forceful and Double was often a toss-up between different builds. Getting this far deep into the options always led to fractured opinions among scholars, Erani had found, since it was at this point that humanity simply had far less experience with the options provided. Everyone knew that Explosive Firebolt was the best option for Firebolts first Upgrade because pretty much every Sorcerer out there got to that point and could weigh in their opinions. Everything that could be said about the topic had been said, so most everything was known, and the scholars could come to an agreement. At the second Upgrade, however, practical experience became sparse, and as such, so did understanding.

Forceful was an interesting choice. Its wording was slightly obtuse, but effectively, the Upgrade would double the knockback of Firebolts explosion against whoever it hit at its baseline. But then, if that person had so much Health that it was reducing the effectiveness of the Spells knockback, this Upgrades added knockback would pretend that the persons Health was 35% lower for the purposes of deciding how much force would apply to them. Basically, it pushed people back further on a direct hit, even if they were really strong.

Double was also quite interesting. A good number of aimed projectile-based Spells like this one had an Upgrade like this somewhere along the line, though the exact functioning of each varied a bit. In Double Firebolts case, what it did was effectively allow the user to shoot a second Firebolt for free when casting the Spell. That would be a ridiculously powerful effect if it didnt come with a restriction, though, so in this case, Double Firebolt would only allow one to shoot the second Firebolt if the two Firebolts were aimed at least forty degrees apart.

It was a measurement that was somewhat difficult to envision off the top of your head, but really, all that needed to be known was that it basically ensured you had to fire each Firebolt at a different target. Even with the explosions giving some leeway, it was almost impossible to hit the same person with both Firebolts unless they were extremely close to the caster. Also, the Upgrade gave no inherent knowledge of whether a persons hands were actually aimed far enough apart for the Upgrades effect to trigger until after the Spell was cast, and at that point, both hands had to already be in position and aimed at their respective targets.

Effectively, from what Erani had read, the Upgrade had potential to be extremely powerful, but it came with an extremely high skill requirement. One needed to have the mental focus to aim at two separate targets at once, keep their hands appropriately apart, and somehow look in two different places at once to keep track of both enemies they were shooting at. But if they could, it would mean an insane increase to their abilities. It was as close to doubling your power with a single Upgrade as you could get.

Except Erani had no idea if it would work for her. Much less if she had what it took to train herself enough to use it. Forceful was clearly the safer option. It worked very well against weak opponents to keep them pinned down, keeping the stun-locking strategy that functioned well at early Levels relevant for just a little bit longer. The force effect of Explosive Firebolt was what kept Magic-Types alive.

Sure, the force still scaled less quickly than peoples Health did, meaning the Upgrade would eventually become useless, but the now was just as important as the futureif not moreso. Keeping herself safe and in command during these fights was important, even if she would just be delaying the inevitable occurrence of Explosive Firebolt becoming unable to significantly push back any opponent at her Level.

But Erani couldnt shake the thought of taking Double Firebolt. It was like the Upgrade was calling to her. She wanted to master the difficult Upgrade, to reach new heights of power. She wanted to spend hours training with it, memorizing the degree numbers, learning new fighting styles. She wanted to struggle, and to eventually succeed.

Erani had always felt a very strange connection with the lost versions of herself from other timelines. They werent quite herthey had different memories, different experiences, and, of course, one was alive while the other wasnt. Rather, it was almost like a sistership. Both she and her time sisters were born of the same motherpast Eraniand would venture forth into the unknown, making new discoveries with the hopes that they would be passed onto their peers across time.

In this case, Erani felt that her sister had made a mistake. That one had tried to find an easy way out of thisclung onto hope that maybe Meteoric Firebolts downside wouldnt be as bad as people said it was, and that she could just take that Upgrade without worrying about the other options. That hadnt been the case. It was time to ensure Eranis future selves wouldnt regret what she did now. At the very least, she had to try.

Hey, Arlan, she said, hearing her voice carry a tone of stress, do you mind asking Index to help me with something?