Chapter 1024

"Lord, Lord!" Yurou said that she was frightened. The person in front of her, Teng su'er, was suddenly so gentle, which made people have a kind of inexplicable feeling. However, the difference between her and the former Teng su'er was too big, which was unbelievable.

Yu Rou looks at Teng su'er in fear. She doesn't understand why Teng su'er has changed so much that she can only be pulled up by Teng su'er.

"What, are you stupid?" Teng su'er chuckled.

Yurou nodded and shook her head at once. Teng su'er could not help laughing. She suddenly smiled, "why, what are you so surprised to do? Now that we've had a relationship, stay with me. Jade soft big surprise, then big joy, so simple? She thought that even if she had a relationship with tengsu'er, according to tengsu'er's character, she could not agree. But now Yurou's eyes are shining, looking at tengsu'er, hoping and admiring slowly.

Teng su'er is silent, but she smiles. The emotion in her eyes is very calm, and there is no smile on her face.

Yurou didn't find out. She just smiled.

Teng su'er's eyes are cold and he looks at Yu rou. Since Rusu already knows, then, let's just let Rusu give up. He doesn't want to see Rusu again as an adventure. He doesn't want Rusu to stay with him and suffer some pain. Rusu knows that last night, with her character, she will not give herself some inexplicable hope as before, right? Teng su'er meditates.

Yurou doesn't think so much. Teng su'er accepts her. To her, it's a surprise. What she can't imagine is an honor for her. She's very happy.

Different from Teng su'er's sad heart, happy face, and Yurou's ecstasy, Su is very sad.

Now she is lying on the bed, staring at the roof, no tears in her eyes, but no feelings, as if nothing, walking dead.

She did not know what kind of situation she was in.

Tengsu'er, tengsu'er is like Su's heart. This is the only name left. Tengsu'er, tengsu'er is like Su's heart, greedy and desperate. Deep love and determined resentment are mixed together. In Su's heart, it is like being stabbed one by one, bloody wound, blood, drop by drop, drop by drop, hit the bottom of my heart , like more leakage, drop by drop, so clear voice, like constantly reminding Rusu of what, all previous feelings, when lonely and intolerable, are all slightly magnified, and then magnified, it seems that they will bury themselves, and the hidden pain is also surging up, tearing and biting Rusu for a moment, the pain is intolerable.

After a night of calm, fermentation, such as the pain in Su's heart, he has retreated a little bit, leaving only despair, overwhelming despair. It turns out that in Teng su'er's eyes, she is really dispensable, unlike his unique position in his own heart. For Teng su'er, without her, other people can also.

If Su thinks, in Teng su'er's eyes, what is he? From the beginning to the end, is Teng su'er only using her as a chess piece? But why, this chess piece, he does not use, also does not abandon, this chess piece, to him, what special meaning?

Is Yurou important to him? Is Yurou just a double for him? Rusu can't help but think that if she wants to give herself a little hope and prove herself, it doesn't matter at all to tengsu'er, but no, Rusu can't think of anything to give her hope.

Rusu suddenly sneers and can't help spitting at herself. What is she thinking about now? He didn't want to give up and make use of it, but in his eyes and heart, there was no such chess piece at all and he just ignored it. This kind of disregard is more painful than utilization!

Such as Su big mouth breath two times, originally, the pain to the depth, really can't breathe, but after despairing, the heart is like death ash affliction.

As Su remembers, she tried her best to seduce Teng su'er that day. There was no result at all. Teng su'er pushed her away and resisted her. She was not moved, but it was totally different to Yu Rou, right? Did Yu Rou seduce Teng su'er? Does Yurou take the initiative like herself? Yurou, have you ever been embarrassed? If Su cannot help but think, in Teng su'er's eyes, is there any difference between Yurou and herself?

If Su thinks of what she saw last night, a lonely man and a girl, * * *, should she tell herself that what happened is normal? Ru Su can't persuade herself. After all, Teng su'er, who is so hot, can't imagine it. Ru Su is afraid of that feeling. She can't bear the pain after being afraid of proving it. She is afraid of the Yunsu Pavilion, where there is no place for her anymore

Ru Su looks up at the beam of the room, and then closes her eyes helplessly. After all, there is too much difference between her and Teng su'er In front of her, she will always be that little girl. Her memory is that she has been together for 15 years, but Teng su'er is not. She is just a passer-by in Teng su'er's life for so many years. How does Teng su'er care?

Rusu thought of the way she had been with tengsu'er. She thought of the way they had been doing their own things tacitly for so many years. Although they didn't speak much, all their tacit understanding, all their intentions, understood each other. They couldn't be as far apart as they are today.

Rusu remembered that before his birthday, every year he would make a wish. What did she make? Rusu can't help laughing. What's her wish? From being nice to her before, doting on her more, to being with her all the time later, never giving up, to being inseparable from life and death, depending on each other, but all of them are just their own wishes, without any meaning! As Su thinks, Teng su'er must not know that her thoughts for so many years are so obscure, so tangled, even a kind of emotion, from attachment to infatuation, from companionship to mutual love, just think that she likes him, or even thinks that it's a child like joy, right?

Rusu can't help but wonder if in Teng su'er's eyes, she will never grow up. She will always be a little girl. Hasn't Teng su'er ever thought about all her feelings? Don't Teng su'er know if he can't live without him?

Rusu's tears slipped from the corner of her eyes. With all her heartbreak and despair, she could never find herself or her place.

She thought that if she knew before, she would be abandoned by Teng su'er. She would tell herself not to love Teng su'er. She would rather be ordinary in Teng su'er's eyes, like other people in Yunsu Pavilion, looking up at him lightly and accompanying him silently. Even if Teng su'er never knew about herself, it doesn't matter. Secretly, she was just herself She will not be abandoned, be abandoned. However, she is too close to tengsu'er and wants too much. If she loses it, she will lose all the support. She would like to have never been close to tengsu'er for a long time, so she can stay at tengsu'er's side safely, whether she wants to or not, just be quiet with her company, long water flow, and slowly forget

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