Chapter 48

Name:Memory Lost Author:丁墨
"I'll call you t later."

"What does this name mean?"

"You can give it many meanings, but it can also mean nothing else. Because it's you, T. "

Xie Lu - or should be called t now. He felt that the man's thoughts were deeper and clearer than anyone he had ever seen.

He is totally different from t's impression of a vicious criminal.

So even if you follow him to kill, you feel justified.

From 15 to 23, t followed him for eight years.

But only for the first three years, by his side.

Because in the third year, that case happened.

At that time, it was the first time that t committed the crime. He was taught by that hand, so he continued the style of the man when he committed the crime: well planned, good at looking at the people's hearts, ruthless and seamless.

Eight people died in a week without any trace. They were called "perfect crime" by the police. But t is very clear that he only learned a little bit of that man.

And he never asked the man why he wanted to kill them.

He said kill, kill.

Just on the night of the celebration, someone challenged him: "t, although you are a good shooter, in fact, you are the most boring among us. Lie down in the distance of several hundred meters, one shot to kill one, what's the meaning? I like to stay with the person to be killed, chat with her, bathe her, smell every inch of her body, and see more and more fear in her eyes! Then, in this fear, a little bit of suffering her, a little bit of killing her - this is the real killing. Boy, do you want to try it? "

T didn't think about it. He said, "no!"

There was a low laugh nearby. At this time, t saw the man standing in the light not far away, looking at him quietly.

T can't see clearly for a moment. His eyes are pity, displeasure and pity.

But t is very clear, every night perplexing his own pair of hands stained with blood, from then on, probably will follow for a lifetime.

No one thought that in this year and this season, their team was almost exposed to the sun and suffered a total defeat.

And t also because of his first crime, was intercepted and pursued by the police.

It's a perfect crime, but I finally meet my opponent.

It was then that t met the two men for the first time. The same young and unexpectedly young spies heard that they were still deeply in love.

When they saw them later, they were almost a pair of corpses, with only one breath left.

……

After this case, the man who was regarded as brother and God by T dissolved the whole team and disappeared.

And all people, including T, as long as they are alive, begin to live on their own.

"I'm sorry, T." The man said, "promise you five years, but only three years."

T just laughs: "my life, listen to you."

The man just nodded and stopped looking at him. A man looked out of the window at the burning sun. T is very clear, that case, burning the most, not only Han Chen and his girlfriend, but also the man in front of him.

After leaving him, t has nothing else to do but kill.

So he began to accept some employment and entrustment, and quickly accumulated fame and wealth. However, although he has already separated from the man, t still sends him half of the commission every time. Others, he believes, do the same.

It's just that more and more people are killed and the price is getting higher and higher. In the dream those who tear his hand, also more and more intense. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, grab the gun next to me, but I don't know where to shoot.

He also went back to see his father. In the past, there was nothing left of the shop. There was only a man in his forties, but he was as old as sixty, sweeping the floor in the street with a broom. However, he is still angry and incompetent. If a pedestrian loses a piece of waste paper on the ground he has just swept, he will be angry and indifferent. But also just cross brow cold to the air, dare not fight with anyone.

T comes up to him.

Killer profession, make him good at camouflage. Now he was wearing a low pressed cap, a thick beard, and his skin color had changed. But if you look at it carefully, you can vaguely recognize the young man who was beautiful at that time.

But father didn't recognize him. He just looked up at t, and then whispered, "let's go. Sweep the floor."

T backed aside.

Looking at the way he bent and swept the floor, he actually looked like his grandfather's back.

T lost a heavy bag, at his feet, which is enough to let him rich pension cash.

Then he looked up in surprise: "Sir, your bag..."

T turns and leaves. Just out of a short period, I heard a hesitant, excited, hoarse voice behind him: "are you Is it my land? "

T speeds up and doesn't look back.

Father, my life is no longer what you can understand.From the day you give up understanding me.

In the last year, t's insomnia became more and more serious. Often open your eyes until dawn, and then sleep for two hours, you will wake up at a fixed time, every day.

He read the book, his own condition, called depression.

But he was in a calm mood. He thought, as the man said, to live is to burn yourself. And he probably killed too many people, burned too fast, and the dust accumulated in his heart became thicker and thicker, too thick to be pulled apart. He has lost sight of the world.

On his last mission, he finally failed.

It's about being in a trance, or seeing a four or five-year-old boy beside the target. He pulls the trigger three times, but he puts it down three times.

In the end, some people left the high-rise buildings in despair, but they were photographed by the monitoring. Although it was disguised, it was enough to make him be closely blocked and pursued by the police. In the forest, two guns.

The jungle is the most familiar and comfortable place for him. He gouged out the bullet himself with a knife and fire. Then I ran in the mountains for 11 days.

Finally, he got rid of the police behind him, and he was exhausted. He did not know that he had entered the most dangerous part of the mountains and jungles on the border of K province.

The next night, he slipped and fell off a cliff, unconscious, and his guns fell into the running stream.

High fever, accompanied by severe pain in the legs. In his dream, countless hands stretched out from the cliff and pulled him down.

He thought, it's OK to die like this.

Because the man said, even if we can build a new world, we will die in the ordinary world of mediocrity.

When I wake up, I see a light.

The ordinary wooden houses in the countryside, just like the ones he lived in when he was a child, are simple but tidy. And an old man, with his back to him, was sitting in the light, mending the clothes he had taken off.

Seeing this scene, t almost burst into tears.

"Grandfather Grandfather... " He cried.

The old man turned his face.

But it's not his familiar face, just an ordinary rural old man. He is thinner, more rickety and older than the grandfather in my memory.

Smile, but so similar, like a person.

"Children..." The old man came up to him. "You fell into the valley. Your leg broke. My grandfather carried you back. Don't worry. It's herbal already. It'll be fine. "

There was no expression on t's face: "why did you help me?"

The old man was stunned for a moment. He didn't know what he thought of, but he didn't answer.

"My name is Guo. Just call me grandfather Guo. " He said.

Grandfather Guo is very busy every day. As soon as the chickens crow, they get up and go to the half acre field behind the house to water and fertilize, and then come back to make breakfast. What he's going to make is breakfast for a large family. Looking out of the window, there are several red brick houses around the house. According to Guo, they are his son and several grandchildren.

Now that there are more t's, granddad Guo has to do one more person's weight every day. However, the old mountain is so barren that sometimes there is not enough rice to eat. At this time, grandfather Guo would put the rest of the rice into t, and he would take up a bowl of congee and smile and say, "I'm so old, I can't eat too much.". You need to get sick and eat more. "

T didn't refuse and ate it up. As a killer, he knows that his combat effectiveness is zero, which makes him lack of security. If he doesn't recover quickly, his life will be like hanging in the air.

But after living for a few days, t found the family was different.

For example, the grandsons of granddad Guo, who are in their prime years, have never married;

for example, grandfather Guo never let them know the existence of T. It's like being afraid of something, or more like insisting on protecting him. Grandfather Guo hid him in this hut. Occasionally someone came and immediately picked up the haystack and mat and covered the wooden bed where he was lying. Wait for them to leave before they take them away.

If he doesn't say it, t doesn't ask.

Usually, one old and one young, two people also rarely talk. Grandfather Guo didn't seem to be very talkative. At night, he took a chair and sat at the door, looking at the bright moon in the valley, and was in a daze for a long time. And t also looked at the clearest moon that had not been seen for a long time, and then went to sleep.

His insomnia is over. Every day I wake up until dawn. Sometimes I have to call him to wake up. As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw his simple smile, and then handed over a bowl of hot porridge.

Occasionally, I also chat. "What do you do, son?" Guo asked

T answer: "I do it."

See Guo grandfather does not speak, he had to open his mouth to explain: "it is the computer."

Now grandfather Guo understood: "Oh, oh - I've heard about it before. It's amazing. " After a pause, he said, "there are many wolves and wild animals in our mountain. Do you come here to play the outdoor? Don't come back in the future. Go to a place with beautiful scenery. "

T looked at him and thought of the dull farmhands he saw in the daytime and walked through the window. He didn't speak.Killers, for some things, have a keen intuition.

T's leg bones failed to heal. One day, granddad Guo brought a bowl of chicken soup to him, with several pieces of meat in it. At first glance, it is the worst part of the chicken: the chicken head, the chicken butt, the chicken neck But t took it and drank it all in one breath. For the first time, he said, "thank you."

Grandfather Guo laughed again.

As a result, one night, t was lying in the hut and heard a man outside scolding: "old man! Just the chicken that lays eggs, and you kill it! The skull is sick, you! I'm a fool! "

Then he heard grandfather Guo's voice and said, "I see that Laoliu's body is not very good recently. I want to give him a supplement Ah... "

And then there was the sound of fists and kicks: "old man! Old man! I think you want to eat it yourself, chicken head? Where's the chicken butt? Did you eat it? "

"I eat, I eat..."

T's hand hanging on the edge of the bed, clenched into a fist, and then slowly released.

This night, grandfather Guo was lying in the hut, coughing all the time. T was upset. At dawn, I heard him slow down.

"Aren't they your sons and grandsons?" T finally couldn't help asking, "why is this to you?"

Grandfather Guo was silent for a long time before he said, "son, if a person's heart is covered by dirty things, what's the way to tear that dirty thing apart?"

T didn't answer.

After a while, he said, "when I get better, you can go back to the city with me. I'll buy you a house, find someone to serve you, and let you take care of yourself. "

Grandfather Guo shook his head: "I'll die here."

The girl named Gu ran was arrested by them a few days later.

It rained heavily that day and it fell from morning to night. T was able to sit up, but he couldn't walk. He sat on the thin wooden bed, listening to the continuous laughter of farmers coming from next door.

And granddad Guo, has been cooking, has been hot wine. When the third came back, he threw over a pile of rice, meat, wine and vegetables, which was probably bought at the foot of the mountain with the money of the girl.

But when the food was ready and delivered, grandfather Guo was exhausted and sat on the threshold, and suddenly he burst into tears.

"That's a very young girl." He said to t, "do evil!"

T was silent for a moment and asked, "what would they do?"

Guo's voice, the first time a little shaking: "will throw her into the water, cold death, and then wait for someone to come, and then salvage the body."

T thought about it a little, and then he realized that the orifices were closed.

His career as an assassin has made him regard human life as nothing. Everything in the dream may be worried, wake up, he is still cold and merciless t. Since the woman fell into the hands of these people, it was her life. What's to do with him?

At this time, grandfather Guo suddenly got up, went to the stove, picked up a pot of wine, and drank it alone.

T looks at his red face drunk and doesn't speak. If it makes the old man feel better, drink it.

Unexpectedly, half of the drink, grandfather Guo suddenly stood up.

"I'll go to them!" With tears in his eyes, he said, "they can't let them kill this girl again. If they don't let them go, I'll go down the mountain and report to the police station! "

T suddenly raised his eyes and looked at him: "you can't go!"

Grandfather Guo opened the door and went out.

T wanted to stand up, but he was too quick. He suddenly fell from the bed to the ground: "grandfather Guo! You can't come back if you go! " He growled.

The old man has gone.

That day, from morning till dark, the old man did not come back.

T has been sitting in bed waiting.

It was not until eight or nine o'clock in the night that we heard footsteps outside. Then there was something heavy, "plop" falling into the water. Then someone cursed with drunkenness: "old thing, finally dead."

T sit and wait.

At three o'clock in the middle of the night, this is the heaviest time of the day for ordinary people. He took a stick beside the bed as a crutch and got up slowly.

He knew that he couldn't stay here any longer. Grandfather Guo was dead. Tomorrow, the gang would come to clean up the house or burn a fire.

Although the leg injury is not healed, the gunshot wound on the body is not clean, and the whole body aches when walking. But the killer's basic skills are still there. Almost quietly, he walked into the farmhouse next door.

The yard was a mess, and most of the people were in a state of confusion, all drunk and unconscious. But in the front yard, there are two people who are awake, sitting smoking and discussing. They are Guo's son and grandson.

"Where are you going to leave the girl tomorrow?"

"Monkey River in the back mountain. It's cool there, and it's been sliding for two days

"Good."

……

T bypassed them and, without much effort, found a woman who was chained in a firewood room.

Women are really young and beautiful, with fair skin. Just like a puppet, lying on the ground, no popularity. Seeing t come in, she just raised her eyes and closed them again.Seeing her, t seems to see the almost burned out self again.

T walks up to her and looks down at her.

"There's a man who died for you today."

Gu ran opened his eyes again, his expression was a little trance: "it's the grandfather..."

T said slowly, "I can't save you today. If you have any wish, say it and I will do it for you. "

I owe him a life. Now he's paying his life to save you.

Then I will go through fire and water for you.

Gu Ran's voice was very weak and light: "can you avenge me?"

"Yes. You just need to give me my name. "

Gu ran looked up at him again.

T remains silent.

In the dark wood house, in the damp air. Two people who would never have met, because of the greatest evil and the weakest good in the world, reached an agreement.

"Happy sunset." Gu ran whispered, "she stole my compass and map."

"Ke fan, Fang Xu, Yan Gang raped me. "

"Li Mingyue, Zhang Muhan, Le Luoxia They are in the grass. "

"Professor Sun Refuse to take me back to camp. "

"In the end And these people here. I hope all of them will die, none left. "

……

"It's a deal."

"It's a deal."

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