Chapter 1873

Qin Xinran said that ye Mu was not unfair for Qin. But now is not the time to say something. Because Qin Xinran doesn't know what happened to Qin Fei.

She once promised Qin Fei that only when he had no chance to appear in front of Qin Xinran could she convey what he needed her to convey.

"In fact, Qin Fei is not as easy in China as you think. Maybe he is too busy." Ye Mu smiles and tells Qin Xinran that he can't tell all the truth.

Qin Fei let Qin Xinran come here because the news here is not circulating, and many domestic things can't be conveyed here. He doesn't want Qin Xinran to know his life. Similarly, what he let himself convey to Qin Xinran has revealed Qin Fei's real idea.

"Forget it, I don't care if his life is good or not." Qin Xinran can tell Ye Mu these at this time.

She had enough of those days of fear. Similarly, she has been used to the days when she feels guilty for Qin Fei. In her heart, what she and Qin Fei owe each other has been wiped out by Qin Fei's indifference.

Qin Xinran fiddled with his hair. He didn't know what he was hiding: "seriously, after I came here, I felt like I was reborn Give me a little longer, I may even forget Qin Fei's appearance. "

They haven't seen each other for a long time. Even by phone, they never look for her. Her burden is much lighter, so the things with deep memory are all dull.

She can often think of fragments, but also only he asked her in the airport, whether the heart really had him. At that time, Qin Xinran was silent. If you ask her now, she still has no clear answer.

"Now, if he asks me if I have him in my heart, I think the only thing I can think of is that he is bankrupt, divorced, abandoned by his lover, and I think of my spare tire." Qin Xinran stopped touching his hair and laughed, but there was some sarcasm in his smile.

Ye Mu took a sip of the tea, and a few reluctant smiles appeared on his face: "if another person asks you?"

"What do you mean?" Qin Xinran looked up at Ye Mu and hesitated in his sight.

"In your heart, have you ever had Qin Fei even for a moment?" Ye Mu didn't know why, so he asked this question.

After asking, ye Mu felt that it was a bit impolite to ask this question and wanted to try to return it back: "sorry, you can not answer my question."

In fact, after asking, ye Mu regretted it.

However, Qin Xinran's face was so lost that she answered her question: "if you ask me, I can tell you the truth. I've had him in my heart, countless times. "

It's not that she didn't love him, it's just that they can never be together.

"When I was a child in the Qin family, he was the only one I could rely on. I thought about how we would be together all our lives, but he ruined the love I didn't have time to..." Qin Xinran said bitterly to Chong Yemu: "later, I should have been attracted to him, otherwise, I couldn't have had a baby However, there are some things that he will never know, just like myself, it is just a hindsight. "

"Xinran..." Ye Mu feels that he seems to be provoking something that makes Qin Xinran unhappy and wants to stop, but Qin Xinran makes a stop gesture to Ye mu.

Qin Xinran put away his bitterness and laughed awkwardly: "here, although I live happily, no one can say it. It's not easy to have this opportunity. Let me have a good talk."

"I always live in fear, fear and worry are more than I like, so I ignore what I really think. But here, I have a lot of leisure time every day, sometimes I think about it, sometimes I seriously think about it In a word, one day I suddenly want to understand. But in my heart, I think it's impossible, so I didn't think about him for long. After thinking about him for a few days, I gave up... " Qin Xinran said in the end, with a calm smile on his face, but whether such calm is true or false, I don't know.

Qin Xinran's character is to worry about gain and loss. She said that she was sad for a few days and gave up. Ye Mu believed it. Qin Xinran has no sense of security, as long as her love is not responded, she will soon choose to let go.

"I see." After listening to the answer, ye Mu felt very uncomfortable and couldn't help taking a breath.

If ye Mu didn't know the answer, he might not have any superfluous ideas, but when he knew it, he was always uncomfortable, as if a stone had hit his heart, which was very heavy.

Qin Xinran didn't talk more about Qin Fei, which was her last words about Qin Fei. Then he talked about the child: "but fortunately, after his son came here, he was very competitive, his grades were very good, his character was also very good, and he was very popular..."

"I see it." Ye Mu's eyes moved to the children who were playing football with a group of boys outside.

"Let me show you around. The scenery here is pretty good." Qin Xinran put down his water cup and got up to invite him.

Ye Mu also put down his things and followed Qin Xinran to visit her house.After she moved in, there was no change in the decoration of the house, even in its position. She likes it here, she likes it, and she is reluctant to move.

Ye Mu follows Qin Xinran to visit. The living room downstairs is open-air and very spacious. The glass above is designed by automation. If the light is too strong, there will be an automatic remote control, and a shading film will appear on the glass. Standing downstairs and looking at the living room, it is in a round shape. Looking from here, the furniture below is placed neatly. Every position can be seen that it has been carefully designed.

Upstairs, there are parallel rooms. The color of the doors of the rooms with different functions is different. There is a sign on each door that tells people in Chinese and English what the houses are for.

At the beginning, Qin Xinran said in the program. She likes to be concise upstairs. It's better to be like every box in the restaurant. She can have her own independent brand, so that people who don't know can see the function of the room at a glance. She doesn't like other people to go to her bedroom, so she likes to put her bedroom in the innermost part. She hopes that the guests will feel that they are a person with good taste, so she needs to make room in the middle to put some of her private collections. In addition, she likes to share her cloakroom with female friends who have a good relationship, so the cloakroom should be placed beside the room where the private collections are placed

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